Monday, May 11, 2020

It Was A Beautiful Day...

It was a special Mother's Day even though we could not all be together...
wow! 
I can't wait till we get the green light on get-togethers!!

Sunday started with a simple breakfast...
 over scrabble...
 ...first oriole visit!

... a beautiful worship service.
In the afternoon Victoria and I hiked off the beaten track for a few hours...
In the evening while we were face-timing all together
the family surprised me speechless with a new mixer
to replace the temperamental relic I was using!
(sometimes it would choose its speed regardless where I set it;
very annoying if it chose high-speed when I was adding flour)

...as you can see, in spite of all the things that I could name that I missed
it was still a beautiful day!


So much trouble we could have had that somehow lost its way
To gift us with the memory of a beautiful day
For all that could have run amuck, for woe that could have been
We thank You, Lord; we’ll never know how oft you intervene
Where, midst the muddle and the mess of mortal maladies
You bless us with the happiness of precious memories

Then as we count the mercies that Your providence imparts
Love’s picture-collage births meek gratitude that bursts our hearts
For all the trouble that we never did experience
We hardly know how to reply to such benevolence
But to remember to address this blessing when we pray
And thank God for the kindness of a most beautiful day

© Janet Martin

Life is far from perfect; but we choose happiness!
When we think of everything that could go wrong and hasn't...yet
may this be enough to fill us with love and gratefulness
for What Is.


All Together Now...

All together now...let's say it and mean it!
This is the day the Lord has made.
We will rejoice and be glad in it.
Ps.118:24

 (although most of us will admit the colour of the backdrop has ceased to be amusing
I've never in all of my almost 54 years seen anything like it!
The snow-plow just went by on May the 11th!)



We cannot sway the soundless force
Where morning spills its charge
And we are called to stay the course
With He who stays the barge

For retrospect will soon survey
Today’s proffered appeal
A medley of moments that play
A melody, surreal

Then make the most of here and now
This holy bread we break
Is more than time’s begotten chow
To thanklessly partake

This is the day the Lord has made
For rich and poor the same
To rejoice and be glad in it
And glorify His name

Then praise him all together, love
Who knows what waits to be
Where we are at the mercy of
Love's flawless majesty 

© Janet Martin


 oh well I said to Victoria...
it really does look like this is the last of it
Victoria's reply; I'll believe it when I see it'
(can't really blame her!)
Victoria's remark jolted a little add-on poem

 
I’ll believe it when I see
Sometimes glibly we reply
When bare fact and expectation
Vex us with what meets the eye

I’ll believe it when I see it
May we never dare to dare
He who all will bow before Him
When He appears on the air

Too late then for the redemption
He beckons all to receive
If we wait until we see Him
Before we choose to believe

© Janet Martin





Sunday, May 10, 2020

Oh, Dear Mom, At The Time We Didn't Think Of It

She opens her mouth with wisdom,
And on her tongue is the law of kindness.
She watches over the ways of her household,
And does not eat the bread of idleness.
Her children rise up and call her blessed;
Her husband also, and he praises her:
“Many daughters have done well,
But you excel them all.”
Charm is deceitful and beauty is passing,
But a woman who fears the Lord
she shall be praised.
Prov.31:26-30 

Mom, a pic from years ago, in her happy place;
a garden with flowers

An old class-mate of mine shared a tribute on Facebook to his departed,
 much missed and beloved mum...
His comment to a memory I shared was the springboard to this year's mom-poem.
He said, "
At the time, we didn't think of it, but now we know how great she was!"
Oh, that says it all to all of us, doesn't it?!! 



At the time we didn’t think of it
We ate and played and dreamed and grew
And in the little blink of it
Learned more than, at the time, we knew

At the time we didn’t give much thought
To what a mother gives and takes
Or of the love that toiled and taught
While we soiled clothes, devoured cakes

At the time we didn’t see the half
Of what dear mother gave and prayed
Until the heart-shaped autograph
Of echoes and memories made

At the time we didn’t grasp the truth
Of values clad in common threads
We tore the cover off her youth
And benefited from its shreds

At the time we didn’t understand
The double-edge of love, but stood
Upon the labour of her hand
And tender tears of motherhood

At the time we thrived beneath her voice
Rebuked if willful words ran wild
Or cautioned in a world of choice
That starts to shape even a child

At the time we didn't know what we had
Or appreciate this careworn saint
Apron-clad and humming-glad
 Never stooping to complaint

At the time we didn’t realize
How much or often we would gaze
At what we now cherish and prize
And will, for all our living days

So now, as I try to express
My gratitude I hope somehow
You feel the humble thankfulness
For all that I am seeing now

Dear mom, today I/we honor you
As by God’s grace you gave your best
For your example, meek, strong, true
Your children rise and call you blessed

© Janet Martin


Saturday, May 9, 2020

Rolling With The Crunches...

 Optimist or pessimist,
 this morning's cloak was a struggle to embrace!
(surreal beauty)


 In their hearts humans plan their course, 
but the LORD establishes their steps.
 Prov.16:9

From holy heaven to earth's lowly portal
Mercy, its manifold measure bestows
We witness discourse with ken purely mortal
Only the Giver the full matter knows

Bitter, the brunt of His ways against ours
Man makes his plans but God directs his step
Forgive us, Father when we would choose flowers
But you have arranged a blizzard instead

Make our words fit for ear-consumption
When hallelujah succumbs to alas
Forgive our reasoning, prone to assumption
Help us remember, this too shall pass

Janet Martin







Friday, May 8, 2020

Ah, Poem






Never know where you will take me
Never know where you will lead
Or what you will wake within me
Where syllables intercede

Never know what you will whisper
What reason your rites unfold
Whether you are miss or mister
Wild or bridled, young or old

Never know if you bring laughter
Or a melancholy dread
Sometimes before, sometimes after
Torn between my heart and head

Never know how you will greet me
Fist-a-cuff or tender kiss
when or where you wait to meet me
That’s the way a poem is

Will you be a landscape painter
Or a flower or a sigh/sky
Never know how you will answer
Is it hello or good-bye

© Janet Martin