Wednesday, March 1, 2023

March Morning Celebration Meditation


Happy, Happy March!
(because I didn't get this poem posted this morning as originally planned
I could include a bonus dusk shot as well!)

"it looks like its one of those pray-for-strength days once again',
I remarked to my daughter this morning, as she told me about her 
lack-of-sleep night because of sick children...
(don't you find most days are better if we draw from a
wellspring of strength beyond our own?)

Dawn... 

Dusk...

Like a black cushion, full of pins
The night sky fades; the earth
Reappears where new day begins
Its waltz of woe and mirth

Across creation’s stomping ground
(In full color, no less)
Hope and strength for today are found
In God’s kind promises

He hears our prayers, He knows our need
No matter what we face
No care we bear can e’er exceed
The measure of His grace

Thus, though we cannot see what lies
Beyond a moment’s sum
It is enough to realize
Where our help comes from

...the Maker of Heaven and earth
Watches o'er you and me
His mercy stokes night's death with birth
Dawn is a bird set free 

© Janet Marin

Psalm 121
A song of ascents.

1 I lift up my eyes to the mountains—
where does my help come from?
2 My help comes from the Lord,
the Maker of heaven and earth.

3 He will not let your foot slip—
he who watches over you will not slumber;
4 indeed, he who watches over Israel
will neither slumber nor sleep.

5 The Lord watches over you—
the Lord is your shade at your right hand;
6 the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.

7 The Lord will keep you from all harm—
he will watch over your life;
8 the Lord will watch over your coming and going
both now and forevermore.






Tuesday, February 28, 2023

February/Winter Flowers


I picked the flower puzzle to do (see quandary here
because there's just something about flowers
in winter that can't be beat!!


even the pieces look like a handful of petals tossed on a garden path!
So, let's celebrate the last day of February with winter flowers
even if they are painted on cardboard💖😊


They kindle wild dream-pleasure for gardens not planted yet
They gleam with priceless treasure of fond memories to be
They rouse a youthful yearning in the appetites they whet
For perfumed pinks and purples heady with sweet nectar-tea
And like children with rosy faces, kissed by brisk wind-chill
They bloom a little rosier on winter’s windowsill

They delight hearts with visions of a sunny summer’s day
Where butterflies and laughter flit and flirt with honey bee
They make indoors feel friendlier while winter whiles away
As we stroll perfect gardens in a plot of fantasy
A welcome splash of color on a dolor afternoon
They garnish kitchen tables with a glint of May or June

They cheer us with old fashioned charm and make us humbly glad
To be alive where flowers wait to burst the bud with bloom
As blush and gold menageries drive poets gently mad
With so much beauty to behold from Mother Nature’s loom
Primed with a plethora of plumes no tombs can keep at bay 
Unfolding outdoor living rooms still snuggly tucked away

© Janet Martin

Speaking of outdoor living rooms
I would love to try this come spring!



 

Of Best Laid Plan


One thing we learn over and over is
no matter how important planning is,
and no matter how meticulously each detail is addressed,
or each prospect visualized,
plans, at best, are extremely volatile!
The 'best laid plan' therefore, with humble 'Thy will be done'
should always be entrusted to the Higher Hand
who orchestrates Purpose far beyond the frames we peer through
to hopes and dreams not accomplished yet!

With all the unexpected snow days this winter it seems like possibly
 I am being conditioned for the childcare break coming up.
...or, at least that is the plan😅🙏

Sometimes it feels like life is simply a constant sequence
 of changed plans/ misplaced puzzle pieces!

I'm trying to decide if today is the day 
I commit to starting a puzzle and if so, which one?!




Plans are like phantom pieces to a puzzle thought perceives
Of panoramic vistas wafting on volatile breeze
Where soon, even a child begins to learn the simple fact
How plans at best, are pictures that we cannot keep intact

No matter how meticulously we try to arrange
The pieces to fit perfectly; still, often plans will change
Teaching us to be patient as we reconcile the art
Of relinquishing pictures that change-of-plans pulls apart

How often heart shaped tatters scatter where no one can see
Save we who bear the brunt of Planning’s altered scenery
How often, as we grapple with the pictures we release
We are reminded of the Hand beneath each puzzle piece

© Janet Martin

James 4:13-15
Now listen, you who say, “Today or tomorrow we will go to this or that city, spend a year there, carry on business and make money.” 14Why, you do not even know what will happen tomorrow. What is your life? You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes. 15Instead, you ought to say, “If it is the Lord’s will, we will live and do this or that.”

Monday, February 27, 2023

In Winter's Storm (there is no place like home)

 Nothing like a winter storm to rekindle thankfulness for home!



Here winks the lure of friendly fireside
Cheering the labor’r toward eventide
Here, with loved ones to gather and to sup
Fruit of love’s labor filling plate and cup
Here the tea kettle, while centuries wing
Pours fresh-steeped comfort for pauper and king
Here, like a haven while wild wind-beasts brawl
Home in winter’s storm, is sweetest of all

Here wish-lists dwindle, snuggly satisfied
With hugs and slippers, while the countryside
Is tossed, lost in white brumal gusting swell
As Old Man Winter pummels hill and dell
…and we, borne on parchment catamaran
Sail into ancient worlds and back again
Where no matter how fair the climes we roam
Nothing compares to winter’s home-sweet-home

Here happiness is like a warm handshake
A steaming ‘cup o’ and a bite o’ cake
Here hobbies are like mini getaways
Here mother sometimes pauses work and plays
Here we have nowhere else we’d rather be
Than watching birds flit from feeder to tree
And wrangling thankfulness into a poem
As we thank God for winter’s home, sweet home

Here beckons the gold halo of lamplight
Here little tots are tucked in extra tight
And all is quiet save the howling gale
That overflows contentment’s hallowed grail
That crackles and pops as flame-dancers leap
And book soft-plops as reader falls asleep
Lulled by the lays that rake the leafless loam
While kindling thankful praise for home, sweet home

© Janet Martin



School/Leap of Faith- A Sonnet


As we were leaving on Sat. for our annual weekend in TO I realized
the pink eye I was trying to ignore was suddenly getting much worse.
We stopped to pick up a prescription because all the over-the-counter meds were sold out!
(bit of a pink eye epidemic on in our area)
To top it off, a mild sore throat escalated into wild discomfort.
By Sat. night the long anticipated dinner, (and remainder of the weekend)
was more endured than enjoyed!
While I know this is small on the grand scale of troubles
it was/is still super disappointing!
But on we go...
with so much still to be thankful for!

1 Thess.5:18
give thanks in all circumstances;
 for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.


I didn't get any photos this weekend except a few at 
Krispy Kreme donuts on the way home...


There's a good parable in watching the process of a donut being made.
A glob of sticky dough, mixed, pressed and fried before the
final, delectable sweet-treat finish!
So, speaking in donut terms, sometimes
 when we're in the gob-of-sticky-dough stage
 or the pressing and frying stage
it might be easy to forget
 there's a 'sweet-treat' finish!


To roam among grave stones of seasons spent
Is but to squander what soon wastes away
To wander in deserts of discontent
Is but to miss the treasure of Today

To mourn for what we cannot change is vain
Distracting us from present precious sands
To dread the unknown is a futile pain
Better to pray and leave it in God’s hands

His grace, always sufficient for life’s lot
His mercy new each morning, praise His name
His love transcends the scope of mortal thought
His promises are free for all to claim

His goodness greater than affliction’s lathe 
His peace, perfected in each leap of faith

© Janet Martin

Jim needed to leave for work when we got home!
I snuggled on the couch and listened to an extremely uplifting message 
from David Jeremiah about faith.
I couldn't find the exact one on YouTube, 
but below is a link to another gem of a message filled with invaluable reminders.
It starts in with this...
"One of the sobering thoughts about the Christian life is the truth that God is far more interested in who we become and what we are than in what we do. He cares a whole lot more about how we live than about what we accomplish. His purpose is to build Christians, not cathedrals. His focus is on people, not programs, and for this reason, when God is working in the life of a person, he often allows unexplainable events to prepare and perfect those that he is getting ready to serve him in a much bigger way in the kingdom. The New Testament says this: "Whom the Lord loves He chastens, and scourges every son whom He receives". Often when difficult things happen in our lives, it's not the evidence of something that is wrong, but proof that something is right."

***

Life aka, 
The School of faith
is filled with highs and lows,
 joys and woes,
 in all shapes and sizes
thorns and rose-
coloured surprises
Everything comes, 
then it goes.
What yet waits
Only God knows...
But,
Whether we are enjoying the flower
or being pricked by its stem
God is faithful.
Forever
Amen 

Donuts remind me of a song from days gone by when
our children were little...




Friday, February 24, 2023

What Comfort in the Knowing



"They're really nice tomatoes, I admitted as I gaped at my garden in bafflement!
But I have never had tomatoes this early. It's spring and I just planted them!
I am just not prepared to can/preserve tomatoes yet!"
This was my dream this morning just before I woke up completely
😂😂😂

Suddenly I have refreshed appreciation and gratitude for 
the law and order of times and seasons!
No matter how eagerly we await spring,
imagine of we woke up this morning and our lawns needed mowing
(that was also part of my dream; as I looked around
I realized our lawn looked like a field!!
and I wondered how I missed it?!) 
What if we woke up, a child once more?!

Gen.8:22
“As long as the earth endures, 
seedtime and harvest, 
cold and heat, 
summer and winter, 
day and night will never cease.”

...none can withhold morning from the awning of daybreak

(it's been so long since we've had a sunrise that the place I was watching for the sun
to break over the horizon had shifted WAY over from the last time I saw it!)
I gasped as I gazed at the cross formation! Spectacular!


Here's to a Friday full of thankfulness

I’m thankful for the sequence of season-circuits and such
For nature’s law and order not swayed by impulsive touch
What comfort in the knowing that spring waits in winter’s wake
And none can withhold morning from the awning of daybreak
Or trick the bud that cradles flowers waiting to unfold
With rutabaga rather than petals of red or gold
And that the measure of a life moves forward tick by tock
And doesn’t trick us with high noon instead of five o clock

…that babies are born innocent, no matter where or who
And God’s goodness and mercy are not but for favored few
The earth and its fulness thereof and all who dwell therein
Belong to He whose name is love and saves us from our sin
I’m thankful, that midst so much unpredictability
So much, since the beginning is like it always will be
Regardless of the atheist’s emboldened disregard
No one can gloat or boast because of nights, quadrillion-starred

I’m thankful that we are not being constantly perplexed
By midweek weekends or never knowing which day is next
And everyone grows old and gray at threescore years or four
Rather than some who are returned to childhood’s grind/grant once more
I’m thankful that no matter what may change much stays the same
That we don’t wake to face a wild and cruel guessing game
But take comfort in knowing He who ordained nature’s ways
Of times and seasons keeps His Word until the end of days

What comfort in the knowing that for all who have believed
Heaven is worth the waiting for, beyond all we have grieved
That time and all its trouble is but like a bubble's scope
When compared to eternity with He who anchors hope
...and comforts those who mourn with promises to which we cling
Certain of their fulfillment as we are, waiting for spring
While giving thanks to He from whom all changeless order flows
In unerring precision and the comfort it bestows 

© Janet Martin


Or trick the bud that cradles flowers waiting to unfold
With rutabaga rather than petals of red or gold

















Thursday, February 23, 2023

Of Abounding (Confounding) Luxuries

I used to equate the word luxury with the things money can buy!
As I grow older, more and more I realize that the true 'luxuries' of life/love
are so often overlooked, having nothing to do with plump pillows, fine wine,
tropical climes, etc.!!!




There's nothing like the trouble and sorrows of this world to open our eyes
to take notice of beauties/luxuries we might otherwise never give thanks for!



The luxury of laughter spills like sparkling silver stars
While innocence of tots teaches their teachers how to trust
The morning rolls unsullied over still hushed, blue-brushed bars
Laden with fresh reminders of life’s numbered days of dust

Ah, precious little nose to wipe and chubby cheek to kiss
Ah, joy, full of surprises to cheer us midst constant cares
Ah, means to make amends when hasty judgement flies amiss
Ah, God’s Word-wellspring never drained of faith’s bedrock for prayers

…as courage counts hope’s blessings where sorrow and sickness groans
Where so much more than we deserve comforts our creature cry
With promises made possible because God’s grace atones
And suddenly we do not need to know the reasons why

…as we advance across the threshold of what waits to be
Tuned to time’s tender treasure in moment-measure unfurled
Extravagantly lavished with the priceless luxury
Of words like ‘we’ and ‘us;’ surely the dearest in the world

God, let us not be guilty of sight-blind indifference
While beauty’s coffers overflow with fleeting season-lease
Forbid that we should live, embittered by the dissonance
With ears, deaf to the music of Life’s Sacred Masterpiece

God, tilt our visage upward beyond what thought understands
Where learning to be humbly grateful draws us to our knees
And makes us meekly more aware of what still fills our hands
Brimming, if we take notice, with abounding (confounding) luxuries

© Janet Martin

Watching Janet feed the birdies...





Psalm 40:5
Many, O LORD my God, are the wonders You have done,
 and the plans You have for us--
none can compare to You--
if I proclaim and declare them, 
they are more than I can count.


Tuesday, February 21, 2023

Lament's Metamorphosis

Sometimes I am prone to lament the effect
without acknowledging the cause...
Sometimes I want, for instance, the wisdom from above
without first seeking, yielding, trusting, praying, obeying
Sometimes I seek a harvest from seeds I neglected to plant!


The landscape seems snagged on a see-saw 
of greenish-bronze and white these days!!



As white surf recedes, exposing sodden turf
thoughts turn more and more often to planting time!

I am old enough to recognize harvest of some seeds I wish I had not sown, 
(Or, wish I could return to sow seeds I didn't)
but if we confess our sins He (God) is faithful and just
 to forgive our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness
 (1 John 1:9)
He may not remove the consequence 
but He gives grace for us to face
whatever harvest brings.
Also, we are never too old to keep planting!


Lament without repentance is a futile suffering
When sorrow for the consequence ignores what wrought its sting
While impulse disregarded what it should have pondered first
Because of laws imparted that can never be reversed

We will reap what we sow; this is no casual cliché
The seeds of word and deed will grow; therefore, we ought to pray
And tend with tender care what slips into time’s sprawling field
From raring lips and fingertips soon turned to sacred yield

How subtle seasons shift; how swift the seed is fully grown
There is no way around it; we must reap what we have sown
But we are not alone; as we confess sin’s errant ways
Repentance turns groaning lament into a hymn of praise

© Janet Martin

Gal,6:7-9
Be not deceived; God is not mocked: 
for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap.
8 For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; 
but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting.
9 And let us not be weary in well doing: 
for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not.

James 3:17-18
But the wisdom from above is first of all pure, 
then peace-loving, gentle, accommodating, 
full of mercy and good fruit, impartial, and sincere.
  18Peacemakers who sow in peace reap the fruit of righteousness.d