Thursday, February 22, 2018

For Future Joy...

Sometimes our earthy joys seem perfect, leaving little to be desired...

...sometimes our joy howls with a hunger we cannot name!

Sometimes we are so fixed on present suffering we forget about the 'joy set before us'
"...if we are children,
then we are heirs:
heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ—if indeed we suffer with Him,
so that we may also be glorified with Him!" (Rom.8:17)

Let us fix our eyes on Jesus,
the author and perfecter of our faith,
who for the joy set before Him
endured the cross,
scorning its shame,
and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.”
Hebrews 12:2



We live in a world in want of instant gratification,
craving creature-comfort, 
We live in a world of daily struggle,
of disappointment's setbacks,
of joy hinged to sorrow...
as the poet Khalil Gibran analyzes...
Some of you say, "Joy is greater than sorrow,"
and others say, "Nay, sorrow is the greater."
But I say unto you, they are inseparable.
Together they come,
and when one sits alone with you at your board,
remember that the other is asleep upon your bed.
 (whole poem here)
Sometimes we forget to focus on the joy 'set/yet before us'(Heb.12:2)
We forget 'that our present sufferings are not worth 
comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us.' (Rom.8:18)

Not full, the joy of here and now
Earth’s fragile pedestals of glee
Are scarred with tears
And marred with fears
And hard to hold permanently

Love suffers long and it is kind
Where human nature hates to wait
Though oft we must
As we entrust
This quest for joy to more than fate

The weight of present care we bear
Does not begin to compare to
The glory of
God’s faithful love
We will behold when life is through

…thus, for the Joy set before us
We press and cannot comprehend
...how suffered loss
And endured cross
Will fade in glory’s dividend

Not for the joy of here and now
The joy faith fosters must still bear
The hurt of life
And dirt of strife
That leads to joy beyond compare

Not for the here and now, full joy
But for the joy set before us
We fix our eyes
On heaven’s prize
And the author of joy; Jesus!

© Janet Martin



Wednesday, February 21, 2018

The Likes Of You...

All these families want is this...



More than my fingers get caught in your curls
More than my mouth laughs and smiles, it is true
More than my arms hug you, sweet boy and girl
Hearts get all tangled in the likes of you

Hearts can get blissfully lost in blue eyes
Hearts can grin big as the sky, so it seems
Hearts hold the world in sleepy half-pint size/sighs
Hush-a-bye baby, goodnight and sweet dreams

The likes of you consoles the likes of me
Makes me forget bossy cares for a while
Makes my heart happy, as happy can be
‘cause when I look at you I see God smile

© Janet Martin



Tuesday, February 20, 2018

Page-turner

"They're only memories if we actually remember them"
One of my 'wise-guys' replied yesterday 
when I suggested they go make a memory for family-day!
Photos are great memory-savers...
funny how a photo wakes pages long heart-preserved!

Today's page holds a 'hey Jim, remember when the basement flooded  in the middle of winter
and you were home because you were recovering from your bladder-surgery?' 
But with life's 'lows' come lots of 'highs'
today,a visit from Uncle Oscar,
Roses a few days ago (thank-you again, Lucy and Karen)...
...flowers from our church family...thank-you!!!
I admired these purple beauties longingly last week...
...when I dropped in to Foodland to pick up strawberries for Valentine's Day dinner,
  ...and last 
but not least HIGHLIGHT!!!,
...memories; some we make, some we simply take!



This page of time we hold but once
Then fold, oft without second glance
Where much we touch, like lost Rembrandts
Scatter where thought cannot ensconce
For long the wants and wars we wage
Before dusk falls and turns the page

This interplay of sound and sight
Of hold-me-tight before farewell
Tables love’s ache within a shell
Cognizant of time’s fading light
Fills pages scattered in a hall
Like tatters we but half-recall

This hope-and-hunger thoroughfare
Of happy highs and lonesome lows
Of here-it-is and there-it-goes
As ‘oh-no’s learn to turn to prayer
Takes moments, some soon lost, some saved
On pages in the heart engraved

© Janet Martin


Sunday, February 18, 2018

Universal Betrothal






We rebel to the knell of years in vain
Betrothed, as if it were to Father Time
Where none escapes the clock's possessive chime
But learns to grapple with its startling reign

We cannot quell the toll that sweeps the earth
From sprout to golden wheat to harvest hymn
The light on eastern skyline soon grows dim
As daily death usurps dawn’s daily birth

What have we here, but hints of Something More?
Where Something More makes worth the while of this;
The laughter dear, the tear of farewell’s kiss
Where little tittle, Time, is but a Door

Darling, life’s eventide is ebbing near
-er, nearer with each rise and set of sun
Soon dies the Thing we thought barely begun
Set in a silhouette of yesteryear

We, beg and borrow shod, are each denied
Access to the entrance where echoes cling
To tatters of an ever-fraying string
That soon points out the pointlessness of pride

Therefore we, kindred folk of circumstance
Because of our betrothal to tick-tock
Should make the most of its ephem’ral stock
And live as if This might be our last dance

© Janet Martin

 Man, who is born of woman,
            Is short-lived and full of turmoil.

      “Like a flower he comes forth and withers.
            He also flees like a shadow and does not remain.

Job 14:1-2

Saturday, February 17, 2018

The Morning After The morning Of...

Good Morning. Dear blog-reader family!
Letting you know the surgery went well and we will find out at Jim's post op what the diagnosis is!
Continued prayers appreciated.

As I sat for most of the day first in pre-op then in post-op
I noticed one thing each patient had in common no matter the reason for the surgery...

Before...
Baby-blue gowned nerves
After...
sweetly sedated

No photo:)

Janet~

Thursday, February 15, 2018

The Morning Before the Morning Of...



(...and who really knows what 'this is the morning before the morning of'!)
love these guys! love this song!

"We are cupped in a calm we credit to prayer" 
is the best way I could think of to describe how we feel
when someone asked how we're doing pre-hubby's-surgery scheduled for tomorrow...
(removing a small tumor in his bladder)
Continued prayer is valued deeply.
Thank-you to the many friends who called, messaged etc. to let us know they are thinking of us.
This is no blasé statement when we say
'all we can do is trust'
 We are in good hands when we are in God’s hands!



Don’t worry then
Don’t fret the ‘When’
That tests the ken
Of you and I
The One who holds
What grace unfolds
Designs the molds
That shape each ‘why’

Don’t try to bear
Tomorrow’s care
While standing where
Today brims full
Its escadrille
Of good or ill
Enough to fill
Life’s push and pull

This is the day
The Lord has made
Its throughway laid
On Mercy’s palm
Don’t worry, then
But trust the Hand
That sifts the sand
We walk upon

© Janet Martin

Trust tests the footing of fear with faith

Trust does not mean carefree or careless but care-blessed;
because it is life's care that oft inspires prayer 

Trust has no 'point of view'
It is letting go and trusting God to help us through

Trust is more than platitude-garble...
It is clinging to God,
 our refuge and strength, 
a very present help 
in trouble.

 “Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.  And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

 “When I am afraid, I put my trust in you.”