Monday, March 30, 2020

Fragile Fabric...Fold With Care

 Sharing some photos of grand-daughter's first birthday, taken by her momma.
We were able to share a mini face-time party. (so thankful for technology!)


 ...plus one with her VERY mischievous brother 😁


I feel foolishly humbled to even think of grumbling over not being able 
to attend our grand-daughter's first birthday party, 
when I think of all the doctors and nurses sacrificing their time and maybe lives 
away from familyfor days on end to help fight the war on COVID 19. 
Wow! are we not learning to take  NOTHING for granted?!!
 Treasure today. Feel its fabric. Study its design.
Who knows what tomorrow holds!


Now we look a little closer at the fabric of today
Patterns that once seemed quite common bloom in gorgeous disarray
My, the sky is like a poem written in blue-tumbled hues
My, the little lad is handsome in his muddy running-shoes

Forget scolding; suddenly just holding you feels full of holes
As we look a little longer at what comforts and consoles
Bud-bejewelled branches reaching where the chilling winds recoil
Closed signs in shop windows teaching us the sheer beauty of toil

Footsteps floored by the awareness of the holy ground we tread
Where fine art in wild abandon falls from brushes overhead
Let’s not leave until tomorrow what we should achieve today
Lest the time we hope to borrow has somehow vanished away

Let’s look closer at the fabric that morning mercy unfurls
Lest we miss motley mosaics of spilled milk and baby girls
Where what sometimes feels eternal is a blip of now and here
Moment-momentum like waves that wash the shore and disappear

Let’s look closer at the fabric that soon folds and enfolds This
Find the music and the magic in the measure of What Is
Where patterns, fleeting and precious soon evolve and rearrange
Fading like fond, farewell kisses tossed and lost on winds of change

© Janet Martin




Love's Beck and Call




Tis not in vain,
Life’s grief and pain
The Unknown road we trod
If twist-and-turn
Helps us to learn
Our utter need for God

The loss we share
The cross we bear
Is worth its weight of woe
If by its mien
We learn to lean
On He who loves us so

Tis not in vain
If what we gain
Transcends man’s numbered days
As what we learn
Bids us to turn
From proud and careless ways

Pity the one
When life is done
Who did not humbly heed
Love's beck and call
That bids us all
To reckon utter need

© Janet Martin

 I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. 
The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, 
who loved me and gave himself for me.
Gal.2:20


Sunday, March 29, 2020

Sunday Morning Social-Distancing Meditation

Behold, God is mighty and despiseth not any:
He is mighty in strength and wisdom...
Job 36:5

Behold, God exalteth by His power:
Who teacheth like Him?
Job 36:22

Behold God is great,
and we know Him not
neither can the number of His years be searched out.
Job. 36:26

God thundereth marvelously with His voice;
great things doth He which we cannot comprehend.
Job 37:5

...He causeth it to come:
whether for correction, or for His land or mercy.
Hearken unto this, O Job:
stand still and consider the wondrous works of God
Job 37:13-14

Timely devotion this morning...
 



Oh Lord, what we perceive as bad You work for our good
Then help us trust Your promises no matter what we face
Forgive us when we fear because of Love misunderstood
Remind us of the all-sufficient power of Your grace
How faithful through each season You Have Been, Are and Will be
Then change mind’s art of reason to heart of humility

The battle is not ours, save upon knees with head bowed
Lest we become proud, let us pray then watch You intervene
Help us not to rebel but accept what Your love allowed/allows
Through substance of things hoped for; evidence of things not seen
You work for our good; we who would soon forget
If You did not wake and shake us from attitudes sight-set

Oh Lord, You see beyond the comprehension of our thought
And long for us to lean upon the Pillar of Your Word
For Lord God, you are faithful and Your promises fail not
(Though doubt would oft creep in without faith’s embers raked and stirred)
Remind us who You are; oh Mighty Shepherd of Your sheep
Lord, heal this nation through the thorn that wakes us from our sleep

Surely Lord, thou dost shudder at the ignorance of we
Who dare to challenge Thoughts that taught the seed and wrought the star
Who even with the wisdom that we glean can never see
More than the outer fringes, Holy God, of who You are
Who works for our good in ways too wondrous too descry
The artist of the peacock’s plume, the ocean’s floor, the sky

Lord, let us never dare to curse the One who grants The Way
From death and hell to everlasting life; You paid the price
Lord, let us live in earnest heed of that sure Judgement Day
Remembering obedience better than sacrifice
And as we plead to Thee, oh Great Physician of the Soul
Help us trust Thy Deity to  truly makes us whole

© Janet Martin

"who ever imagined this?!" hubby and I said as we were turning in last night
and thinking  about Sunday # 3 of no  'assembling of ourselves together'...
Thankfully we can worship right where we are 
but we sure do miss the fellowship of togetherness!



Momentous Mold


We are having a full-on dose of gray today
after a few gold-splashed lovelies! 



Lo and behold, the grey and gold that fuels have and hold and such
Bursts at the seams, surges and streams birthing requiems soon lost to touch

*Eddy and whirl, teddy and girl caught on a swirl of sequined mist
Your sky is young, time’s galleon a ship laden with dreamer’s grist

Now push, now pull, morning is full of moment-tulle soon worn and torn
Now work-play-pray, up and away the tattered fray of day is borne

Now wake and sleep and laugh and weep; where none can keep one wisp or sigh
Of gray or gold as have and hold becomes the mold of days gone by

© Janet Martin

*for my granddaughter who turns one today but
Whose birthday will be remembered as the one we had to celebrate from afar
Due to social-distancing due to COVID-19




Saturday, March 28, 2020

Torrent of Tick and Tock




It runs us through and through
Where soon the new is old
And what we once were sure we knew
Must stretch and reach and fold

Triumph and defeat meld
Like paint upon a tray
The dream, always somewhat withheld
To drive us day to day

…a rush of highs and lows
Soon tatter like a reed
Tossed in a wind that stilly blows
And turns the bloom to seed

Alas and hip-hooray
Turns seasons into years
In dappled dash of day to day
A lifetime disappears

But look; the paling sky
Allots to push and pull
A fresh-from-heaven me-oh-my
To be lived to the full

...and not to be received
With hearts that pine and brood  
But to let our best be achieved
Through humble gratitude

© Janet Martin

some references in this poem like 'push and pull' and 'painter's tray' might be
inspired, due to the fact that I've been painting for the past few days...
Laundry room and kitchen dining area done...


main kitchen today if life allows.
Four years ago I start painting the kitchen,
suddenly life crowded in and four years disappeared.
so this time, by hook and by crook,
I hope to finish it! 

So teach us to number our days,
 That we may gain a heart of wisdom.
Psalm 90:12