Monday, July 15, 2013

Ghosts





All those thoughts we ache to speak
But cannot find the air to shape
Their vaunt expressing hope and need
And sad regret for past mistakes
Swell in a sigh, a groan, a tear
But still the night and miles expand
Into the weeping atmosphere
Drifting like ghosts without command
While we refuse to speak farewell
Where time does not absolve the hurt
Of letting go or holding on
With tears we stain the listless dirt
As the ineptness of this dance
Cannot console our wordless thought
But simply offers us the chance
To cling to hope and trust in God

© Janet Martin

For those sorrows that will never find words…

Someday perhaps its melody
will softly be unchained
We hold what we are given
and trust God for the unexplained.

J~

Onward and Upward and Homeward





Over the ridge where earth touches the heavens
See how gold dawn pools across the dark strand
Urging us onward and upward and Homeward
Far from the sorrow that seeks our hand

We take our scepters of faith and forgiveness
Turning our faces toward the unknown
Though hearts grow weary with suffering and sorrow
We cannot stop until God calls us Home

The path that Love chooses is laced with its longing
Onward we struggle in spite of its grief
There is no Eden in this vale of turmoil
Only in Heaven will we find relief

We run our fingers across His creation
Glean from its wonder the hope to hold fast
Onward and upward and Homeward we journey
Until we are safe in its Portal at last

© Janet Martin

My brother is among the firefighters searching through the rubble in this latest tragedy in our community!
Our words and prayers are offered in the shape of tears!
Our comfort is in knowing this child and his beloved golden retriever are safe in the arms of Jesus.

 Jesus said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these." Matt. 19:14


Saturday, July 13, 2013

This Thing (part 1)



From new-born cry until we die its need is captivating,
An underlying hunger, pure, profound and inundating
our sweet half-second triumphs as the climax of its praise
dissolves in time’s progression to a haunting, hurting haze.
Even Adam in the Garden and Eve close by his side
in spite of Love’s perfection were not fully satisfied,
lured by the wily serpent to that one forbidden fruit,
hungry for sublime wisdom that would make them wise as God.
Now lust, this Hunger’s enemy perplexes our best
intentions, as the need of It expands within our chest
and though we hold It dearly and we weep to let it go
because of Its outpouring into living’s leap of woe
as vespers strum the twilight limb etched keenly on the dusk
and we, within its gripping hymn our feeble hopes entrust
back to the One who IS the hunger we are hurting for
but somehow trade It for distractions that invade this stricken shore
as vainly then we fumble with elusive understanding
straining for the Intangible, immortal and transcending
what we cannot acquire without  suffering Its price
encapsulating every breath with Its cost; sacrifice.
For Love, Hungers great mystery cannot be bought or sold
yet costs us everything we have Its perfect wonder to behold.
Can we with feigned politeness Its devout expression boast?
Or divide our allegiance yet proclaim Its uttermost?
The measure of its pleasure is a selfless dividend.
We cannot keep This Very Thing on which our needs depend
yet, in its dispensation it returns ten-thousand fold
if we yield not to temptation Its eschewal to withhold
as Ananias and Sapphira who coveted man’s  praise
but were struck dead as Love revealed the evil of their ways;
For Love cannot impart in part; It is That Sacred Whole
untainted if we love the Lord with mind, body and soul,
so Grace descended, for He pitied our hopeless, helpless state
providing for Himself a Lamb to save us from sin’s  Fate
where, from the bliss of Eden, man was thrust to till the sod
and bear the curse of disobedience declared by Holy God.
Now, lust and love struggle and war within our frames of dust
and everything we hunger for returns to this One Must-
Love; the off-spring of Immaculate Conception,
Its fullness, yet unfathomed by our corrupted perception
but, as the heart surrenders in earnest faith and belief
He imbues with Love’s assurances His comfort for our grief
though unleashed demons scream and seek to nullify our hope,
His Love is greater than death’s schemes; and though we pant and grope
through bogs of fear and failure or through disappointment’s vale
Love promises forgiveness, for His mercy will not fail
but binds us to Himself; Love. Pray God, how can it be?
We are secured and held by Love; this frail mortality
can fly on wings as eagles, not for boast’s shallow reward
but, because His Love renews our strength if we hope in the Lord
Therefore, we press against the weight that flails within our core
for this is not the paradise we were created for
when Eden’s door was guarded and its Paradise was lost
mankind began Its journey seeking hunger’s uttermost
Its evidence is everywhere in nature’s diadem
The Keeper of birds of the air and every floral gem
instills in us awareness of a greater Presence where
Faith is the substance of its hope; its fellowship is prayer
And as the flower of the field blooms then returns to earth
So are the days of man; what is life’s meaning then or worth
if we forfeit eternity while searching for This Thing?
Yet, God so loved the world He died Its fullness thus to bring
To every woman, man and child who was, is, or will be
Love gave His life to pay the debt of sin and set us free
And even now this Hunger wails and groans for His decree
That we should love each other just as Love loves you and me
The tactics of the human heart are deceitful and vain
With lips we utter white-washed words while our thoughts disdain
the mouthed profession spilled to satisfy the ears of men
when we are stinking sepulchers of lust and greedy yen,
forgetting that Love knows the heart; where our passions lie
and we will meet Love face to face when our bodies die,
Then we will never hunger for this aching filament
of Love that transcends everything beneath sky’s ether tent
For there, the crux of every want, of every wish and whim
Will bow before the throne of God and we will worship Him
And every vile schismatic will weep for the utter loss
Of shunning He who bled redemption in red rivers from the cross
But now the day of Grace extends so we may find its peace
See how each season folds, end synchronizing with release
Until Its folded moments chart a day, weeks, months and years
And then, that final, faint half-breath when Time’s grace disappears
Where nothing but Time’s living proof will testify our love
As we come face to face with what our speech cannot disprove
For Love will seek to find our names written within a Book
of life; where he records the precious hour when we took
our brokenness before Him as we uttered ‘I believe’
and then according to His word we have come to receive
the inheritance promised as our sins were washed away
and Love at last is perfect in this Everlasting Day

© Janet Martin

Grace-plea





Hope unrolls its mystic scroll of mercy on the sky
In pastel flush of ether blush the darkness disappears
God, give me grace so I can face the challenges that lie
Beyond the veil where dawn’s exhale ignites our faith or fears

The cravings of the flesh enmesh the restless, roving eye
How stark and dark the luring of its miming masquerade
Its painted naught torments our thought but cannot satisfy
God, give us grace to humbly face this new day You have made

The pardoned past is iron cast; God, teach us to forgive
To learn Your ways of love and grace lest bitterness roots deep
And mars the might of hope’s delight; God, teach us how to live
In thankful joy as we employ these moments from Your keep

© Janet Martin



Friday, July 12, 2013

To Artists of all Genres







Who are we that we should weave the wonder of paint, music, ink?
While others suffer pain and grieve for those who pass beyond Time’s brink

We tremble with the want of wishing ink could write their hurt away
But words are all we have to offer mingling with the thoughts we pray

Who are we, to strike the timbrel while another smites his breast
To the bugle-call of Taps before his precious child is laid rest?

We too are warriors bearing sorrows, some in flesh and some in heart
Bleeding ink and song and picture as we strive to do our part

We may not unbind the burden but beneath our bleeding thought
We beg God to heal the broken and to bless our humble jot

God is love; in spite of Eden’s aftermath He does not fail
As He pours grace and forgiveness from hope’s full and faithful grail

Who are we; but wounded warriors limping with our fellowmen
As we seek to cheer and comfort with whispers from brush and pen

© Janet Martin

When I think of the grief and suffering around me it's hard to write and I've heard others who write and sing/compose, paint, say the same thing but we press on trying to serve, trusting God to heal!  As we breathe the prayers in our hearts into song, poetry, painting we trust God to add the beauty!

Fresh Cup





A fresh cup of Unknown tilts gently to earth
Dawn softens the skyline of this new day’s birth
We are sojourners ‘neath hope’s gleaming sail
And cannot sit dormant within its travail

We touch the tools of our trade to the soil
Trusting One greater to measure our moil
In His hand life’s unknowns are shaped to our need
Testing our babble and trying our greed

Will laughter or heartache spill from heaven’s grail?
Before evening renders its somnolent veil
Who will have passed from this life to the next?
And who will remain to be tempted and vexed?

A fresh cup of Unknown employs mercy’s will
Goodness and grace in divine portions spill
We touch the tools of our trade to the sod
Plow to the furrow and glory to God

© Janet Martin

It seems every day there is a new tragedy in our community. A young mother dies suddenly of an aneurism, a 15 yr. old boy is missing in rushing stream,(my nephew's classmate),  a young man dies who, a few days prior, asked his girlfriends’ dad for permission to propose, body of Erin (waitress in local restaurant) found in the Grand River, another young man killed on his way to work, floods, and on and on…we NEVER know what a day will bring, but we know in Whom we have believed and He is able…


Without heartache we would not seek hope

Thursday, July 11, 2013

Finding the Beauty in Beauty





If I see a sunrise


Or sunset


 Or a flower



Or each season's splendor as it decks the sod


If I see a child


Or a tree


Or the ocean
I miss the real beauty if I miss seeing God

© Janet Martin

Gardens From God



 I pass this field every day this week as I deliver and pick up the girls from  Son-shine Club.

From rivers of blue-strife decking hapless hillsides
Or frolic of flea-bane fringing pasture-lane
From chicory oceans and poppy percussion
God fills His gardens with heaven’s refrain

Cone-flower canticle, daydreaming daisies
Shimmer of clover, gaudy golden-rod
Anemone ambling and wild-roses rambling
Glimmering glimpses of laughter from God

Ballerina bracken blowing in bronzed breezes
Blue-bell breathed ballads and star-flower grace
Purple amaranthus and sumac-spun splendor
Or fine alabaster of fair Queen Ann’s Lace

Dance on the meadow of miracle-chassis
Lavender love-songs festoon solemn sod
Worship the One who flings floral oasis
Over the landscape in gardens from God

© Janet Martin

I love this time of year when God's gardens grow wherever they are planted!