Monday, September 8, 2014

With Slower, Sweeter Yen...





With slower, sweeter yen then let us dare
To climb where Time invites the limb to wear
Its colors preordained and none of us
Are able to evade its touch because
There is no detour round the ticking clock
Of spring-to-summer, fall-to-winter block

What derelict response to disregard
The edict of a Hand wiser by far
We cling to strings and tatters; summer’s rose
Is destined as are we to Death’s repose
The rubric of a thousand schemes is vain
Come now, tis futile to kick and complain

With slower, sweeter yen then let us drink
The ink of present-tense before the pink
Of slumber-set embellishes the west
And we relinquish it as the request
Of what is yet to be rouses a storm
Where we are subject to its moment-form

God’s pen is double-edged and deep and wide
Earth turns beneath His pledge of season-tide
Where we, His most beloved trample Time’s dirt
And often rush headlong into its hurt
Where there are no refills; dawn spills again
Come; let us drink with slower, sweeter yen

© Janet Martin

Almost breathless with anxiety I purveyed this week’s long to-do list
and almost missed the sun as it kissed life’s highway with gold
before climbing into its sky-yonder blue where every to-do list will melt in its hold…

Saturday, September 6, 2014

Alzheimers





The years have whittled away
More than memories
Her plumpness reduced to skin and bones
Beneath a cotton sheet
Where she is babied and mothered
While she traces the air
Looking for a lifetime of Something
She lost somewhere

© Janet Martin

My daughter Emily is overcome with pity and love  for the people she cares for at a long-term care facility.

...On Feeling a Feeling





…the value given to the testimony of any feeling must depend on our whole philosophy, not our whole philosophy on a feeling.


I feel for you more than pen will allow
To proportion into word
And foolish-like sometimes, somehow
I forget that eons heard
The song of it long, long before
I was stirred by its melody
Darling, the more I hear of it
The more it vexes me
For I feel in its very bearing
All it can never become
And even as I’m wearing
Its ‘welcome home-sweet-home’
I feel an hour stealing
Its very breath from me
Yet, all I have is feeling
A stranger’s sympathy

© Janet Martin

Just e-mailed Melissa because I miss her...

Chimera





Unmoored now, it seems you hasten
As we on leaf-lorn lea
Perceive you, a frigate laden
With nevermore will be

Immortal cargo you carry
How quick a season culls
Every eat-drink-be merry
Into unyielding hulls

Leaving in your wake an ocean
Of ripple-song engraved
Where thought’s guttural emotion
Is raw and ill-behaved

Yet no terms of endearment
Will draw you back to shore
Here goes another summer then
Heave ho and au revoir

Unmoored now it seems you hasten
Upon a sea of years
A chimeral frigate laden
Where summer disappears

© Janet Martin

...from a sauna-like afternoon to a sharp-shivery morning; September


Friday, September 5, 2014

Lifetime Busi-ness






Right now the busyness of living tastes like peaches, tomatoes and all other things 'September'...

This business of living…
…its giving, forgiving,
…its taking, love-making affair
Of having and holding
And molding, enfolding
Our zeniths of joy and despair
Into ever-after
…its learning and laughter
Shaping and testing our Belief
Where we all must do our part
Is not for the faint of heart
Its payday oft maydays of grief

This business of busyness
Duty-dream dizziness
As loss and loveliness form
A deeper knowledge
Not book-learned in college
But beneath Time’s rain and sun dorm
Teaches its students
Love-lessons of Prudence
And accountability
This business of living
Takes as it is giving
Demanding our entirety

So then, let’s get to it
And just simply do it
What profit is base bickering?
For oh, who can tell it?
What whisper will quell it?
…life’s once-lit flame flickering
Thus, we dare not waste it
Nor haste it, but taste it
Savor each flavor full-blast
For this business of living
Insists on its giving
Everything to the Past

© Janet Martin