Thursday, March 6, 2014

All, But This




 This snowy winter is allowing for new 'firsts', like cross-country skiing after supper beneath sunset skies! Skiing is a great time to meditate...

 Ah, Thou art He who spoke into existence land and sea
And everything therein; above, beneath, the night and day
Fair, fragile frond, reed-studded pond and mountain majesty
Soft silver snowflake sparkle, dusk, as daylight fades away

Your Hand touches Time’s treadle; moments course in seamless tide
As seasons spill their petals; moon, sun, stars Thy edict heed
Our thought cannot in full traverse this sod to sky divide  
But wonders at the One who every law of it decreed

Oh, Thou art He who watches from a high and holy place
Yet not with shouted threats of doom for our inherent sin
Your love and mercy pours unbounded in each day of grace
And whispers to us tenderly from soul-space deep within

For Thou art He who gave Himself, sin’s sacrifice and died
So man may live; you came to earth Your every law to prove
Then as redemption poured in red its need was satisfied
In You, who spoke to being All but this; a Father’s Love

© Janet Martin


Wednesday, March 5, 2014

We Write Because...





We write,
Not because we’re professionals
Or perfect
At what we do
But,
When we feel that beautiful feeling
We write because
We want you
To feel it too

We write
If only to share a little
Of our life-window hue
But when God breathes
His Beauty
Over the world
We write because
We want you to
See Him too

So we write of
Hunger and heartache
Of things past,
Yet to come,
We write about leaving
and loving and home
…Of passion’s hurricane
Bold bittersweet
Pleasure and pain
On farewell-cobbled street
We write to the gong
Of one a.m.
Roundels of rain-song
Longing’s diadem
Dusk’s darling doggerel
Dawn’s dew-drenched dream
Midnight’s mute madrigal
Retrospect’s requiem
We write of holding
And then letting go
Of moment’s bestowing
Life’s yeses and No
We write ink-pictures
And portraits of thought
Ravaging hours
For just the right jot
The poet confesses
Fathoms of the heart
Novelist, playwright,
We tear words apart
To measure their music
To treasure the taste
Of moments once more
Plucked from summer’s haste
Where the bloom is still heavy
With diamond of dew
And the heart is a levee
Of ‘missing you’
Or where noon on the boardwalk
Is misty beach-blue
Ah, words are thought’s medium
To experience The View
So, we write
Nothing strange 
Or foreign
Or new
But simply
Because
We want you
To be there too

© Janet Martin

I Love You, Not Because You're Pretty







I love you
Not because you’re pretty
Or blue-eyed
Handsome and cool
Not because of where you live
Or here you went
To school

I love you
Not because you’re rich
Or poor
Or somewhere in-between
Or because the grass
On your side of the fence
Is far more green

I love you,
I think you’re pretty
And you have such
Kissable skin
And I’ll likely always fall for
Your adorable half-grin
But these are not the reasons
That I love through thick and thin
For the person that I dearly love
Is who you are within

© Janet Martin

 I love when Edward asks her, 'do you find me handsome' and she says, 'not particularly' , then, when he asks her why, Jane replies,

"Appearance is of little consequence…it is the person within that is the attraction!"
~Jane Eyre~


Summit of Life's Hope-slope




 The sun seemed to stir from that summit this morning, washing the sky in riveting pink before slipping behind a wall of gray...


The Summit of life’s hope-slope; may we strive to reach its top
Forever straining to that scrim from whence Time’s mercies drop
And may its zeal and passion stir us ever up and on
From earth’s thorn-thistle thoroughfare to Heaven’s ageless dawn

See how seasons spin their sonnets from a thread of ether ilk
Or, how echoes weave upon it through Time’s sun and sable silk
Run, wee one toward your dream-tree groaning with prospect
Soon you will turn to see its crown in hoary halo decked

Ah, depression and oppression and confession confound
Yet hope rings forth eternally where God and grace abound
For man, though foolish fumbling, stumbling flesh cannot annul
The hope of Jesus’ righteousness and pardon paid in full

…and thus we press by faith toward a goal we cannot see
The Summit of life’s hope-slope ends beyond mortality
So now we touch our feet upon this cold and chafing sod
For we are on a journey to Hope’s Fold; the arms of God

© Janet Martin

Tuesday, March 4, 2014

What I Should Like...a Little While





 It's been a 'toy morning':)...

I should like my home to be
Not a showplace of pride and pomp
But a solace where children romp
And shape their childhood memory

Home; oh dearest, happy word
Let these four-letters symbolize
A sort of heaven-paradise
Where prayers are prayed and cares are heard

…and I should like my home to wear
Love’s mended woes, life’s spills and such
And not withhold from it the touch
Of childish fingers free of care

…and may its rod and rule be kind
The Word of God read and revered
Lest vainly innocence is reared
To thirst for truth, yet to it…blind

...and I should like my home to smile
With humble, thankful happiness
A tiny nook that God will bless
And dwell in for earth’s little while

© Janet Martin

‘Oh Mom, just leave it there’ said my daughter as I was about to polish away a handprint from the window, ‘that hand print reminds us *Nathan was here!’ (* little guy I babysit)

...jotted this while having lunch. One of the little guys I baby-sit is slurping applesauce and chatting about the 'nice, nice day' and I looked out at its gray offering and back at his innocence and laughed, yes! it is a nice, nice day!'



Time to do dishes and pick up toys!




Help My Unbelief



 


Regret,
Fear,
Condemnation,
Doubt
Cleanse me Lord,
Within,
Without


Gird my faith
In Love's release
Grace,
Hope,
Redemption
And
Peace

© Janet Martin 

Tomorrow is Ash Wednesday. Whether we practice Lent or not as we draw near to Easter it surely probes a deeper soul-searching of who and what we believe!

Jesus said to him, “If you can believe, all things are possible to him who believes.”

Immediately the father of the child cried out and said with tears, “Lord, I believe; help my unbelief!”
Mark 9: 23-25 






Mystery...





What do you hold in your mold, little day?
Far on the east you release your first sigh
Touching with gold the low fringe of the sky
Greeting the morning where night slips away

What will you spill to the rill, minute-hand?
Meted in moments of tick-tocking stealth
Flicker of fortune and whisper of wealth
Fought for in trenches beneath love’s command

What will you seal on your reel, little hour?
Ere you surrender your silk to the air
What will we hear on June night-fathoms where
Echoes embellish the breeze in the bower

What will we chase with your grace, tender Time?
Jingle of pocket or treasures of trust?
Soon you return to slumber in the dust
What will you tell ere the evening bell chimes?

© Janet Martin

...as I was about to post this our hydro went out again! What other surprises await this day?...No man knows!

Monday, March 3, 2014

A Beautiful Feeling

  




I can’t explain it
Beautiful feeling
Reeling from somewhere
That I cannot tell
Laughter and sorrow
And bittersweet
Stealing
Over the rampart of
Pulsing farewell
Hope and fulfillment
and longing unfathomed
streaming in
moment-drops
from here to there
draining an ocean
without sound or motion
filling the silence
with echo-drenched air
where uncurled fingers
touch traces that linger
only in thought
as the years disappear
and I can’t explain it
the beautiful feeling
of having and holding
wrapped up
in a
tear

© Janet Martin

...just got a crazy, beautiful feeling as I listened to this song... but cannot quite capture it in verse; this is sorta what I could shape it into...sort of the same feeling I had when hubby teased Emily (our daughter) yesterday at church and said, 'I remember you. You used to live at our place...'