Monday, October 3, 2022

Ode to Grief...










You hide in jolly hollyhocks
In eyes alight with dreams
In leisurely barefoot, beach walks
In rainbow zinnia streams

In little lass with little curl
In outdoor time for tea
To celebrate a little girl
Who just turned half-past three

In ‘my, how fast sweet baby grows’
In pangs pure love imparts
In vignettes made of mementos
To carry in our hearts

In treetop tress, first green, then red
Orange, russet, gold, then doffed
In brittle crunch beneath our tread
Where leaf-lilt echoes waft

In fading valor of the sun
In autumn-morning mist
In days, that trick us summer-spun
With nights silver-frost-kissed

In swells of history disguised
In gleaming rise of day
The essence of the Thing we prized
Snatched to dusk’s foaming fray

In what has almost disappeared
As if it never was
A Very Vexing Vaunt veneered
With breath-taking Because

Because of love, because of joy
At every turn you lurk
I sense you in the carefree boy
In poise of play and work

In gardens, grand with grin and groan
Of seed's bounteous wealth
In hands, weathered, worked to the bone 
In thankfulness for health

In pansies, ever-pleasant charm
In hope and happiness
In sweeps that ripple, rife and warm
With life and loveliness

In arms that never quite grow cold
Though Child slips from Her knee
To chase the winds of growing old
On wings of vanity

You hide in touch cut to the quick
An artisan of scars
You always hover in the thick
Of laughter’s falling stars

Ah, grief, the price of love, ah love
So worth grief's cruel test
For only love can be enough
To satisfy the rest

© Janet Martin



Saturday, October 1, 2022

Of Original, Age-old Hymns (or Bloom of Hymns)

Happy, Happy October!

Today's hymns have never been heard before
in this new day the Lord has made,
and yet, they are as old as Time!
Come, let us adore Him
Let's rejoice and be glad!
For soon the hymn that spills the hour
will fade like petals from the flower
Oh, what a pity if we miss
The bloom of hymns that Today Is!


We celebrated the last supper of September 2022
with quickly dwindling garden-fare
Fresh garden-slaw with stuffed red peppers!


Then, though this was all I could see of the spectacular sunset
it was enough.
 September's Last Love Song...

This is the (first October 2022) day the Lord has made
We will rejoice and be glad in it.
Psalm 118:24

The earth is like a fount that brims
With woodland, field and garden hymns
The Author of its melodies
Instills His praise in hills and trees/ (and skies and seas)
In notes that dazzle through the dell
Where, not by chance, Darling Brook fell
To draw us from the pressing gait
Of hurried traffic, always late
To theaters with grassy banks
Where we may pause in humbled thanks
To He who does not cease to write
Masterpieces of sheer delight
Woven through thorns that hold the rose
To soothe the wounds that thorn bestows
And heal the hunger of the heart
With songs that nature’s throngs impart
Until we too lift our voice
Reminded simply to rejoice
In this, ‘the day the Lord has made’
The glory of His love displayed
As mercy fills the fount that brims
With original, age-old hymns

© Janet Martin

I wanted to meander home from a few errands yesterday
until aghast, I glanced in the rear-view mirror to see a line of traffic piled up behind me...
The hill and curve thoroughfare, woven enchantingly through first-autumn vistas, 
made it impossible to pass😅😜
Oops! I was both apologetic and vexed!
I guess that's what back roads are for 


but then we end up with a dirty vehicle
and vexed Hubby!

Reminds me of last weekend when Father asked Daughter how
she could get such a dirty car when all the roads from point A to Be are paved!!
'Well,', confessed Daughter, 'I took a different way,
 Because the sideroad looked so pretty!'

Her father chided. Vexed!
Her mother beamed with pride
(For) what are a few mud-flecks compared
To dirt-road countryside! 💓😍😅




Friday, September 30, 2022

Room of Doors



How wonderfully heart-warming it is to recall a life well-lived, in faithfulness to God.
But how very common, unpopular and unglamorous is the living of such a life,
ignoring the lure of many a wink with eyes fixed on One Door (to eternity)
that once again God's mercy holds ajar in a new day of grace!



The grace of God implores 
with love that will not fail
Where life is like a room of doors where choice and onus hail
Where seasons rise and fall 
like wave rolls over wave
Until our final port of call is back to God who gave

We share in common this,
 kiss of humanity
As wail of earthly genesis births immortality
Where Mist of Mortal Must, 
is tethered to a toll
Beneath the sheath of dust to dust resides the deathless soul

Ah, it is not enough 
to do the best we can
Or confess that we love, but only by measure of man
For all love comes from He 
who alone authors life
Each breath flirts with eternity like thread skimming a knife

The grace of God implores 
where goodness and love brim
Behold! life’s little room of doors begins and ends with Him
Time’s wave of corridors 
where seasons rise and fall
 Rolls swiftly o'er grave-stubbled shores to the Soul’s port of call

The grace of God implores 
and wills a new day's toll
Ah, pity the one that ignores the Savior of the Soul
The Way, the Truth, The Life; 
there is no other Door
Save one; where remorse will run rife forever, evermore 

© Janet Martin

John 1:4
In Him was life, and that life was the light of men.

John 1:14
The Word became flesh and made His dwelling among us. 
We have seen His glory, 
the glory of the one and only Son 
from the Father, full of grace and truth.

John 1:17
For the law was given through Moses; grace and truth came through Jesus Christ.

John 10:9
I am the gate. If anyone enters through Me, he will be saved. 
He will come in and go out and find pasture.

John 11:25
Jesus said to her, "I am the resurrection and the life. 
Whoever believes in Me will live, even though he dies.


John 14:6
Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life.
 No one comes to the Father except through Me.





Thursday, September 29, 2022

What More Then, Do We Need?



Tis quite a thing to contemplate
The measure of love's price
It's law no one can mediate
To keep, or sacrifice

 Where what we sacrifice for Who
Tells who our allegiance is to
What joy when what is sacrificed 
 Turns loss to gain, when done for Christ 
***
He forgives our sins and remembers them no more!
What more do we need?

Isaiah 43:25
I, yes I, am He who blots out your transgressions for My own sake
 and remembers your sins no more.

You discern thought’s intents
You look into the heart
Still, morning spills the evidence
Of mercies You impart



You lavish us with love
You keep us in Your care
Your Word, a wondrous treasure trove
Of wealth beyond compare

You hear us when we pray
Your light dispels dark doubt
Your grace sufficient, come what may
Your ways past finding out

You discern thought’s intents
You look into the heart
Still, morning spills the evidence
Of mercies You impart

Your well never runs dry
Where Living Waters roll
Your Bread of Life will satisfy
The hunger of the soul

Your Son died in our stead
One sacrifice for all
To free us from the curse that led
To hell after The Fall

Where blood of bull and ram
Could never pay sin’s price
Jesus, the only spotless Lamb
Fit for the sacrifice

What a gift we receive
You gave the best you had
So, all who repent and believe
May call you Abba-Dad

What more then, do we need
Where greed for gain runs wild
Your goodness is enough to feed
All who become Your child

You lavish us with love
You keep us in Your care
Our hope in You, more than enough
For every cross we bear

Where, when death runs us through
Death is not the last word
But simply the Grand Entrance to
Forever with You, Lord

What more then, can we say
You make our joy complete
As we press on toward That Day
When earth and Heaven meet 

Then, how awed we will be
All that we sacrificed
A pittance, as eternity
Consummates, All for Christ 

© Janet Martin


John 1:12
But to all who did receive Him, to those who believed in His name,
 He gave the right to become children of God--

Wednesday, September 28, 2022

Concerning the Crucial Matter of Hope

I have the habit of using the word 'hopefully', quite often!
Without dissecting hope fully!

But since we belong to the day, let us be sober, 
putting on the breastplate of faith and love, 
and the helmet of our hope of salvation.

Flowers bring such a glorious splash of cheer and beauty
to life but are powerless in matters of hope!



Sometimes I write a poem like today's poem
to remind myself of what can be easy to forget, 
seduced by the seen rather than secured by the Unseen

Our small group through our church, was discussing the topic of surrender last night,
reminding me, without full surrender to Christ,
through the new birth, by His mercy, into living hope,
hope is dead!

Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! 
In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living hope 
through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead,

My family thinks I listen to this song more than anyone else in the world
If so, there is a good reason for this.
I am forgetful!





Hope is no helium balloon
On which we fix our eyes
No fling of flowers to festoon
The portent of its prize
No wild rush of adrenaline
No showy evidence
Hope is the heart’s cry anchored in
Unfailing Providence

Hope is no quick and easy fix
No genie in a flask
Wielding a big bag full of tricks
For anything we ask
Hope is a hand we cannot see
To hold us in the gale
The crux of immortality
Through love that will not fail

Hope is a hallelujah hymn
Defeating dread and doubt
A Beacon, no matter how dim
That nothing can put out
Hope is a banner billowing
In the thick of the fight
It is the staff to which we cling
Until faith becomes sight

It is a whisper none can hear
Save in God’s faithful word
It is the archrival of fear
Endurance undeterred
Hope is salvation’s Certainty
The faith that makes us whole
Hope is the cross of Calvary
The anchor of the Soul

Hope is not found in lucky charms
Like rabbit’s feet and such
Hope is God’s everlasting arms
We feel but cannot touch
Hope is intangible yet sure
Through what the cross has won
 Faith's unseen foothold kept secure
In Jesus Christ, God's Son

© Janet Martin

Heb.6:13-20


God’s Unchangeable Promise

13When God made His promise to Abraham, 
since He had no one greater to swear by, 
He swore by Himself, 14saying, “I will surely bless you and multiply your descendants.”c
15And so Abraham, after waiting patiently, obtained the promise.

16Men swear by someone greater than themselves, 
and their oath serves as a confirmation to end all argument. 
17So when God wanted to make the unchanging nature of His purpose very clear 
to the heirs of the promise, He guaranteed it with an oath. 
18Thus by two unchangeable things in which it is impossible for God to lie, 
we who have fled to take hold of the hope set before us may be strongly encouraged.

19We have this hope as an anchor for the soul, firm and secure. 
20where Jesus our forerunner has entered on our behalf.



Therefore, remember that formerly you who are Gentiles by birth 
and called “uncircumcised” by those who call themselves “the circumcision” 
(which is done in the body by human hands)— 
12 remember that at that time you were separate from Christ, 
excluded from citizenship in Israel and foreigners to the covenants of the promise, 
without hope and without God in the world. 
13 But now in Christ Jesus you who once were far away 
have been brought near by the blood of Christ...

Tuesday, September 27, 2022

Dear Sir of Summer Sorrow

 

For me the end of summer/September is always bittersweet!
Because summer, always full of much to do,
 always flies by far too quickly 
and September feels a little like the Season of Looking Back
at the Summer of Life.
But autumn hastens too, 
so let's pursue its precious purpose 
with thankful gladness before it is gone!

Below, pages from the book
The Country Diary of an Edwardian Lady



Dear sir of summer sorrow
Dear ma’am if I may
There is no sweet tomorrow
To bring back yesterday

Futile to while the hour
In bittersweet lament
None can restore the flower
Of yester-summer spent

To everything a season
Soft-slipping out of reach
To every day a Reason
To learn what it would teach

To pay careful attention
To what soon disappears
Into the blue dimension
Of ageless yesteryears 

Because autumn’s wayfaring
Soon hastens through our skin
Let’s linger in its bearing
Ere winter closes in

© Janet Martin


Eccles.3:1-8

To everything there is a season,

and a time for every purpose under heaven:

2a time to be born and a time to die,

a time to plant and a time to uproot,

3a time to kill and a time to heal,

a time to break down and a time to build,

4a time to weep and a time to laugh,

a time to mourn and a time to dance,

5a time to cast away stones and a time to gather stones together,

a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,

6a time to search and a time to count as lost,

a time to keep and a time to discard,

7a time to tear and a time to mend,

a time to be silent and a time to speak,

8a time to love and a time to hate,

a time for war and a time for peace.


Ecclesiastes 7:14
In the day of prosperity be joyful,
 but in the day of adversity consider: 
God also hath set the one over against the other,
 to the end that man should find nothing after him.

Monday, September 26, 2022

Warriors of Poetry

 

My, my but life/love can be a hard-fought Poem!

Sometimes the empty page mocks the Poet
where frontline/first line footage thunders
like an unanswered prayer!


Each morning is like an empty page
waiting the Poem of Today.


First daylight's swift splash of sunrise has yielded\to just plain Rain Splash!


What will Ink and Quill spill today?


There is much more than meets the page
Of ink-blood left to spill
Surrender, facing center stage
Wears so much rebel still

Between the brute force of desire
And Wonder’s work-day frame
Smolder the embers of a fire
Font yet must fan to flame

Duty and beauty spar and meld
Like diamond-dazzled dust
While angst of prayer-answers withheld
Mold scaffoldings of trust

Sometimes a rhyme’s futility
Mocks the poet at war
With the very same enemy
That Eve did not ignore

My, my, the bloom of love can smart
The thorn that holds the rose
Can rip a hole right through the heart
With what God only knows

The fancy footwork of farewell
Kicks at the pricks; where verse
Is not enough to quench or quell
The blessing (or the curse)

Where age old agonies persist
And ink cannot assuage
The oceanic weight of mist
Waiting to spill to page

…as so much more than we can see
Roars through frontlines of air
While warriors of poetry
Must choose which hues to snare


© Janet Martin


Psalm 51:10

Create in me a clean heart, O God; 
and renew a right spirit within me.













Saturday, September 24, 2022

With Joy Still Intact



Singing the praises of September-Fall's Glory this morning!
Happy First Autumn Saturday of 2022!

Psalm 24:1
The earth is the Lord's, and the fulness thereof; 
the world, and they that dwell therein.




From molds of bronze and blue and gold September’s daybreak spills
An aura from Another World steeps treetops, fields and hills
In deep green woodland diadems, stained-glass-like fragments gleam
In ditches scarlet hawkweed gems and purple aster stream 

From welkin wellsprings, wonder, like a drum roll, stirs the heart
As earth and heavens thunder with first autumn’s works of art
Delight dines on Sublime Arrangements, Beauty’s buffet stacked
In spite of summertime’s estrangements, with joy still intact

The sun is like a trumpet heralding Mercy’s embrace
The world wrapped in a blanket unfurled from the throne of grace
Where, no matter the season, we are part and parcel of
The very humbling reason of God’s everlasting love

How tender is the awe of mourning/morning where Past’s ashes strew
While splendor never stops adorning earth with Heaven’s woo
September’s paint brush hovers while fall’s thrilling Prelude plays
Where joy never recovers from Creation’s constant praise

© Janet Martin