Friday, January 24, 2014

A 'Sort-of Parody' to...On Looking Up By Chance at the Constellations



this morning the sky went from this...

to this...



...to this, within 45 minutes.




You'll wait a long, long time for anything much
To happen in heaven beyond the floats of cloudRobertFrost

…ah, perhaps,
but this sky-dome bears witness to all human plight
Sparking the hunger in love-songs we write
In the night while the rush of its rain-song is lent
To fuel hugs and kisses and passion’s storm spent
‘Neath the low bars of brooding ere dawn breathes awry
The cocoon of darkness where hope’s butterfly
Wafts to waking wonder; we comb past’s lament
To salvage the best of Time’s sheer filament
For we, peon-masters of mute moment-mirth
Scatter fumbling footprints beneath heaven’s girth
And the floating of clouds; mother’s chasing the hem
Of childhood and girlhood on its diadem
And we cannot wait with eyes squeezed tightly shut
In the hoping of holding what cannot be caught
Save a frame shaped in thought; while the eons of sky
Wait long, long above us; buds break, bloom then die
As four-season circuits unravel their plight
And shrivel to nothing youth’s buxom delight
Yet all the while over vast century-shift
The frigates of Eden’s maiden voyage drift
Blue-gray, coral-gold, white fleets silver-crowned
Sailing on ether oceans uncharted, unbound
Above plebeian passage of cradle to grave
Where all things human must muster and brave
The moods of the sky; planet-stippled wraith
We suffer its fortune of flood, famine faith
Midnight rain, morning sun, noon-aria, nocturne
Beneath aerial awning we live, love and learn
Though we would wait long in the sky for much more
Than vapor flotilla on seas with no shore
Here we are stunned every hour by its song
Where nothing remains what it is very long…

© Janet Martin



Moment-moil





This little soil on which we toil
And covet mercy’s moment-moil
Is but the launching pad whereby
We learn life’s leap of faith
And fly

This little plot we fill with thought
Of home-sweet-home, earth’s heaven-dot
Is but a sparkle on sod-sea
Whereby we reach
Eternity

This little want is but the taunt
Of things to come somewhere beyond
This little soil on which we toil
And covet mercy’s
Moment-moil

© Janet Martin

In Search of a Poem...





Will you lure from nothingness; out of stiff air
Sparkle of gladness in word-whispered fare?

Will you take the quill of this Duty-bent will
Filling its font with your word-whispered thrill?

Will you vex and tease and then softly appease
The thirst of a poet with word-whispered ease?

Hope is a frigate, test-riddled with time
Will you still thought's tempest with word-whispered rhyme?

Ah, secrets and sorrows perplexing the heart
Will you lend your beauty with word-whispered art?

I am a beggar starved for your caress
Will you fill my wanting with word-whispered ‘yes’?

© Janet Martin

Thursday, January 23, 2014

On This Transport...





On this transport from sod to sky
Well-springs of faith would oft run dry
But for His Well; oh praise the Lord
He fills parched shells with Living Word

We are a beaten, broken race
Doomed to destruction, but for grace
Oh, Lord, God, Keeper of the soul
You make the broken sinner whole

Across Time’s sorrow-stricken dirt
Our hearts and hands are scarred with hurt
Life’s grief would be hell’s first foretaste
But for the One who gives us grace

Temptation-prone and weak are we
But for the One who sets us free
On this transport from sod to sky
Love binds our brokenness; we fly

© Janet Martin

I woke with the first line coming to me as I looked at the sky…thinking, here we are, another day on this transport from sod to sky.



They are broken who mock the broken, hound the broken, chase the broken and feast on the broken

oh, how it saddens me to see brokenness prey on brokenness! we ought only to pray for the broken because we are all broken somewhere!

I thank Thee that Thou hast answered me and hast become my salvation. Ps116:21

Not to us, oh Lord, not to us, but to Thy name give glory,
for the sake of thy steadfast love and thy faithfulness! Ps. 115:1

Thursday Thoughts to Make us Think



If I am the only ‘Jesus’
That some will ever see
I wonder what they think of Him
As they meet Him through me

***
We are becoming who we will be...so be carefully.

***
Lord, hone the hope of my heart with Your fire

***

When dreams become burdens
Instead of blessing
Put them down
And look up

***

His glory above the heavens…
We ought to live righteously, soberly
For we stand in a Holy Presence

***

What our eyes see can soon distract
Thought-fantasy confuses fact
But Truth is Truth and will remain
When we can see clearly again

***

I hold you closer
For such is a heart
…shoulder to shoulder,
Though land-miles apart

***

Attitude hinders or helps us cope
It mirrors the Thing in which we hope

***

The dust of another day settles
In past’s irreversible hold
Lord, I pray among the nettles
You find a few nuggets of gold

Janet~

Wednesday, January 22, 2014

Summer Re-visited





On dewy dawn soft shadow splays
Across the lawn; its fretwork maze
Embellishing an emerald sash
Where soon swift carefree bare feet dash
And softer zephyrs strum a sea
Of half-sprung rye, its melody
A farmer’s hope and dreamer’s bliss
And summer’s sun-kissed happiness

The bud has broken into bloom
Its token tune’s earth’s living-room
And we are all fear-free and wild
As every gladsome summer child
And long we lie beneath the tree
Of willow-song and memory
Where daisy chains teased fingertips
And berry stains sweetened our lips

How distant now that gritty gale
Of sleet and snow and ice travail
Sun-sparkle frays in coffee cups
Hope leaps and plays like eager pups
Where children squeal and laugh and run
Across a year of rising sun
And mothers scold and hug and call
Before the bolder tug of fall

© Janet Martin

I was traipsing along in Monica's snowy footprints when suddenly she swept me into a sun-sparkly summer day...so I stayed a while;)
 I love all seasons but...ch-ch-ch-chattering teeth and c-c-c-cold! vehicles need a break now and then. We didn't get a major January thaw as some predicted and we are in a deep freeze for the remainder of the month according to weather forecasters.



Of Segues and Skylines...





From the rising of the sun to the place where it sets, the name of the LORD is to be praised. Ps.113:3

Already midnight’s moon has shrunk
…a half-slice in the sky
Where morning spreads a feast
Across the east in gold reply
Into the archives yesterday
Has sealed its memory
We tread its stilted fulcrum now
…segue to what will be

Our mainstream and mundane
May dare to glibly prophesy
What will unfold before today
Returns into the sky
Yet life offers no guarantee
The leaping dawn conceals
A myriad of mystery
Upon Time’s yawing reels

The Brigadoon of which we dream
And fix our fantasy
Exists, not in quixotic realms
Beyond this moment-spree
But in each inhale, exhale
Open, shutting of our eyes
We live, laugh, love upon a trail
To Heaven’s paradise

© Janet Martin

Tuesday, January 21, 2014

Of Dusk and De-railed Trains...





Dusk drains the day in burnished pink
Before a dark and deeper hue
Folds skylines ‘neath its hem; the brink
Of earth a figment wrapped in blue
And where noon’s merry moments fell
Like sun-sparkles into life’s stream
Twilight’s calm torrent floods the dell
A tranquil tide tunes star-requiem

Jostling and lagging squanderers
Of dark begin to come alive
Where street and porch-light whisperers
Hail passer-byes to step inside
But I prefer the moon-swept hill
Deprived artists and poets sleep
Still, I prefer to stay until
Star-song recedes into pale deep

Soon Time will tug night’s navy drape
From ocean-scape, sea-shore and street
This dusk to dawn a brief escape
Before rush-hour’s bitter-sweet
Maybe, someday I’ll say a prayer
As slumber stills the mind, and then
This poet will be sleeping where
The night will pass without a pen

© Janet Martin

…as the sun was setting I snatched the first line but couldn’t return to it again until way past sleep-time; my original train of thought long-thence derailed, I close my eyes and cut loose…it’s fun;)


Half-past Wondering





The clock climbs over
curves of a year
too quickly
closing the window of fantasy
a little farther
with every added candle
…pushing Future to Past
in shortcuts
it seems.
Dreams
follow the sky
that has fallen over her dusk
nigh fifty years
its dust stoking the light in her eyes
occasionally
or
is it tears?
Once upon a time
air was enough
to lure her to life’s dance-floor,
tossing caution to tomorrow
tipping the glass of freedom
daring to drink
too much
…no regrets
Bests have humbled her.
Tests have taught her.
Stumbles and fumbles
her legacy
as she reaches for the sky
and learns to fly.
Perhaps
she has never been wooed
completely
but she has been loved
and blessed
…her heart broken
Once

© Janet Martin

Of Merchants and Morning-gold






Dawn draws darkness from our windows
Where dusk drew its shutters tight
Through the latticework of limb-frames
Morning fills Time’s bowl with light

And we, merchants of its measure
Cannot pocket heaven-gold
Tithed alike to all, this treasure
Spills freely from mercy’s hold

Will we waste or handle wisely
This allowance of God’s love?
This is not mere nature-notion
Drenching pasture, street and grove

Dawn draws darkness from our windows
See the sieve of mercy sift
Gold-gray nuggets shaped in moments
To we, merchants of Time’s gift

© Janet Martin

As you have likely noticed, this is the window from which I purvey each day-break. This morning flung a rampant river of gold, in spite of FREEZING cold!




  

Today's Flavour!

  

sometimes in the morning I wonder
'What will be your flavor today'
as your wrapper unravels 
and drifts to the ages
will I remember 
you
far, far
away?

We never know what wonder is hidden
in mist-wrapped mystery of morning-sky
Will we recall you
when you are bidden
beyond our taste-buds
to 
Time's 
by-and-by?

Sometimes I wonder
'will it be sweet or bitter?'
This thing unfolding
from future foray
but oh, what a wonderful,
God's-grace experience
as we discover
the
flavor
of 
the day!

Janet~


Monday, January 20, 2014

Because Faith is not Sight...




 image source:unknown

God, you deliver
Signs and wonders
In the twinkling of an eye
Gracious Giver
Supreme Creator
Oh, we lift Your name on high
And pray…

God, we know how
You parted waters
Granting favor
In the midst of the fight
We come to you
There is none greater
And oh, God, Faith is not sight
So we pray...

God, no one precedes or
 Succeeds Your power
All is cupped in the palm of Your hand
Earth and heaven
Skies and water
Rise and fall at Your command
So we pray…

God, the darkness
Of life’s Unknown
Is not larger than Your Light
And the fear
That would enthrone
Is not stronger than Your might
So we pray…

Lead us not
Into temptation
Where demons of doubt assail
God and Father
Of creation
Hope pours from Your holy Grail
As we pray…

© Janet Martin

Our friends covet your prayers once again  for a 48hr. miracle!

...and who is this God we pray to? A young man from our congregation spoke the message in our worship hour yesterday and he spoke on who this God is.(click on this link for the message); Matt Robinson - Reflecting His Lordship

I surrender; Hillsong

Love Y'all



 (here is this morning's 'on my chair in front of a square screen' scene) now I suddenly sense Duty tugging me from my perch, reminding me who's boss;) see you later and have a beautiful whatever-you-are-doing Day!

Hey you,
Yes, you
There
On your chair
In front of a square
Screen
Thank-you,
For the
Beautiful encouragement
You have been

Love y’ all!
Janet~

Intangible Doggerel





I keep you close
Intangible touch
Thought’s deft deliverance
Of echoes and such

 Willow-wind whispers
Of ‘what-once-had-beens’
Warms wanton waiting
Of touch in-betweens

Past is a poem
Of farewells grown cold
Hope is halo
Of tomorrow-gold

Destiny’s doggerel
Keens a ball-room
Where thought can dance
With what is yet to come

So I keep you close
Like intangible air
For nothing can sever
Two hearts held in prayer

Janet~

Time's Other Side




 She danced across the dawn in gold before slipping into a modest gray day-gown...

Here in the crux twixt ‘has been and ‘will be’
Lifetimes are rendered; the surge of a sea
That can never be fettered or clutched in our fists
Sweeps through our fingers in moment-tide mists

Startling proposals of courage and fear
Stream from a phantom, infinite frontier
Over the ramparts of ‘present’ they roar
Passion and pathos vexing the same door

Empyrean portico glistens with gold
Spilling its merit to our fumbling hold
Soon to the crypt of forevermore slips
Half-sigh incitements perplexing our lips

Darling, the aftermath of thought fulfilled
Echoes on beaches where Time's touch has spilled
Death treads a skyline where living implores
Dreamers and schemers alike to its shores

Here in the crux twixt ‘has been’ and ‘will be’
Moment-by-moment life-drops fill a sea
And we, time-drunk sailors on hope’s valiant tide
Battle the breakers to Time’s other side

Lord, grant Your mercy as here in the crux
Twixt ‘has been’ and ‘will be’ we prove our gods
Half-moment shimmers, redundant, yet new
Sheer transportation to Time’s Grand Adieu

© Janet Martin




Sunday, January 19, 2014

Walk...





We know not what today may weave
Beneath skies down-cast or bright blue
But no matter where it leads
Lord, may it be a walk with You

The Unknown cradled in Your hands
Soon reveals its hill and hue
Familiar lanes or foreign lands
Lord, may it be a walk with You

Oh Lord, you never force our feet
We choose what we say and do
But, as today unfurls its street
Oh, may it be a walk with You

© Janet Martin

Our hue today? White. Very White with a forecast of...more white:)

 

Saturday, January 18, 2014

When the Dark Creeps In...(and some belated Thurs. thoughts)





When the dark creeps in
Like slow discontent
Over hope’s gilded banks
And we would despair
But for God’s care
Filling its gaping blanks
When sighs and woes
Of life’s highs and lows
Cover its gold with gray
Still, as we give thanks
The dark on hope’s banks
Softly melts away

© Janet Martin

Thursday passed too quickly so here is a belated weekly splash of thoughts garnered from lessons I'm in the middle of learning;)

Everything we do is futile
if done for man
Nothing we do is futile
if done for God~

***

Joy increases
as want decreases
if we count our blessings~

***
Everyone loves to be loved
especially the unlovable
...and we are all unlovable at times

***

There are few pleasures greater
or more pure
than the laughter of a little child

***
There are few joys greater
than feeling forgiven
and knowing it; when your teen-ager smiles;) 

***
If we want to dance in the rain
we must learn to kneel
in the sun

***

Trust is that thing
we never fully recognize
until it threatens to leave

***

Yesterday I searched for information
on how to get information
on this Information Age

***

Love is mundane
only when we put
ourselves first

***

Beautiful, Brazilian ecstasy
found in the coffee
you poured
for me!

***

 I must go...
The rod of Duty
taps in humble,
household beauty:)

Have a blessed week-end!

We have been without couches in our main living-room for almost a month! With all the crazy weather shipment was delayed. Today we hope to pick them up; yay!!!
 

 



Friday, January 17, 2014

Why the Extra Fuss?





Someone special is coming to dinner, I say
And when they ask me who
I can’t help but grin a little
At their expressions as I reply, ‘you!’

© Mom/babysitter aka Janet


  

Then...





No tick of clock
No swift season-sweep
No moments pulsing
No waking, no sleep

No flesh and blood
No years fading fast
No dawn or dusk
Nor future nor past
 
No indifference
No unbelief, scorn
Nobody dies
And no one is born

No hypocrites
and no debate
When we pass through
That Final Gate
   
Then,
Heaven or hell
Is all there will be
In the home of the soul;
Eternity

© Janet Martin 

 Then I saw a great white throne and him who was seated on it. The earth and the heavens fled from his presence, and there was no place for them. Rev. 20:11

Age-old Analysis




 I was sorting a bunch of photos into folders and realized, no wonder winter feels long this year! It had an early start.(yet, I find it hard to believe we are over half-way through January already!)


So long ago it seems the trees shrugged autumn’s coat from shoulders bare
Prepared to don snow-shawls and collars trimmed with ice-lace fare
The silver-green of morning sheen shimmers in memory
Or recollection of a season drenched in poetry

The little brook that plays its winter-tune in hollow-nook
Longs for the generosity of sunbeams in her crook
Those crimson maple leaf pontoons are shriveled on her banks
Where dusk is swift to lay long shadows in blue frozen planks

Time loves to toy with poet-pens and little girls and boys
Its playthings scattered like the aftermath of childish joys
And we sift through its remnants searching for something to keep
If only in a poet’s rhyme or whispers ere we sleep

The hedge that holds the nest once held the eggs and baby-bird
But, ever in the pulsing heart a keener cry is heard
To press toward the sky where gleams a Thing in perfect form
Earth’s creature bent on suffering a dreamer’s silent storm

Many a year has passed, my love, and many a year may come
Of green-leaf tree and snow-bound lea on time’s frolicking loam
As we, ever the hunters cannot keep from falling prey
To spring-summer-fall-winter as a lifetime slips away

© Janet Martin

..back to muffin-mixing and other winter pleasures I dearly enjoy:)


Of Things Uncommon



 

Somewhere night’s gentle quiet pales
And from the far horizon hails
Life-lines, familiar yet quite new
…this day unlike our other few
For it has never warmed the lane
Before; and never will again

The pace of moments does not still
But molds the old with new until
Our farewell to earth’s common sod
As we go on to meet our God
Now, common morning sweeps earth’s shore
But never quite like this before

Soon trampled underfoot, its spoil
Through sabers of mute moment-moil
Will snag the hedge and tease our grasp
Whilst shaping memories we clasp
As Time is bent with the delight
Of common morning, noon and night

We do not live in days or years
But in moment-to-moment spheres
Ah, weaver of lifetimes; its ilk
Slips through the air in ether silk
Of dark and light; say, what is this
That warms the midnight with its kiss?

Is nothing new under the sun?
Aye, nay; yet virgin, every dawn
See how it softly seeps, unmarred
As we embrace her dancing card
This thing, so common unto men
Will never pass this way again

© Janet Martin


Sound of Midnight~





Sound of midnight fills the sky
Satin-opaque lullaby
Wind-song, vagrant and footloose
Slipping from moon-spangled noose
To ramble night’s argent hall
Spreading silence like a shawl
Save for sighing evergreen
Waving its four-season sheen
As fresh moments fall away
Jetty on ebony quay
Smooth and still its sonnets spill
Moon-halo, opiate trill
Tempest torn from its rampart
Waging, raging in the heart
And the air, tattooed with dark
Petrifies the snowflake spark
Amplifying somber hush
As a thousand echoes rush
Where sound of midnight fills the deep
And we would miss if fast asleep

J~

Thursday, January 16, 2014

Of Good, Old Days I Miss~





Sometimes when winter winds howl blue
In every wee crevice
I pour a cup of ‘missing you’
And sit to reminisce…

And while I tromp its paradise
I see what yet remains
Of laughter in hope’s azure eyes
Music of midnight rains
The melody of holding on
Before the letting go
And knowing night precedes the dawn
Of what we come to know
I cherish home-fire vim and verve
And revel in the kiss
Of blessing I do not deserve
In spite of what I miss
Those daisy fields will bloom once more
And winter will fall prey
To Time’s bantering troubadour
Where sun-soft shadows splay
Stirring in throats of bluebell swell
…pastel forget-me-not
Flinging its foray to the dell
In periwinkle thought
For season-rivers ever roll
In tender give and take
Its echoes cavort and cajole
Across past’s frozen lake
And oh, I am not prone to weep
For what has slipped from me
We touch and taste, but cannot keep
Save, for its memory

But,
Sometimes when the wind howls blue
I pause to reminisce
and then, my dear I think of you

And good, old days I miss~

© Janet Martin

Emily spent the other day here...at home:) It reminded me of what I miss while still being 100% happy for her!

Praise the Lord




We are enjoying a slice of Alberta Clipper today, so in my reading this morning the words, ice morsels, snow, hail, wind, frost, caught my eye:)
It's timely that I was reminded to PRAISE THE LORD!

Praise the Lord; do not withhold the due of Heaven’s hand
For snow and frost and storming wind fulfill His kind command
Sun, moon and stars His might declare, established in a realm
That cannot be surpassed; save He who reigns supreme in heav’n

Praise the Lord; He heals the blind and sets the prisoner free
The wound of broken-hearts He binds; lift up your melody
To He who numbers all the stars and holds the widow near
He watches o’er the fatherless and counts their sorrow-tear

Praise the Lord; ‘the wicked’, He declares, ‘I will destroy’
The cedar and the fruit tree and the mountains shout for joy
The Lord takes pleasure in the righteous; He prepares the rain
And makes the grass to grow and brings the bud to bloom again

Young men and women, old man, child; come now and praise the Lord
He casts forth ice like morsels then He melts them with His word
The Lord delights in those who hope upon his steadfast love
Happy, happy the people who believe in God above

© Janet Martin

Inspired by Psalms 141-150