Tuesday, June 4, 2013

Farewell, Sweet May





She gathers up her luscious loom
Her floral brush and blossomed broom
While laughing zephyrs from the south
Inhale the lilacs in her mouth
The yellow dandelion hill
Exhales its froth of silver swill
The scepter of soft azure noon
Passes into the clasp of June

She smiles and while we drink her charm
She gathers in each outstretched arm
The blossoms from the cherry tree
The tulip’s lilting melody
And as our smiles are teased and kissed
She mingles with the purple mist
Where wild phlox line the ditch and dune
May slips into the garb of June

There is no dirge for her demise
For who can weep beneath June’s skies
And who can keep love’s tender grief
Where earth expands its emerald sheaf
Against the backdrop of farewell
We hear June’s leaf-song anthem swell
As summer-hearts embrace the tune
Of May’s departure greeting June

We cannot trace the path she treads
Or keep the petals that she sheds
But we can dance a little while
Beneath the sunshine of her smile
And we can cling to spring's fair hope
That somewhere on Time's season-slope
She waits until that hour when
Sweet May will pass this way again

© Janet Martin

 Today I had a moment to mourn the departure of May...

Grace's Poem




The morning spills in trembling thrills
From cradles on the east
Its mystery of what will be
Draws us from slumber’s peace
A gilded choir ignites the spire
Of midnight’s muted hem
In kind embrace of love and grace
A spotless diadem

Dawn’s unmarred scope of virgin hope
Expands its lilting lay
Where avenues of hallowed hues
Herald another day
Past’s ether crypt claims yester’s script
A jot within its sheaf
And soon this day will fall away
Like’s autumn’s drifting leaf

In newborn notes a nocturne floats
From corridors on high
And we are blessed; the gift of rest
Spurs us toward its sky
For we are not some hapless clot
Of dust and dreams and strife
We each are one for which the Son
Of God offered His life

The barrier twixt heav’n and earth
Is farewell’s faint half-breath
Eternity, a mystic sea
Beyond this little death
Now Living Hope unveils the slope
We receive mercy’s gift
From Heaven’s One who gave His Son
To die so we may live

Lift up your hands, His grace expands
To fill another dawn
The glory of His patient love
Splays shadows on the lawn
We touch the sod forefather’s trod
Beneath the self-same trust
In He who holds our stricken molds
Of mortal dust-to-dust

What doom and gloom would fill the tomb
Without the solace of
That sacred Name where guilt and shame
Are washed in perfect love
The darkened grief of unbelief
Would crush in dull despair
The ageless Hope that gilds the slope
And murmured Morning Prayer

This vapor glove of lust and love
Glints briefly on earth’s shoal
Soon we will go where eons flow
In portals of the soul
The vile discord as demons lord
Can never enter where
The Blood of Christ has paid the price
And purchased our fare

The morning spills its newborn thrills
Against the echoed fray
Of failure’s tear and triumph’s cheer
…but that was yesterday
A new day waits; celestial gates
Draw graciously ajar
To fill the cup that we lift up
With mercy’s sweet nectar

Redemption gleams in silver streams
From veins we cannot see
And yet the flood of sacred blood
Still flows for you and me
Grace like a buoy unfurls hope’s joy
But oh, its offering
Cannot extend beyond the bend
Of Time’s short suffering

Dare we ignore that certain shore
For lust’s ephemeral sparks?
And will we scorn Hands that were torn
From which the morn embarks?
Will we decline for tainted wine
The blood that washes clean,
Forgiving us as sin’s dark curse
Dissolves in mercy’s sheen?

This is the day the Lord has made
This is the day of grace
This is the road to the abode
Of our resting place
This is the hour of saving power
This is the dawn of Hope
This is the day the Lord has made
Tinting night’s charcoal slope

How soon the spoil that shapes our toil
Will tumble to the grave
And we will rise to claim the Prize
Of servant or of slave
How long the wail if we should fail
His Life-gift to receive
And cry too late at that Last Gate
Oh my God, I believe

The dawning spills from heaven’s hills
How sweet it is to know
That grace and love pour from the trove
Of morning’s mercy-glow
Eternal life sweetens the strife
Of Time’s temporal test
Where moments prove our dearest love
As we employ their quest

We all are cursed with longing’s thirst
With living’s grief and pain
But by the grace of Love’s embrace
We do not long in vain
And soon the Voice that weighs our Choice
Will draw us from this sod
As face to face we behold Grace
Before the throne of God

The by-and-by beyond the sky
Is not a phantom pith
The ageless goal where eons roll
Is not a fickle myth
This day of grace that we embrace
Holds but one guarantee
That each who tread its gifted thread
Will meet eternity

The morning spills as Time fulfills
Its purpose in the sun
A vapor jot on earth’s blue dot
And life’s brief course is done
But then, oh then the son’s of men
Will see what faith withheld
As Grace reveals what earth conceals
And Heaven is unveiled

© Janet Martin

A dear reader, Grace, invited me to attempt a l-o-o-ng poem; I had no idea that this was going to be a long poem when it began but it is and the title came from the 'invitation'. thank-you Grace. I hope to attempt the 'long poem' still mulling in my mind but it seems I am not in charge of what the pen allows. Sometimes I want to write so badly about a certain thing and it will not come together; and sometimes ink flows beneath a Higher Touch. 

Grace, thank-you again, because as the poem began to take shape I was overcome with awe at the patience and provision of grace. this grace is free to all! and each new day is a gift of grace and grace's invitation. Have you received the gift of grace











Monday, June 3, 2013

He Holds Me Fast




On my own plan I cannot do
The very things that I ought to
Though good intention shapes my will
It falls beneath Life’s keening drill
For soon the strength that I posses
Is but a mirrored hopelessness
And all that I can do at last
Is cling to He who holds me fast

I cannot by myself endure
Or my full lot of wants secure
The hands and hearts of mortal skin
Are prone to subtle, sundry sin
We battle a persistent foe
Of selfish thirst and prideful woe
My only hope abides at last
In He who keeps and holds me fast

Goodness and mercy do not spring
From founts of fleshly fashioning
And soon our guilt and guile will prove
Our utter need for guiltless love
Oh Lord, my God, soon I am weak
And cannot find the things I seek
My only hope is Heaven-cast
In He who guides and holds me fast

© Janet Martin


Saturday, June 1, 2013

Time Flies



Time flies, we whisper
Then turn to the moments at hand softly drifting
For these are love’s milestones in the making

Time flies, we lament
Yet we cannot afford to mourn too long
For soon these moments will tune yesterday’s song

Time flies, we sigh
Treasuring its bittersweet agonies
As we hold the mold of tomorrow’s memories

Time flies, we agree
As we join the ranks that murmured it too
Walking in their footprints where the old is new

© Janet Martin

I love watching the kids discover age-old truths; then I realize that we as parents are also discovering what our own parents could not make us understand when we  were young as they would caution us to choose wisely and well who and what we serve for this life is short!

Inspired as I read this.


Of Heart-voids



 

Her purposed banter eases a fabric
Of comfort across the holes in her mirth
She laughs with her mouth wishing its magic
Would heal that inner, untouchable hurt

She loves and is loved; the ache in her being
A bittersweet duel of pleasure and pain
She writes; but words keenly expand the knowing
That something is missing that she cannot explain

She lives in awareness of moment surrender
In passionate struggles of ‘dust unto dust’
She prays and she plays and she works as the splendor
Of love, loss and longing fill heart-voids with trust

© Janet Martin


I believe in the immortality of the soul because I have within me immortal longings. Helen Keller

Friday, May 31, 2013

Where I Come From...



 My 4th Birthday

I come from wild flower fence-rows and grass rural routes
From clover-sweet meadows and muddy barn-boots
I come from co’-boss calls and farm-life joys
From ‘I’m the 3rd of ten children; five girls and five boys’

I come from Daily Bread mornings and evening prayer nights
From ‘listen to your parents’; ‘many-hands-make-work-light’
I come from itchy stockings and worn hand-me-downs
From everybody’s talking while the food’s passed around

I come from learning how to flute a pie-crust
From piled in the station-wagon ‘in God we trust’
I come from hard work and front-yard baseball
From a two-cookie rule or the cookies ‘is all’

I come from ‘Everyone needs to do their part’
From a hymn-singing mother with a gentle heart
I come from a Daddy who taught us of God
And whistled while he tilled both souls and sod

I came from God’s country; I was sure of that
As the rooster crowed early and the dog chased the cat
And the grain turned amber in the summer sun
As did care-free children in the pasture pond

I come from a quaint, two-room country school  
Eight grades of book-learning and the golden rule
Cartoons were pictures and words in the paper
And television was something we once saw at the neighbor

I come from sister-spats and singing four-part harmony
As we husked mountains of sweet-corn beneath the willow tree
Oh, I am who I am not by some fluke ho-hum
I am who I am because of where I come from

© Janet Martin

"What are sister-spats?", asks Victoria, my youngest daughter as we read the poem together. "Well", I said, "I guess it's like little fights".
"Oh Mom",she replied, aghast! "You fought with your sisters?! I didn't think you ever fought" ;-0

This is the time of year I always ask myself ‘How did my mother do it?!”  The four oldest in our family are celebrating our birthdays.
Oldest daughter, June 16 1964,
Oldest son, May 30,1965,
Next daughter(me) June 7 1966,
Next son, May 28, 1967,
after that 3 more daughters, then 3 sons!
While we grew up we were ‘the four oldest’, ‘the three little girls’ and ‘the three little boys’. I remember Mom saying my youngest brother had six mothers. This past Sunday I attended a 40 year school reunion. The two-room school is now a three-room school but wow, what a trip down memory lane.  Tonight while I was washing dishes and watching the rain fall suddenly ‘where I come from’ washed over me…









Life's Miles



   




Life has many glorious miles
Where winds are kind and sunshine smiles
Where grass is soft beneath our feet
And flowers bountiful and sweet

Life has many grueling miles
Of hurt and dirt and sorrow’s trials
Where fears and tears torment, bequeath
We chew the grit between our teeth

Life has many merry miles
Where mercy’s tender touch beguiles
Filling our mouths with melody
And happy hearts with charity

Life has many lonesome miles
Robbing the lips of laughing smiles
As twists and turns would make us fall
But God is faithful through them all

© Janet Martin

No Halls of Fame in Heaven





There are no halls of fame in Heaven
The ground is level at the cross
We employ the gifts He's given
None are greater than, or less

We serve, not for vain recognition
But with humble heart and soul
Knowing God knows our ambition
He can see the unmasked whole

There are no halls of fame in Heaven
Though the enemy suggests
To us that there might be a difference
God loves each of us the best

The inheritance of Heaven
Is for all who will believe
In the gift of God’s redemption
As His mercy we receive
 
Jesus died for every person
Each must strive for the reward
There are no halls of fame in Heaven
Where all glory is the Lord


© Janet Martin

Sometimes it's easy to look at someone else and think their service is more important, more honorable perhaps...

"He has shown you, O mortal, what is good. And what does the LORD require of you? To act justly and to love mercy and to walk humbly with your God. Micah 6:8

...for, "Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved." Rom.10:13