Monday, January 19, 2015

Winter-reeds

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(These caught my eye as I was driving by the other day. They seemed to say, take my picture, please:)

You caught my eye just like a field of flowers in July
Etched on a canvas white, with just a wisp of lullaby
Caught on a brusque and blue-lipped breeze; your regal stature, proud
A weathered sentinel guarding winter’s wide-open shroud

Your russet over-coat, modest but stalwart, steals the show
The gale cannot unbutton it; well, blow then north wind, blow
For you will never penetrate this cloak woven by God
Until spring-peepers tickle tummies where wild lilies nod

Summer may boast a host of blooms; far gaudier their plumes
Simplicity stuns canvases of winter’s thread-bare rooms
Unbending champions where the ditch and dell and hollow spill
With winter reeds, as darling as spring’s sassy daffodil

© Janet Martin



To My January Muse...

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I like when you surprise me with a thought quite unexpected
Or tease and tantalize me like a green breeze resurrected
I like when you come tumbling through blue daylight deftly dying
Somewhat like love when it was new and lovely without trying

I like the touch of you; true-blue with just a hint of summer
It rushes through my senses in a turquoise-tinted tremor
I like the way that even gray will blush beneath your flirting
Like violet-vested middle-May or July come a-courting

I like the way you leave me lonely just to make me want you
Raging, caged in my heart-of-hearts; darling, there I would taunt you
But oh, you are immune to kisses, still loyal, I linger
Impatient like a toddler clinging to your toying finger

I like the way you stay just far enough away to vex me
You straddle the north wind that moans in low tones to perplex me
And though I’ve vowed to lock the door; ignore what thought composes
You see me at the window waiting with a dozen roses

© Janet Martin

Of Half and Harder Happiness-es



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Love cries tears, hard; a begging bard
Where ink and hunger presses
Her half-confessions to a page
That keen conscience undresses

Half-truths and pride may try to hide
And feign half-happiness-es
The pen’s full weakness uses words
To pretend love’s successes

The tongue is ruthless and uncouth
There love trips and transgresses
It mangles, tangles, strangles joy
And would-be happiness-es

I wish the air could be wiped bare
Where poor word-choice expresses
The weakness of this thing called love
That hurts and haunts heart-tresses

There is no brush quite large enough
To vanquish uttered yeses
…because we care, tears rend the air
With harder happiness-es

© Janet Martin

Some happiness-es are plainly and simply... harder; but they still count! 

Counting Happiness-es

The Lord blesses.
Our happiness-es
Depend on how we see
Not 'but' or 'if'
Our 'have' is a gift
Of what we choose to see

The Lord blesses.
Our happiness-es
not dumb luck or chance
but how we use
the joy we choose
In spite of circumstance

The Lord blesses.
Our happiness-es
Increase lavishly
As, by His grace
We glimpse His face
Through what we choose to see 


'But Mom! she said, I have a system to my mess!'

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...'how about getting rid of the shoe-boxes, I suggest to a daughter who saves every shoe-box, candy-wrapper, shopping-bag(the paper-kind with handles)for 'keep-sakes'. Oh, no! she cries in alarm! those boxes inspire me!!' ...so I look up, over the mess that has me sneezing and gasping for air...(we are getting ready to paint her room and the old blue-heart desk...)



I have to confess that often I am SO vexed with the mess down below that I did not notice her magazine snippets stuck to the wall..the bible verse sticky-notes on her mirror...though I did notice her dusty iced tea cans and pop shoppe bottles that are precious because 'that was the time when...'
...suddenly I forgive her and wish her all the inspiration in the world:) Happiness truly lies in what we choose to see...

Janet~

If you still don't believe it, ask Kara!

Still, Happiness Has Begun...a rebuff to Official Blue Monday;)

The third Monday of January is purported to be the most depressing day of the year.

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Okay, so it is gray but I kinda like the way the snow lays on every up-turned limb and how the whole world is burgeoning with nature-glimpses of Him





The morning lies like longing’s sighs against a lifeless sky
The willingness of moments undeterred by lack of sun
And what we deem waits somewhere in a realm of by-and-by
Because we cannot see it with our eyes still, has begun

The happiness we pine for does not wait for time to pass
Or seasons slipping like the dripping dirge of tick-tock tears
The very thing we long for lingers in time’s hour-glass
Urging us to take notice now before it disappears

To gaze into the distance is to miss God’s kiss of grace
Against our Want where mercy tips its scales on our behalf
Phantom future can blind us while present-past interlace
Weaving the Thing we cannot string again upon time’s graph

The heart may scavenge hollows where the seal of Past is firm
Or grapple with the locks where happiness seems summer-spun
Oh, pray we do not miss the bud that breaks on morning’s berm
Where though we cannot touch it still, happiness has begun

© Janet Martin

Summer-stirred

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 Earth is an echo of far-off seas...


The boardwalk is empty
Save for the snow
Muffling the murmur
Of summers-ago
 
Earth is an echo
Of far-off seas
Like glints of turquoise
Caught on a breeze

There is a hunger
The north wind keens
Taunting a hollow
Of what-have-beens

What-have-been mornings
Turn summer to fall
Ere brooding sky lowers
Its snow-flower shawl

The pen holds pictures
Pressed into word
As hearts held by winter
Are summer-stirred

© Janet Martin