Showing posts with label sorrow. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sorrow. Show all posts

Thursday, April 23, 2020

Interknit Duos...


 


Dawn sweeps the sands of Time
Beneath the starry deep
where duo of hope-love sublime
Extends God's faithful keep 


God is love and love is God, thus He instills in us His law
Birthing conflict; human-nature struggles because of sin’s flaw
Hope is love and love is hope; heaven's draw-bridge to sands of Time
Hope without God's love is hollow, like a bell without a chime

Joy and grief’s intrinsic marriage groans; love’s tears and laughter pour
While farewell, like a dark carriage parks its hearse outside each door
And we could not bear to suffer the appointments of this world
Without Hope and Love to buffer us against hurt’s shards unfurled

Without love and hope we wallow like a helpless, drowning man
Futile, all the fears we swallow without Faith’s faithful I AM
Hope secures love’s groaning lifeline while the storm with Sailor spars
Nay, God's love secures hope’s lifeline with a hand that bears love’s scars

© Janet Martin



Lyrics for
Jesus, Saviour, Pilot Me


Jesus, Saviour, pilot me
Over life's tempestuous sea;
Unknown waves before me roll,
Hiding rock and treach'rous shoal.
Chart and compass come from Thee.
Jesus, Saviour, pilot me.
 
 
As a mother stills her child,
Thou canst hush the ocean wild;
Boist'rous waves obey Thy will
When Thou sayest to them, "Be still!"
Wondrous Sovereign of the sea,
Jesus, Saviour, pilot me.
 
 
When at last I near the shore,
And the fearful breakers roar
'Twixt me and the peaceful rest,
Then, while leaning on Thy breast,
May I hear Thee say to me,
"Fear not, I will pilot thee."



Sunday, April 19, 2020

The Tender Risk


 This morning I had in my inbox a poem written by my niece
for a history assignment;
a strong piece of writing in Reverse Poem and well done!
It tempted me to attempt this form I had long forgotten.
In much shorter version.
 (also forgot how challenging it is;
the trick to keep one line flowing
into the next...)




So much to celebrate… and grieve
With what we suffer to achieve
And weave love’s longing, bittersweet
As hunger and fullness compete
To penetrate with piercing ploy
The climax of sorrow with joy
To fragmentalize and finesse
The highs and lows of happiness
Where what we have and hold is but
Slow loss that waits to sheer and gut
The heart that dares to trust enough
To take the tender risk to love
Again

© Janet Martin

Again
To take the tender risk to love
The heart that dares to trust enough
Slow loss that waits to sheer and gut
Where what we have and hold is but
The highs and lows of Happiness
To fragmentalize and finesse
The climax of sorrow with joy
To penetrate with piercing ploy
As hunger and fullness compete
And weave love’s longing bittersweet
With what we suffer to achieve
So much to celebrate… and grieve

© Janet Martin


 Even in laughter the heart may ache, 
and rejoicing may end in grief.
Poverbs 14:13


Sunday, December 8, 2019

Tick-tock's Undertow



It's quiet save the sound of the clock's tick-tock!

 Sometimes we wish for more 'bloom' as it fades
until we mourn the loss of one who never got the chance to fully fade or even begin to fade!
 Tonight the ache of mourning is raw as we enfold a widow in our congregation
in tears and prayer...

Growing old does not stop
Until God wills it so
The momentum of tick and tock
A profound undertow
Where choice and circumstance
Adeptly intertwines
As we grapple with what God grants
While youth its bloom resigns

To make each moment count
Is more than a cliché
They are the sparkles from a fount
That never hits replay
Therefore we ought to prize
The gift of growing old
And kindly, humbly recognize
Time slipping through our hold

The ache for those we love
Who have gone on before
Keens a scared awareness of
What was and is no more
Where, as the seasons pass
We come to realize
How swift the sand runs through the glass
That drains the fountain dry

Dear Lord, bless those who mourn
For friend or family
Lord, heal the heart broken and torn
By sorrow’s agony
Awake in us hope’s boast
As by your grace we go
And teach us how to make the most
Of tick-tock’s undertow

© Janet Martin



 Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, 
for He who promised is faithful.
Heb.10:23


Tuesday, November 5, 2019

Life Goes On

A few weeks ago we attended the wedding of my neice.
 She married our lifelong neighbour's son!
At the wedding hubby and I chatted for a little while with the groom's uncle
 (age 63) who moved to Manitoba years ago and raised his family there.
He encouraged me to make/take the time to go with Jim/hubby sometimes
because we just never know what life can bring.
Since that conversation 3+ weeks ago Jim has met him completely unexpectedly (twice!)
as he drove through Manitoba.
Suddenly a truck pulled alongside his truck and a man with a friendly smile
and honk waved as he went by. It was Ken Weber!
Yesterday he passed away suddenly due to a heart attack!

A few days ago a this community was rocked by the death of a young woman
 killed in an awful traffic accident, leaving us asking,
(after coming through a sorrow-stricken October)
 who/what next?!!

 Brothers and sisters, we do not want you to be uninformed about those who sleep in death,
 so that you do not grieve like the rest of mankind, who have no hope.
For since we believe that Jesus died and rose again,
we also believe that God will bring with Jesus those who have fallen asleep in Him.…
1 Thess. 4:13-14 

This song was played the other Sunday for our 'hurting bad' church family
as we mourn the sudden loss of a few of its members...

because, life goes on!

Life goes on
The holes where loss
Leaves gaping wounds
Ah, who can fill?
Where Death
(That Ruthless Random Beast)
With precise aim
Is never still

Life goes on:
Worlds rocked anew
With Grief’s insistent
Unforeseen
Where all we knew
Cannot return
To be the way
That it had been

Death’s sickle swings
Ah, who is next
To fall beneath its
Binding blade
Where love, ah love
Will suffer long
The aftermath
Of parting’s trade

Where life goes on
In spite of Death
(Though much is taken
Much remains)
To stir our hearts
And steal our Breath
As Hope in God
Alone sustains

Life goes on;
It eddies, swirls
Where love and sorrow
Ache and brim
As love of God
Kindly consoles
And fills the holes
With hope in Him


© Janet Martin