Wednesday, May 6, 2015

Then We Return...






Then we return shouldered a-fresh with comfort for our hurt
Committed to more tears to weep upon time’s heap of dirt
Life’s love-and-labor tempest heaves beneath hope’s diadem
Where short-comings rise up like judges ready to condemn
And we feel so inadequate when facing longing’s wake
But God so rich in mercy does not leave us or forsake

Failure would be a choking noose about the rose of dawn
Without the promises of God that we depend upon
For often we are caught up in the sup of afternoon
When surly farewell comes to kiss our faces far too soon
And stunned, we taste anew the haste of both pleasure and pain
Yet, God so rich in mercy grants another ‘try-again’

This place of grace and hope and faith and trust is formed of dust
The storms of life unleash upon its seasons ordained Must
And none of us are spared our share of opportunity
To taste and see the Lord is good and cares for you and me
Though we cannot begin to understand His perfect will
God, ever rich in mercy whispers to us, ‘peace, be still’

© Janet Martin

Then we return, after memorial services rich with words of comfort  and reminders of God’s unfailing strength to slam-bam, everyday life!! The ‘mom, we’re hungry’ and ‘the bathroom tap won’t shut off’ and ‘our books are overdue at the library’ and ‘Matthew, take off your manure-y clothes before your come into the kitchen!!’  and again, ‘what’s here to eat?!’
and a new appreciation for the mundane everyday-ness of love and life. We hug barn-smelly boys, crave noise,  glad we can set a pan on the stove and crack eggs into it, smile and pay our fine and talk to librarian friends about the beautiful service, because they care and grieve too, and we pray to God so rich in mercy, that we do not dwell on where we failed in the past but on which yet remains to be.

Shaping Reflection





The sun has climbed above the line dividing sky and sod
Where time expands from gracious hands of our loving God
And we are here though none can see or say how far its thread
Extends before we too must go to lie among the dead
Then we should give our utter-best
To He who tends Time’s east to west

For soon the sun that climbs into the blue of Unknown’s way
Will dip and slip into the fellowship of yesterday
Where all that we reflect upon beams like a steadfast star
Joining the cast of all that we have said and done thus far
Then, we should do the best we can
To shape with diligence that span

The thoroughfare from here to there is brief in spite of years
The long-ness of forever soon absorbs Time’s transient spheres
Oh, pray that we regard this hard and testing leap with awe
Before it is too late to change one tittle of its law
For we have but one life to live
Oh pray, it is our best we give

© Janet Martin

When we reflect upon another’s life it causes us to reflect upon our own, remarked a speaker at Arnold’s memorial service yesterday….

 Blessed is the man who remains steadfast under trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the crown of life, which God has promised to those who love him. James 1:12

Arnold remained steadfast. Will we?



Tuesday, May 5, 2015

What Mothers Love...



Though flowers are so pretty
And make us feels like kings
We Mothers love to be loved with
Life’s lovely simple things

The gifts that we most treasure
Are not sold in a shop
But spill in unexpected hugs
Of, ‘thanks, I love you, Mom’

My dears, you cannot fathom
The depth of tenderness
Within a mother’s heart of hearts
For your full happiness

And while we cherish deeply
Your cards and gifts and such
Love renders something dearer
That presents cannot touch

We love your thoughtful sentiments
But even more than these
We love the moments that turn into
Lifetime memories

© Janet Martin

On Friday evening Emily came over because Melissa was home for the week-end and we 'girls' hung out, drinking tea, laughing and chatting about...anything! When Melissa was feeling badly about not being home to bring something next weekend I told her she under-estimates the value of her being here, right here, right now, and that her mother's joy-cup is over-flowing simply by her coming home from time to time!

My son just sent me a 'the coffee was delicious' text from school. Aren't those little 'love-notes' the best?!

These are the 'gifts' a mother treasures.

Spring is Here



Spring is in the meadow
And spring is on the hill
And spring is in the crooning mouth
Of every daffodil

Spring is in the blossom
Garnishing fruit-tree
And spring is in the lark that sings
Before night drains its sea

Spring is in the muddy boy
A-splash in puddle-pool
And spring is in the golden joy
Falling from azure spool

Spring tickles the garden
And sparkles in the rain
It laughs in silver ribbons
All down my windowpane

Spring is in earth's alcove
And spring is in earth's breeze
And spring is in earth's blooming grove 
A-buzz with honey-bees
  
© Janet Martin

Survival Fete





Time’s survival fete
To remain clothed and fed
Bears on its ancient dust-born street
New prayers for daily bread

Good morning’s beaming wreath
Unfolds, then folds above
A back-drop to the prayers we breathe
For provision and love

Then, as we plant the soil
Where seed and trusting meet
We return to faith’s hope and toil
In time’s survival fete

For time’s survival fete
Though more than meat and bread
Demands the work of hands and feet
To remain clothed and fed

© Janet Martin


As I buttered bread for school-lunches(for the ump-umpteenth time!:) and watched the farmer's hasting by with tractors in the return of planting season, I thought of how life really is an endless fete for survival; repetition of  the same chores and duties over and over to remain clothed and fed.
We do our part and trust God for the rest!

Though the mountains be shaken and the hills be removed, yet my unfailing love for you will not be shaken nor my covenant of peace be removed," says the LORD, who has compassion on you. Isa.54:10