Wednesday, April 11, 2012

April's Celestial Shepherdess



 

She laughs
herding her woolly flocks
to farther pasture's
with passionate
smile
Then she weeps,
her tears softening
earth-leather cusp
Her eyes beguile
the tightly clenched bud
She scowls
An icy stare
Conceals her mirth
hope turns to mud
as restless sheep
crowd about her...
trample her skirts,  but
then she smiles
...sheep scatter
as tulip rivers
color the earth

© Janet Martin

Seems we have a moody one going today!

Five Senses Poem


As I kiss
The salt on your skin
Inhale your scent
Caress your cheek
Absorb your warmth
You begin to undo
My best defense
I heed your
Unformed suggestions
The begging in your eyes
As I realize
I
Love
Baked potatoes

© Janet Martin

NaPoWriMo asks us to write using our five senses today!

Circle of Life...

From spring bud,
to
Summer flower
to
Autumn Relinquishment
to
Winter's silver hour


Janet~

Poetics Aside Prompt: Seasons

Season of Life

Poetics aside Prompt:  Seasonal Poem

Season of Trust

Since we are not heavenly creatures
but of dust
we go through times and seasons
where all we can do
...is trust

When you asked me the if's and why's and 'but's
I fell upon my knees
and cried out, God, oh help me trust
You; please, please, please

Janet~

***
 Season of Forgiveness

I can hold onto resentment and anger
refusing to forgive

or I can accept your apology,
and know what it is to live

Janet~

***
 Season of Hope

A new day dawns
Opportunity waits
The best to come
Pours from its gates

Janet~

Season of Patience

We cannot rush
the bud from its pod
The bloom would be mangled and marred
We cannot push
Beyond the will of God
But wait: even when it is hard

Janet~

Season of Love

It fills me with pleasure
But even greater pain
It drives me to hope
When hoping seems vain

Oh beautiful, tormenting
Mystery
My hollow, my fulness
Joy, misery

I strained to see Love
As I wept of its loss
God opened my eyes
And showed me a cross

Janet~

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Of Desire and Despair

I wandered, lonely as a cloud
Grappling desire and despair
Guilt raised its fist, ugly and proud
While mercy fanned the morning air
And on the palm of lithesome breeze
A song of tender memories

Continuous as the stars that shine
Transient moments tune the air
And you, oh little love of mine
Drive my desire and despair
Come now and lay awhile with me
We’ll count the stars on heaven’s sea

The waves of time sparkle and dance
As they roll onward to a sea
Oh, ride the bark of present-chance
Before it slips to history
I’ll trade desire and despair
For this; your breath against my hair

For oft, when on my couch I lie
And you are there and I am here
Despair and deep desire vie
For residence within my tear
But now, they slip unnoticed far
Time pauses 'neath the midnight star

© Janet Martin 

NaPoWriMo Prompt: Steal a line from a famous favorite...

For my second Theft I stole from another favorite... William Wordsworth and his poem

Daffodils



I wandered lonely as a cloud
That floats on high o'er vales and hills,
When all at once I saw a crowd,
A host, of golden daffodils;
Beside the lake, beneath the trees,
Fluttering and dancing in the breeze.

Continuous as the stars that shine
And twinkle on the milky way,
They stretched in never-ending line
Along the margin of a bay:
Ten thousand saw I at a glance,
Tossing their heads in sprightly dance.

The waves beside them danced; but they
Out-did the sparkling waves in glee:
A poet could not but be gay,
In such a jocund company:
I gazed--and gazed--but little thought
What wealth the show to me had brought:

For oft, when on my couch I lie
In vacant or in pensive mood,
They flash upon that inward eye
Which is the bliss of solitude;
And then my heart with pleasure fills,
And dances with the daffodils.

William Wordsworth :




Spring's Come-back



*Now that the winter’s gone
The earth renews its zest
Flaunting her floral gown
Of fragrant blossom-dress

The rigor of its chill
Softens on zephyr-tongue
As over wood and hill
Rolls April’s luring song

Come; fling aside your woe
And winter’s binding shroud
The violet rivers flow
Beneath spring’s little cloud

Come; lay aside your grief
The heart cannot resist
The tide of budding leaf
And daffodil, sun-kissed

Now that the winter’s o’er
We dare to dream anew
To plant and hope once more
On spring’s fresh avenue

© Janet Martin
Written for-
NaPoWriMo giving us permission today to steal a line from a favorite poem...
and for Poetic Bloomings: Prompt; Making a Comeback~

The Spring

 *Now that the winter's gone, the earth hath lost
Her snow-white robes, and now no more the frost
Candies the grass, or casts an icy cream
Upon the silver lake or crystal stream;
But the warm sun thaws the benumbed earth,
And makes it tender; gives a sacred birth
To the dead swallow; wakes in hollow tree
The drowsy cuckoo and the humble-bee.
Now do a choir of chirping minstrels bring
In triumph to the world the youthful spring.
The valleys, hills, and woods in rich array
Welcome the coming of the long'd-for May.
Now all things smile; only my love doth lour;
Nor hath the scalding noonday sun the power
To melt that marble ice, which still doth hold
Her heart congeal'd, and makes her pity cold.
The ox, which lately did for shelter fly
Into the stall, doth now securely lie
In open fields; and love no more is made
By the fireside, but in the cooler shade
Amyntas now doth with his Chloris sleep
Under a sycamore, and all things keep
Time with the season; only she doth carry
June in her eyes, in her heart January. 

Thomas Carew




   


Tough Guys




Some ‘tough guys’ bench-press 400lbs
…and polish their biceps and six-packs
With baby oil

Some ‘tough guys’ rope bulls
Ride bucking broncos
While wearing large leather Stetson hats

Some ‘tough guys’ lie in trenches
Some dig them
And some fly F-22 Raptors over them

Some ‘tough guys’
Keep us safe
With a gun on their hip
And the law on their side

Some ‘tough guys’
Open people’s chests
And fix their hearts

…but the toughest of them all
Folds her fragile hands
over leather-bound Hope
and prays…
for her own child
and other mother's children
whoever and
wherever
they are

© Janet Martin

Confessions~




I run my fingers
Over your rugged lines
I am taken by your beauty
You grow more beautiful with time
Oh, I will not blush
For I am shamelessly in love with you
And in the sacred midnight hush
I know
You love me too

J~


Mr. Willow



I never told anyone
That I gave you a name
And you always reached for me
Whenever I came

As you read my thoughts
You would nod and sigh
At night in my bed
I heard your lullaby

You would listen patiently
When no one else would
And I never doubted
That you understood

© Janet Martin

Poetics Aside Prompt: Trees/forest

The Parable of Trees



Poetics Aside Prompt: Tree or Forest

In winter you're a barren twig
In spring a new-born flower
In summer-time a cool retreat
And in the fall...a shower

Winter, a crown of pristine white
In spring, a floral cutie
Your summer-gown, chartreuse delight
But autumn; oh, ravishing beauty

I have fallen in love once
A thousand times each season
Oh mighty tree, for you ensconce
The whole of Nature's reason

There is a season for all life
The bud, the bloom; surrender
Yet, here we earn in living's strife
The crown of wisdom's splendor

Janet Martin

Subliminal...




Our understanding at best, O God
Is inadequate and trite
On our own each breath a fraud
And every moment, night

Our perception without Your Spirit
Is blinded ignorance
And Death, O death, how I would fear it
But for deliverance

Your mercy, hope and love fulfills
Your changeless eye of grace
The tempter wears ten-thousand ills
Deceiving human race

Our understanding will ever be
Only what God imbues
Therefore but by His grace go we
On earth-bound avenues

Beyond these briefest stance of Time
Our eyes will see anew
As we behold Love, pure, sublime
Oh God, as we see you

© Janet Martin

Behold the Lamb of God
which takes away the sins of the world. John 1:29

"He is no fool who gives up what he cannot keep to gain that which he cannot lose" -- Jim Elliot

Shadow-art~

Tonight
your shadow
lies twixt
quill
and parchment
where thought
cannot transfer
from ink
to
poetry
so tonight
I will settle
for you and me...
...un-penned
unspoken
unshared
simply shadow art
upon my heart~

J~

Monday, April 9, 2012

The Unknown


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The unknown; an inevitable strait
All voyages pass through
There is no one who can escape
This ethereal avenue

We stand upon life’s open deck
And sail the roving sea
Only our Captain can predict
What the Unknown will be

Fear not the waves beneath the calm
Fear not the stormy gale
The Captain holds within His palm
The ocean and the sail

© Janet Martin

Hi Sasha:) I told you so...


Search Me, O God, and Know My Heart

To the choirmaster. A Psalm of David.

 O Lord, you have searched me and known me!
You know when I sit down and when I rise up;
you discern my thoughts from afar.
You search out my path and my lying down
and are acquainted with all my ways.
Even before a word is on my tongue,
behold, O Lord, you know it altogether.
You them me in, behind and before,
and lay your hand upon me.
6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me;
it is high; I cannot attain it.




Wild is the River Flowing...


Wild is the river flowing
Into an ageless sea
From and to where we’re going
...Eternity

Expanse beyond our vision
No mind can comprehend
This vast infinite ocean
Without end

A vapor on its surface
Are all man's days combined
We ought to live with purpose and
With this in mind

…that wild is the river flowing
Into an ageless sea
From and to where we’re going
...Eternity

 Janet Martin

I was just listening to this song and these thoughts came pouring out....

Two Points of View~ wordle #2

They saw a man
Staggering, bloody and torn
Bearing His own cross

He saw a Plan
Hope for slaves of addiction
The broken and the lost

They saw a body
And as dusk fell; death
For the man of sorrows

He saw a destiny
And in Love’s greatest story; grace
For all our tomorrows

They saw the marrow of horror
Unfolding in hate
At Calvary

He saw His perfect Bride
An eternal mate
He heard songs of victory

They saw Him dead and buried
And presumed
The end of a story

He saw death conquered
Redemption and resurrection
And eternal glory

Janet




Watching the Sun Going Down




Come; appease my sweet addiction
Of dusk’s hand across the west
For my story of affliction
And of love must pause to rest…

Oh, do not judge my humble staggering
Or the dismal songs I hear
For the sorrows of dreams broken
Are not quickly buried, dear

Come and run your mystic fingers
Through the marrow of my soul
For its mate chooses to linger
Where flesh and blood cannot console

I fix my gaze on molten glory
Gateway to a destiny
Where the postlude of earth’s story
Is a glorious mystery

© Janet Martin



Shadow Poem-lets

I am content
In the shadow of your love
For your thought in mine
Fits like a glove

***

A shadow may lead
Or follow behind
But it never strays from
The discourse of the mind

***

A shadow sprawled towards the west
Means dawn is crawling from its nest
A shadow lengthened to the east
Means soon another day has ceased

***

A shadow is merely an echo
Of hard matter existence
When your shadow touches mine
I offer no resistance

***

Today the north wind
Jeers and laughs
Tussling tree-shadows
On the grass

***

You and I
Make beautiful shadows
Together

J~

Poetics Aside Prompt: Shadows

Searching for Happiness?



Our search for happiness
Is fruitless and vain
If it is inclined toward
Personal gain

But if we are thankful
And truly content
The search for happiness
Is non-existent 

Janet Martin

Other pastures are only greener
until we get there.



Clandestine Companion



You do not go before me
Or lag, attached behind
But you remain within me
A shadow on my mind

Someday perhaps love’s sunshine
Will melt away your shroud
You clandestine companion
You temperamental cloud

Vainly, I build defenses
Alas, your subtlety
Is woven through my senses
Deep to the heart of me

The shadow of a moment
Has power to remain
Its memory a constant
Reminder of love’s pain

J~

Of Green-leaf Joy



The still of noon will soon be brushed
With melody of sighs
Though now the park is haunted, hushed
Beneath the warming skies
It won’t be very long until
The oriole, lark and whippoorwill
Their crystal choruses will spill
From green-leaf paradise

…and then the stark and stringent air
And all the quiet cold
Will melt as limbs, budded and bare
Their petal-notes unfold
With rustling joy their hymns caress
The moan of wooded emptiness
In lacy, green-leaf happiness
And whispers fresh and bold

…then they will spread their shadow, glad
Upon the grassy slope
The naked skeleton re-clad
With songs of emerald hope
Beneath their flaunt of lacy limb
And earths refurbished diadem
We revel in the glorious hymn
Of green-leaf calliope

© Janet Martin

Poetics Aside Prompt: Shade/shady

Sunday, April 8, 2012

Happy Easter


Come shout the news
His hope proclaim
He is alive
Oh, praise His name

He conquered death
Carried our shame
He is alive
Oh, praise His name

Yesterday, for aye
The same
Alive, Alive,
Oh, praise His name

Janet Martin~

Saturday, April 7, 2012

That's Not All...


 He came to earth
In lowly birth
Laid in a cattle stall
As shepherd’s came
To worship him
But that’s not all…

From door to door
He sought the poor
The weakest and the small
Healing, reaching
Touching, teaching
But that’s not all…

Throngs spoke His name
His unsought fame
Filled kings and scribes with gall
Gall turned to hate
And vile debate
But that’s not all

With plans well-laid
Judas betrayed
The One of tender call
Disciples fled
In fear and dread
But that’s not all

Beaten and torn
God’s only Son
Was led to Pilates hall
He was released
To human beasts
But that’s not all

Upon a tree
On Calvary
Midst jeers and angry call
They crucified
Love; and He died
But that’s not all

In tomb of stone
Lay Heaven’s own
But earth is far too small
To keep for long
God’s only Son
So that’s not all

And from the tomb
In glorious bloom
Arose our All in all
Jesus fulfilled
God’s perfect will
But that’s not all

His sacrifice
Has paid sin’s price
And saves man from The Fall
He is alive
His grace forgives 
But that’s not all
 
Each one must choose
Accept, refuse
When they hear His Voice call
His love is free
Eternally
That is all

© Janet Martin

John 1:12 Yet to all who received him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God--

Look at the Cross...(from my Front Porch Poetry Blog)



Look, look at the cross, no, no don’t look away
See love's sacred offering on gruesome display
See the thorns, wicked thorns so humbly worn
By the One who loved all; All the sick and forlorn,
The foolish, the wealthy, all those who would scorn
His dear name; so look at the cross on public display,
Not in some dark corner tucked dimly away
But up on a hill for the whole world to see
Perfect love, awesome love for you and me

Look, look at the cross, at the dear Lord’s face
Bearing the shame of public disgrace,
A face that was spat on, yet knew only love,
The face of a King from a kingdom above,
A face which has power earth and heaven to move
In a whisper; yet on it flow crimson tears
As He weeps, not in pain but in love so sincere
He calls out to His father from upon this tree
The symbol of hope for humanity

Look, look at the cross, at the hands that are bleeding,
Pierced through with nails and yet He is pleading
That man will find mercy in this holy flood,
Forgiveness and hope in a perfect Lamb's blood,
Redemption pouring from the Son of God
His hands stretch out for all to see
That this is He who sets men free
Hands that ministered to man’s most humble need
Have fulfilled their greatest work indeed

So look at the cross, behold the Lamb
The beginning, the end, the Great I AM
Look at his body, pierced and bleeding
Love flowing down for all who are needing
The hope of a Savior, as still He is pleading
Forgive them; and as darkness and thunder descend
His cry is heard through all the land
‘It is finished,” and now there is hope for the lost
If we look at the cross, if we look at the cross...

...and if we look at the cross, at the out-stretched limb,
Behold the blood and the suffering,
If we gaze on His love and the wonder of Him,
Will we think to be saved on that final Day
If we look, turn our backs and walk away?


Janet Martin

Shall I crucify your King? Pilate asked. John 19:15

Red

 
From Calvary’s cross
Redemption bled
And covered our dross
In rivers of red

“It is finished”
He bowed His head
As grace poured freely
In rivers of red

“Oh, look and live”
Hope is not dead
God forgives
In rivers of red

© Janet Martin

NaPoWriMo Prompt: Write a 'color' poem

 "For in Him all the fullness of God was pleased to dwell,
and through Him to reconcile to Himself all things,
whether on earth or in heaven,
making peace by the blood of His cross. " - Colossians 1:19

Song: The Wonder of the Cross

Silver


Silver night
Casts silvery sigh
On the silver shadows
Where willow-limbs lie

Silver oceans
Cover the grass
Where silver moments
Stilly pass

Silver silence
Wrenches the sky
I didn’t know silver
Is the shade of good-bye

…as silver breezes
Offer silver cheer
In a silver world
Through my silver tears

J~

NaPoWriMo Prompt: A 'color' poem

Wordless Conversation Poem-lets

I have held an ocean stirred
in the absence of mere word
and I have melted in the wile
of your suggestive, faint half-smile

***

When Mother starts to look at you
You feel a presence in your pew
As suddenly you catch my stare
And quickly bow your head in prayer

***

He sets his mug down
And looks up
His wife pours
Another cup
Not in compulsion
Or stiff duty
But in the pleasure
Of love's simple beauty 

***

From across the room
Our eyes meet
And only heaven
Can compete
With the blissful
Thought we share
As love and longing
Keen the air

***

His smirk
Sparked her ire
And she saw red
He’s got
The couch now
And she’s got the bed

***

Janet~

Poetics Aside Prompt: Wordless Conversations

And the Winner Is...



Battling now
Two innate desires
To close my eyes now
Or to stoke the fires
While slumber is pleasing
It cannot compete
With the tender-sweet teasing
As word and thought meet
The trickling of moments
The ticking of time
Are the musical meter
Of rhythm and rhyme
So here is the quandary
To sleep or not
But I feel my Muse curving
Against my thought
And I have never
Had the will to resist
The luring endeavor
In a word’s cunning kiss

© Janet Martin

Of Unmarred Shores...

Each morning we step out
As never before
To an untouched day
On an unmarred shore.

The concave of past
Cannot leap for its prey
Or budge from its shadow
So live fully, today

God forgives
And never keeps score
So step out today
On an unmarred shore

Janet~

Authentically 'Us'



Everyone
in the whole
wide world,
can never replace
one you
or 
one I
and there 
will never be
in the whole 
wide world
another you
or
another I
therefore
we ought
never to pretend
to be anyone
in the whole 
wide world
but you
be you
and I 
will be I

Janet~

An 'Almost Nothing'


There is nothing now
But the whisper
Of moments
Slipping over
Blades of grass
And the expanding
Past

Everything
Surrenders
In moments
As Time reclaims
In like-measure
As it gave
-In moments


The power of
A moment
Is unrivaled
Yet it is almost nothing
But the perpetual increase
Of history
As futures decrease

From our first breath
We set sail
On a sea
Of moments
Pouring from
Eternity
To eternity

Janet~

Friday, April 6, 2012

Disillussioned




In the hollow yawn of darkness
Swallowing the dim-lit moon
You lean closer, through the spaces
That are gold and blue at noon

When each vain and visual fragment
Slumbers in the hidden known
Suddenly a keen enchantment
Stirs the midnight’s moody tone

As the lips of recollection
Stir the wanting and the must
But there is no resurrection
For the hour turned to dust

And within imagined having
There is no fulfillment, dear
Or a memory worth saving
In the mercy of a tear

In the hollow yawn of darkness
I can hear the past beseech
Though I lean, I cannot touch you
Over moments out of reach

J~

Interlude...

 (As the moon rose, the fiery ocean in the western sky tinted the east creating a pink-blush moon-rise simultaneously with a flaming sunset; breath-taking, with silence so intense you could hear it!)


Winter has gathered its garments and fled
Gone is its frigid sugar-coated bed
The earth waits in limbo now, caught between
The glamor of crystal and verdant green

In muted stillness the dull landscape waits
While promise trembles beneath earthen gates
Its corridor primed for spring’s grand rebirth
Its lips parted wide to drink heavens mirth

Do you hear a prelude teasing the air?
Tickling the bud and earth's leathery stare
Do you hear the laughter of wee lads and lasses?
Splashing like raindrops on emerald grasses

Solemn beauty weaves a brief interlude
Of spring-tide restrained and winter subdued
Before nature's tiptoe breaks into full run
In showers of flowers and golden sun

© Janet Martin

Hidden Facts~



Hidden by bricks
And shingles and stone
A glimpse of Heaven exists
We call it home

***

Beneath flesh and blood and bone
Is a work of priceless art
Where I keep my precious memories
In the gallery of my heart

***

Beneath the woman
And her pensive gaze
Is the girl and the passion
Of yester’s days

***

It flows forever
Mile upon mile
An ethereal river
Of love, in my smile

***

Hidden in whispers
And words unstrung
Are infinite glimmers
Of poems unsung

***

Beneath life’s heartache
Is a higher hand
Holding the reasons
We do not understand

***

Below the struggles and stumbles
Behind the tear in our eyes
Beneath life’s little troubles
Are the moments that make us wise

***

All you could see
as you walked away
Was the distance
keeping us apart
If you had looked twice
you would have noticed
In your hands you held
My heart

***

Hidden beneath our choices
And the action following thence
Is a single, sure-fire guarantee
Simply called consequence

***

Beneath downy pink and blue blankets
and tiny booties and diapers
and purest innocence 
and laughter
and sorrow
is this...
...hope for tomorrow
 

Janet~


Creator Crucified...for Us

It's been an AWESOME first week of April sky-watch! I took my camera with me every night on my run to capture only a glimpse of His wonder! This is HE who died for you and I. This is the One who loved us so He sent His Only Son, to die in our stead. This is He who sets us Free!

 "For the word of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God." 1 Corinthians 1:18

Life- Elvis Presley

He's Alive- Dolly Parton

The Power of the Cross 

Our Pet Monkey




She has been known to swing
From limb to limb
But generally
She is somewhere
In
Blue-eyed
Piggy-tailed
Joy,
Cheeks
Bulging blissfully
with
B
A
N
A
N
A
S

© Janet

The girl in the produce section at the super-market
raised her eye-brows at the amount of bananas in my shopping cart.
I quickly re-assured her that we have a pet monkey and her name is Victoria,
and I smiled at Victoria, who was with me…

‘Oh!’ said the girl…and I knew then that she didn’t realize the little girl with me was Victoria.
And I couldn't help but giggle a little, wondering what she was visualizing…

NaPoWriMo asks us to write about an animal today;)