Wednesday, May 14, 2014

As We Slow Down our Thought...





The noise has died away as daylight seeks its rest
The child forsakes his play, the bird returns to nest
As we slow down our thought where light is almost gone
Drawing the shade on one more day closer to That Last One

Silence becomes a hum save for the distant bark
Of dog baying at the full moon; or stragglers in the park
Reluctant to return behind closed doors to sleep
Knowing how soon the morning urges darkness to the deep

Duty is set aside; its toil must wait til dawn
The intimacy of ‘good-night’ beckons in every yawn
And yet, within the tug of slumber we resist
To fully taste the fading fringe of farewell’s purple mist

…where we laid bare our dreams and scattered laughter, tears
Now twilight folds into its ream the filament of years
The child is fast asleep, the little birdie too
We turn to see the slow release of deeper, deeper blue

Thought is a microscope where sound does not distract
The hush of night like Holy Ground vulnerable in black
But Hope is not deterred by colors of the air
How mightily the soul is stirred as we fill thought with prayer

© Janet Martin

This Day of Days




This Day of Days spills sparkle to our step
And laughter to our lips, song to the soul
At longest last the winds of winter sleep
And kiss of kinder port succors earth’s bowl

Where glaze of ice-white induced suffering
The maiden with ten-thousand shades of green
Extends her baton and touches earth's heart-strings
Transforming barren tree to regal queen

My, my, this Day of days is like a hymn
Of Christmas falling down in middle-May
As we gather around the blooming limb
To sing the carols of this gladsome day

…and we forgive Time for its harsher climes
Knowing full-well it keens a purer thrill
As brooding blast relents to zephyr rhymes
And firesides their fantasies fulfill

This Day of days is heaven’s gift to earth
Like laughter after sorrow’s vale of tears
Nature extols its mercy of rebirth
Banishing winter to Past’s belvederes

© Janet Martin

Visiting Brenda who reminds us constantly that It's a Beautiful Life, sparked a song through a quote she posted by E.B. White


"There is another sort of day that needs celebrating in song — the day of days when spring at last holds up her face to be kissed, deliberate and unabashed." ~ E.B. White




Thought Reaches Through the Waking-ness of Morn...





Thought reaches through the waking-ness of morn
How is it; from the dark a day is born
And from the day a night in soft descent
Soon tucks the earth beneath obsidian tent
Before the morn is re-born and the air
Is filled with untouched things and hope and prayer

Now it is spring and we are glad to dream
Though middle-age is caught somewhere between
The dash of youth and that more genteel pause
Where thought tends to retrace a time that was
…though we admit to be caught by surprise
At how blithely a little season flies

Upon the tree each bud unfolds its due
In flower-gardens brushed on azure blue
Before the fullness of green leaf applauds
The happiness of summer hours shod
With eager haste, for what; we cannot know
The lad beside me tugs my hand to ‘go’

Kind urgency of tick-tock taps its lay
The dole of Duty keeps our fears at bay
For evidence of grace ignites the sky
Where fretwork fields of ‘almost summer’ sigh
As tree-limbs flaunt lacy extravagance
We grasp the coat-tails of new day to dance

Thought reaches through the waking-ness of morn
How is it; from the dark a day is born
And from the day a night in soft descent
Soon tucks the earth beneath obsidian tent
Before the morn is re-born; now the air
Is filled with Majesty and hope and prayer

© Janet Martin

Tuesday, May 13, 2014

The Intent of the Sky





He is nobody's friend
Moiling from west to east
A glowering and fearsome  fiend
...seething, merciless beast

We watch this dragon crawl
Across the lowered sky
Praying and hoping, one and all
That it will just pass by

For no one can defy
Or threaten with demands
The intent of the stormy sky
is in the Maker's hands

Janet~

side-note; no, it isn't tomorrow;) I needed to adjust the time setting in my camera.

Some anxious moments as the temps drop...a tornado warning was issued tonight but it is gray and raining now and according to the news none have touched down so far.
...at the bird feeder it was business as usual!



Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Matthew 6:26

after Sasha's comment I decided to post one more pic. Yes, this feeder is safe from squirrels but not entirely safe! and I don't know what to do to keep the neighbor's farm-cat away. Nothing deters him for long!! Mostly I throw water at him but he shakes it off and returns...and he can jump high enough to nab one!






Like Parting Friends...





Like parting friends, soft we let go
The rush of Time is bittersweet
As it touches the poet’s song
In cadences of ‘no repeat’

We toast its triumph, weep its loss
And carry on, no refuge lies
In some forgotten interlude
Where we can pause past’s transfixed prize

The cottage hearth where children played
Will soon be silent, save for cheers
Of ticking clock and echoed days
Lost somewhere in Time’s sweeping years

How tenderly we touch the air
For this we know, its moment-mien
Claims little girls with golden curls
And little boys of carefree grin

A visceral, intrinsic zeal
Interweaves every season-smile
Futile to quietly appeal
To ticking clocks to pause a while

Thus we linger, perhaps to taste
A moment longer Time’s delight
Before it succumbs to the haste
Of centuries sealed from our sight

Like parting friends we tarry ere
Farewell satisfies its demands
Darling, methinks I feel you where
A sea of echoes sweeps Time’s sands

© Janet Martin

John Clare wrote some of my most-beloved poetry...here is a beautiful stanza from his poem December...

...and many a thing, a minute's sport
Left broken on the sanded floor
When we would leave our play and court
Our parents' promises for more
Tho' manhood bids such raptures die
And throws such toys aside in vain,
Yet memory loves to turn her eye
And count past pleasures o'er again...

Thought-streams





Perpetual discourse, this stream
Rushes in want, worry and dream
Accusation and worship surge
Filling mute fathoms with their splurge
Dawn, noon, wakeful middle-night
We bear the potence of their plight

Word touches word and shapes a thought
Faith, fear, hate, love and longing caught
Within its vortex endlessly
This torrent rushes to a sea
Where none can ever truly find
These oceans carried in the mind

…save for the thought that wears a noise
To tell of living’s grief and joys
Yearning, learning and wanderlust
Echoes in hollows filled with trust
Incessant urge from mystic deep
Word follows word until we sleep

© Janet Martin

Ever wish you could just turn them off...like in the middle of the night when they crowd away sleep?
What are your first 'thought-words' when you awake?
We ought to give careful thought to what we think...
Pray we have a constructive, healthy thought-stream...the pulse of everything else we do!

Monday, May 12, 2014

For Promises of More





Wisdom crieth without the gates; Her voice a wailing wraith
How long will we refuse Her for a knowledge void of trust
Complacency of fools entices us from founded faith
As we exchange Her gifted gain to grovel in the dust
And want replaces wisdom; greed, a god of vanity
Cannot begin to fathom Her unsoiled intimacy

How easily faith falters craving fortune formed of sight
How rather we prefer the facts than waiting, wondering
Without the proof of answers that we understand as right
While ever yet we pray and plead, the silence thundering
With what ifs, why and wherefores that are not clearly revealed
As true love of obedience requires Self repealed

Old customs fall away beneath Time’s frantic, forward urge
The New boasts bigger, better than those ancient things we learned
Its music of progression as past-present-future merge
Accepting the Unthinkable which our forefathers spurned
But what God promised long ago He promises now, still
And Faith even as mustard seed can move a mighty hill

Wisdom cries in the streets; the noise of vain self-righteousness
Would drown Her, yet the Lord by wisdom founded all the earth
And He is ever greater than Time’s faint covetousness
Patient, He tends the cradle where knowledge waits to give birth
To Her which gives life not to flesh and blood, but to the soul
Immaculate perception where fear’s futile legions roll

© Janet Martin

Reading in the first few chapters of Proverbs this morning...and struggling with my mustard-seed faith.

In the book a Man called Peter, Catherine Marshall, the author writes after stunning proof of God's faithfulness when looking back over a trial in their life...
'One of the excuses we offer for our lack of faith is the old cliche ' God helps those who help themselves'. Rather, God helps those who trust Him to solve their problems.'

I Didn't Say 'I Miss You'



 (after 'the speech';) 

Emily is working tonight, but she just sent me hugs via FB...and then sometimes I just plain miss 'those days' while still being completely happy for her in every way!!

I didn’t say ‘I miss you’
For the sky was lovely blue
like young love gleaming in your eyes
the way young love will do

...and oh, I wouldn’t change it
Those things Time steals away
Yet in the self-same half-breath
How I miss ‘those yesterdays’

© Janet Martin aka Mom

p.s. today we looked at an apartment in Toronto for our second daughter who is moving there in the fall to go to school...more 'missing you' pages waiting to be cherished.