Friday, December 21, 2012

If You Could Talk Would you Tell Me?




Are you lonesome tonight?
Is that a tear in your sigh?
Do you find yourself searching
for days long gone by?
Do you miss that soft evening
of silver-green grass
Where we never considered
the hours that passed
as you strummed the fair lily
and she closed her dark eyes
sweetly content
beneath your lullabies
Oh, do you wonder
where the moments have gone
as you whimper and wander
in the dark all alone
over a thoroughfare
stripped of its gold
where Time’s grand proprietor
brazen and bold
steals from beneath you
the moments that be
swept to the hollow
of sweet memory
I hear you rushing
outside my front door
invisible ocean
without form or shore
You howl at my window
just beyond my sight
Cold, roving wind
Are you lonesome tonight?

© Janet Martin

The wind is howling tonight...he sounds sort of lonely.





Christmas Soul-searching...





 I HATE how much (on some days) I see myself in this cartoon.


This season of remembering
The birth of Jesus Christ the King
When did it all begin?

This season of profuse shopping
Of gift, giving and receiving
When did it all begin?

When did this love that Jesus brought
Become a sort of seasonal thought
Instead of a lifestyle that He taught?
When did it all begin?

…this eating, drinking, let’s be merry
Deck the halls, gulp eggnog, sherry
Mistletoe and holly-berry
When did it all begin?

When did it all begin?
And why then must it cease?
Should not these things remain
Of hope and joy and peace?

And where does it begin?
Does this season impart
Its celebration
In my house or in my heart?


© Janet Martin

I began reading up on where it all began…and suddenly I saw similarities re-appearing of its pagan roman origin. It’s up to each one of us to do what we can to make Christmas more than a season…yet, I have asked this question too often and I answer it constantly ‘are you ready for Christmas?’ Yesterday someone asked me and a sort of jolt ran through me…what does it really require to be ready? My bags were laden with baking ingredients for a last minute panic-bake. God forbid we enter Christmas without cookies and other goodies right? Wrong? And all those gifts really must be nicely wrapped, right? Wrong?...and all those cards and goodies to deliver MUST be done, right? Wrong? What if I really ‘did Christmas’ all year through...?

Am I ready for Christmas?
Am I? Will I be
Ready to meet Jesus
Bowing humbly, reverently

What have I done to prepare?
Have I swept out a little space
Arranging the Nativity Scene
To give Christmas its pious face?

Have I let lists or Jesus
Dominate my mind?
Am I shining with hope, peace and joy
Or feeling way behind
And unprepared…for what, I ask
For a holiday; a feast?
Or for true rejoicing for the gift
Laid there by lowly beast?
Am I ready for Christmas
Or am I not even able
To give the baby Jesus
Room within the stable
Because my city is full
Of many other things
That it seems somehow
Now this season brings…?

Am I ready for Christmas?
If not, what must yet be done
To be prepared to bow and worship
Its Reason; Jesus Christ God’s Son

© Janet

Mom, are you stressed?, my daughter asked me last night and I answered, Yes! and I hate it...why? My eyes were NOT on this...





The Christmas Porch





The Christmas porch is special
It smiles its greeting bright
In ever-green good wishes
Of wreath-garland delight

Its festive splash reminds us  
That Christmas time is near
Spilling to street and sidewalk
Warm rays of Christmas cheer

Oh, may the Hope it stands for
Re-ignite in us anew
Glowing, not just at Christmas
But each day all year through

© Janet Martin

Last week one night my daughter and I car-pooled, requiring me to walk quite a number of blocks to where she had parked the van…it was so much fun to admire the personal touches smiling good wishes from many porches.

Thursday, December 20, 2012

Hath Winter Then a Heart of Tenderness? a Sonnet



 

Hath winter then a heart of tenderness
For landscapes clad in humble brown and gray?
Where farewell and arrival coalesce
…Winter spills forth as autumn slips away
She touches with redemption-tinted garb
The stricken aftermath of summer cheer
Her sugar-coated kisses fill the yard
Where yesterday it suffered autumn’s tear
And where the wanton field lies naked, bare
She covers grass and furrow with the gleam
Of diamonds fit to garnish angel’s hair
Tucking to earth the farmer’s latent dream
Granting a gentle respite to his care
Filling the sky with snowflake-choir requiem

***

Tis right to entertain both joy and grief
This season; the portent of hope or fear
Where we embark anew, beyond the sheaf
Of garnered days that shape the bygone year
Like gathered harvest, this year’s deeds are wrought
Preserved beyond the elements of time
Its echoes tuning pastures of our thought
Where longing and fulfillment toll their chime
And now a gracious sheath of purity
Embellishes the dull and stricken plain
A mother with compassion’s sympathy
Blankets the grim reminders of our pain
Drawing our eyes to present mystery
History sleeps; to linger there is vain

***

Hath winter then a heart of tenderness?
White snow covers a year of scarlet tears
The naked bough reaches for her caress
The heart reaches beyond past hurt and fears
To offerings of hope and happiness
Unblemished; yet again a gift of grace
Ignores our monuments of selfishness
Where we have scarred her perfect virgin face
With sordid sins of foolish fantasies
Time’s vault will not exhume our leaps of woe
But gently leads us from these agonies
Across a threshold unmarred as fresh snow
Granting to us but this; our memories
To keep the good then let the remnant go  

Janet Martin~ 

Winter wanders in
wearing a white bridal gown
earth carries her veil


It seems fitting that the first day of winter brings with it, snow.

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

One Christmas Wish





If you had asked her a month ago
I dare say she would have had a list
But now she’s down to one big wish
All she wants for Christmas is snow

She’s tried her best to bring it on
Singing ‘let it snow, let it snow’
But the ground remains bare and cold
A few dry leaves garnish the lawn

She’s almost down to one hand, you know
Of finger-counting sleeps
But with unwavering faith of a child she keeps
Dreaming and hoping and praying for snow

© Janet Martin

The Magic of Christmas




When the purple wood-smoke circles
Into five o’clock afternoon
When silver of snowflake spirals
Like sugar from heaven’s spoon
When shouts of happy children
Sparkle in the frosty air
I feel the magic of Christmas
Descend like an evening prayer

When spicy-sweet fills the kitchen
With flavors that pleasure and tease
When buttered sugar-flour creations
Bring back childhood memories
When gingerbread, shortbread, plum-pudding
Flaunt tempting, annual art
I feel the magic of Christmas
Warming the home in my heart

When dear ageless songs of the season
Thrill both the aged and youth
As carolers exalt the Reason
Of glory-child’s Christmas truth
When glitter of ribbons and paper
Covers each table and chair
I feel the magic of Christmas
Cradle the earth in a prayer

When sorrow and joy-blended beauty
Aches in the atmosphere
When we lay aside mundane duty
To revel in this season’s cheer
When all of the hurt that might hinder
We kindly and firmly release
I feel the magic of Christmas
And oh, its sweet magic is peace

I cherish the magic of Christmas
And pray it will never cease

© Janet Martin

Who Is This Babe of Bethlehem?





Son of God
Son of Man
Tender Shepherd
Spotless Lamb
Everlasting
Father, Child
Born to virgin
Mary mild

Prince of Peace
King of kings
Consuming Fire
Offering
On Calvary
Suffering alone
Down to earth
From Heaven’s throne

Jesus Christ
One true God
Sacrifice
Victor and Rod
The beginning
And the end
Holy wrath
And faithful friend

Alpha and Omega
One
Yet Father, Holy Spirit
Son
Who is this Babe
Of Bethlehem?
He is God
He is I AM

Janet~



Touch





It is a wonderful thing
Flesh
Warm
Pulsing
And full
Of what
Living may bring

It is no small gift
Inhale
Exhale
Touch
Kiss
Ripple of moments
As they drift

It is almost too much
Ebb
Flow
Hold
Let go
Yet ever hungry for
More of love’s touch

J~

The Way of Days and Other Such Things





Like honey-suckle of summer
Soon this little day will lie
Beneath the shrouds of winter
And December’s lullaby

Like snow upon the fallow
Melting in the high-noon sun
This day slips to the hollow
Where all life’s moments run

We rise, but to surrender
No one can flee or steal
Time’s portent from the fingers
Of the Potter at the wheel

The orbit of each season
Like all things living must
Relinquish transient reason
Returning dust to dust

Like the wick of a candle
Illuminated by a spark
Before the puff of winter
Snuffs its light and it is dark

© Janet Martin

A Mother's Prayer for Her School Children





They must go
Dear Lord, I know
It is the way of life
A little child
Must learn to fly
Too soon the spoil and strife
Of living will
Blow good and ill
Across their tender way
And even now
I see a cloud
Creep up across the day
So thus I plead
Lord, fill their need
With Your compassion, then
If you deem fit
Dear Lord, please bring
The children home again

© Janet Martin

So many things we suddenly no longer take for granted...

That's What Makes it Special

 

'It's just a poem, that's all'
and her words hang in the air
as she turns to me
with a reckless stare
while I order her and her brother
to sit down
and listen to their mother...
(I ignore their frowns:)
Because, I replied,
A poem is never
'just a poem'
It is unlike
any other form
of printed word
placed, interlaced,
broken then shirred
Taking ordinary
bits of sound
Weaving them softly
jagged, profound
into heart-wrenching treasure
or kisses of pleasure
Beauty, mystery
and ecstasy.
That's poetry
...a fire in one's bosom
that refuses to die
until it is set free
 ...like a butterfly
keening the mind
to night's sensuous flow
or running one's thought
where feet cannot go
That's a poem, you know
Waves pressing hard
restless, they rage
held against their will
in an ivory cage
until at last they spill
onto a page
where they will be
forever preserved
in poetry
and that's what makes it special

Janet~

It all began with the mention of someone's name...and suddenly I remembered him reciting a poem at a school Christmas concert so I was going to find it and read it to them. My son asked, as I went to the computer, 'What are you looking for and my teen-age daughter replied...'just a poem':)

Here is the Poem I was Looking for...


One, Two, Three

By Henry Cuyler Bunner


It was and old, old, old, old lady
And a boy that was half-past three,
And the way that they played together
Was beautiful to see.
She couldn't go romping and jumping,
And the boy, no more could he;
For he was a thin little fellow,
With a thin little twisted knee.
They sat in the yellow sunlight,
Out under the maple tree,
And the game that they played I'll tell you,
Just as it was told to me.
It was hide-and-go-seek they were playing,
Though you'd never have known it to be--
With an old, old, old, old lady
And a boy with a twisted knee.
The boy would bend his face down
On his little sound right knee,
And he guessed where she was hiding
In guesses One, Two, Three.
"You are in the china closet!"
He would cry, and laugh with glee--
It wasn't the china closet,
But he still has Two and Three.
"You are up in papa's big bedroom,
In the chest with the queer old key,"
And she said: "You are warm and warmer;
But you are not quite right, "said she.

"It can't be the little cupboard
Where mama's things used to be--
So it must be in the clothes press, Gran'ma,"
And he found her with his Three.
Then she covered her face with her fingers,
That were wrinkled and white and wee,
And she guessed where the boy was hiding,
With a One and a Two and a Three.
And they never had stirred from their places
Right under the maple tree--
This old, old, old, old lady
And the boy with the lame little knee--
This dear, dear, dear old lady
And the boy who was half-past three.