Friday, May 10, 2019

Vexatious Vortex




Vexatious vortex of goodbye
It delves the deep that spawns the sigh
That stirs in its geography
Blurred vestige of what used to be
As longing clashes with the bars
Of sun-sparkles soon snuffed by stars
Where little lilts of life cement
A pageantry of seasons spent
…of gladness mingled with a sense
Of summers lost to recompense


We cannot keep for long The Now
That always slips from us somehow
Into that place that is no more
Comprised of highs and lows before
The toll of twilight softly pealed
And tucked today to coffers sealed
In silk and steel of smiles and tears
That keens the verge of yester-years
And makes us feel a little lost
Between the tug of prize and cost

The surge of day-to-day, oh my
Vexatious vortex of goodbye
As the heart races with intent
Then soon embraces seasons spent
As the trawler of soundless seas
Dredges the deeps where memories
Are not made by some secret How
But with Sacred Commonness; Now
Where all we have and hold falls prey
To the vortex of yesterday 

...where Time is never long enough
When it comes to the ones we love
Where gain is always hinged to loss
And pain is pleasure's albatross
Where Sacred Commonness of Now 
Slips through us without shouts of wow
To tune the deeps with fresh supply
Of inexorable goodbye
While we shoulder the ebb and flow
Of farewells soldered to hello



   
© Janet Martin





Wednesday, May 8, 2019

Heart/Hope-shaped Stepping-stones


this poem begged to be written as the sun emerged above earth's eastward edge
...its golden chime birthing the climb on Time's fresh sweep!

 Hope...the bud of Promise!

 this poem suddenly needed to meet a quick end as youngsters arrived:)

Hope breaks through bonds where darkness would be greater than the fight
Doubt’s cold bars fall like stars as morning scales the walls of night
The light of day like heaven’s hip-hooray covers the earth
Hope’s melody a golden sea of triumph and rebirth

Life is love’s grueling leap before the Door to surface-death
Opens, then shuts on hinges soft and slight as baby’s breath
To unveil with that final exhale hope’s  trophy of trust
As Soul unfolds its wings from this cocoon of dust-to-dust

The courage that we crave is a matter of grave concern
This course we brave is a fixed forward flight of no return
But God be thanked and praised and praised; these numbered days that fall
Are hope-shaped stepping-stones toward the reason for it all

© Janet Martin


Tuesday, May 7, 2019

Wonder-loom





Yield not to the fear of failure
Though the past none can erase
Through the welts of human error
Bleeds redemption’s healing grace

We are vessels, chipped and broken
Scarred by lesions of regret
But new day metes mercy’s token
…lends a leap not taken yet

Learning is a lifelong lesson
Yield not to depths of despair
But reach through the gates of heaven
With the whisper of a prayer

Chin up, precious, time for proving
Stumbles are not iron-cast
But teach us the art of moving
Forward, from frames of the past

Buds are full of flower-gardens
Hours burgeon with new bloom
Look, the light of mercy pardons
Past with morning's wonder-loom
 
© Janet Martin

Monday, May 6, 2019

Meeting Place




Meets me with a calm unspoken
When the calm of life is broken
When my faith feels crowned with care
Meets me in a tear, a prayer
Meets me with his words unaltered
When my wanting whispers faltered
When the onward way is dim
Meets me if I look for Him

© Janet Martin


...that is the Spirit of truth, whom the world cannot receive, 
because it does not see Him or know Him, 
but you know Him because He abides with you and will be in you.

Moment...


We had a solemn reminder this week-end that life/plans can change in a wink!
...thankfully injuries are relatively minor but serious enough 
to make a person think seriously about how swift Hereafter can happen!


Torn, it seems, twixt joy and sorrow
Gift of day extends God’s grace
Time is something none can borrow
Save for later or replace
But this moment, hinged to others
Like a glint of ether gold
From a hand that grants and gathers
Is the only thing we hold

Pain is such a small example
Of the grief that God must feel
As He sees the hearts of people
Hard, it seems, to His appeal
As if hope was something earthy
Found in dreamland’s starry spheres
Not the Promise God deemed worthy
To seal with His blood and tears

We have nothing to lay hands on
But this moment-gift of Here
Where the table that Time stands on
In a wink could disappear
So with all that we are able
We should reach with humble trust
To the Giver who is faithful
Far beyond this leap of dust

What a holy thing this life is
Hope approaches its demise
What a sacred fight its strife is
What a price and what a prize
What a gift, each little moment
Torn it seems, twixt thrills and ills
Before time’s solemn annulment
And the promise it fulfills

© Janet Martin

 
Colossians 2:8
See to it that no one takes you captive through philosophy and empty deception, 
which are based on human tradition and the spiritual forces of the world
 rather than on Christ.