Tuesday, December 31, 2024

I Am Thinking of You, My Dear Lucy


Sister Mine...a treasure gifted to me from my youngest sister



There are no celebrations planned with others tonight
because many of 'us' that had planned to get together 
are under the weather, either with flu-bug or cold bug.
Mine was fever, achy bone but has turned into a cold.
Tonight I am reflecting on many a conversation Lucy and I had
on how we shared a sense of foreboding on New Year's Eve 
about who would not be here 'next year'.
Aren't you glad we don't know what lies in store
and aren't you thankful God is a faithful comforter if we lean on Him?!

(Below, glimpse of a card my oldest sister gave me on Saturday)


***

I am thinking of you, my dear Lucy
Passed beyond fond pleasure of sight
Where oft on the stroke of the New Year
Our eyes and our hearts would unite
In kindred and soulful reflection
As wondering what waits to be
Would meld minds in mutual connection
Of life's vulnerability

I am thinking of you, my dear Lucy
In the land where no  hours chime 
Where no sickness, pain or grief enters
Free from bonds and bearings of Time
How things we once dreaded, yet treasured
That come with accruing of age
Are gone for you, no longer measured
By sight's oh-so-fallible gauge

I am thinking of you, my dear Lucy
How I miss our chatter and fuss
A blending and clashing arrangement
Composing the music of 'us'
And though many comfort and bless me
(For their kind hearts are broken too)
I can't help but fill a bit empty
This New Year's Eve, without you

I am thinking of you, my dear Lucy
And cherish like never before
The dances we shared as life's music
Played a most precious repertoire 
Of highs and lows, flying and falling
While honing quadrilles in my heart
Till it seems I can hear you soft-calling 
'Forever, yet never apart'


© Janet Martin




There Will Be Roses...( Contemplating a New Year Poem)

Farewell, old year!
What a volume to retire
And place on a shelf in the heart
(Though not without tears for the tears it holds)
Hope Immortal cheers us onward
Newness, eager to inspire
Bids us close gently 
The Book of
 Has Been.
And 
ready faith to receive
A volume, fresh and clean.
Tonight, I will reach out my hand 
and take it,  not with trembling dread and fear
But with trust because the Giver (and Taker)
Is the Lord, and He is always near...


Ps.145:18
The LORD is near to all who call on him,
 to all who call on him in truth.

Psalm 34:18
The LORD is near to the brokenhearted;
 He saves the contrite in spirit.

Isaiah 55:6
Seek the LORD while He may be found; 
call on Him while He is near.

A Short Reflection First...
(before loosening the poetic rein and
Tossing restraint to the wind)

Quite Enough

What was, is yester-love
What waits, no one can tell
What is, my dear, is quite enough
With which to live life well

What was wafts beyond reach
What waits to be, who knows?
Today grants quite enough to teach
And keep love on its toes

What was, fills Bygone's trove
What waits, no one can see
Today is quite enough, my love
To make a memory

What was, is like spilled ink
What waits, no wish can bind 
What is, is quite enough, I think 
To keep us humbly kind  

Janet Martin




There will be roses to tickle our noses
To soothe the mean sting of love’s thorn
There will be beauty to cheer common duty
Served on a buffet of new morn
Purply-whispered and silvery-glistered
Dells filled with forget-me-not
Moments that thunder with worship-wild wonder
And moments oft lived and forgot

There will be gladness to counter grief’s sadness
Cheering love’s tear-weary wake
There will be sorrows still veiled by tomorrows
Still cradled in hope’s holy ache
There will be flowers and summer-dusk showers
Fine pleasures, like spring’s chuckling brooks
Maple-sweet toffee and cups of fresh coffee
Bird-song, a new ‘favorite book’

There will be kindness and self-centered blindness
Strolls through green, rolling countryside
Precious occasion for sweet celebration
Proud groom and young bride, starry-eyed
Humble submission to dream’s un-fruition
Hairpin sharp, hard-left learning curves
Begging for pardon and tea in the garden
*And Housewife-meets-mouse frazzled nerves

There will be mending of fences and tending
To tasks only noted when missed
Plan-rearranging, and hearts that need changing
Sweet babies-dear, cuddled and kissed
Back-breaking labour and helping our neighbor
Then soaking spent bones in warm suds
Prayer-bent desires and crackling campfires
Marshmallow-s’mores, famine and floods

Lunches with sisters, and blind-dates as Misters
And Misses-es search for soulmates
There will be singing and earth’s belfries ringing
With music only God creates
There will be bruises and ‘emptied oil cruses’
Trust-lessons in the face of need
There will be trouble aboard time’s brief bubble
To test and grow faith’s mustard seed

There will be struggle and pink honeysuckle
Peaches, pears, apples and plums
Twilight’s chin dripping with End of Day slipping
To Past’s un-trespass-able sums
Joyful surprises and coral sunrises
Puppies, both naughty and nice
Farmers that whistle till good humours bristle
At some revised, sky-high jacked price

There will be much care pioneering much prayer
‘Our Father who art in heaven’
Then, there will be peace as we learn to release
The onus of the petition
There will be dead ends, far and near old, new friends
And endless opportunity
And holiest holes in the silk of our souls
By much-missed loved one's memory

There will be fumbles, unflattering stumbles (ugh)
Thanksgiving-humbled supplicants
For no one is able to set repast's table
Without what God’s goodness first grants
There will be winners and warmed over dinners
Because someone had to work late
There will be faux pas and awed hallelujahs
And hot temper fueled debate

There will be bills, and *hearty laughter that spills
Life’s very best of medicine
Many a reason to treasure each season
No matter what season we’re in
There will be losses, and triumphs and crosses
Of ineffable tragedies
Echoes soft-haunting a future found wanting
There will be cricket-symphonies

While mommies and daddies, grampies and grammies
Need wisdom God's word will give
To guide explaining while sacredly training
A child in the way he should live
Midst messes and muddles and big shiny puddles
Luring little feet to its thrills
There will be stories of hardship and glories
All hinged upon ‘if the Lord wills’

© Janet Martin

** the starred lines unfolded during the
composing of this poem...

The first one needs no explanation; 'mouse' says it all!
The second was inspired by my mother who called while I was gathering
 this poem and she said something rather cute that struck my funny bone
and when she realized I was wheezing with laughter she started laughing too
and we both laughed till we cried,
And we agreed; Laughter is truly the best medicine.

James 4:15
Instead, you ought to say,
 “If it is the Lord’s will, we will live 
and do this or that.”

(lyrics below)




Step by step, take my hand and lead me, My Guide, my Light. (German) So nimm denn meine Hände und führe mich Bis an mein selig Ende und ewiglich! Ich kann allein nicht gehen, nicht einen Schritt; Wo Du wirst gehn und stehen, da nimm mich mit. O take my hand and lead me, my Guide, my Light, My path is rough and narrow in life's dark night. Your hand will safely hold me through night and day, You are my true companion, O with me stay. You cover me with mercy and cleanse my heart, Your goodness fills my being in every part. And with Your hand to guide me I'm not alone. Your presence lights my pathway until I'm at Home. As step by step we travel to reach the goal, Our songs of faith will echo and feed my soul. So take my hand and lead me until I see The heav'n where You receive me eternally.

Saturday, December 28, 2024

To Him That Is Able...


A bit of everlasting cheer on a dreary Saturday morning in Ontario! 


Jude 1:24-25
"Now unto Him that is able
 to keep you from falling,
 and to present you faultless
 before the presence of His glory
 with exceeding joy,
 to the only wise God our Savior, 
be glory and majesty, 
dominion and power, 
both now and forever.
 Amen"

2 Timothy 1:12
For this reason, even though I suffer as I do,
 I am not ashamed; for I know whom I have believed, 
and I am convinced that He is able to guard 
what I have entrusted to Him for that day.


To Him who is able, pray
In Him who is able, trust
Our God who is able, obey
Believing His way is just

For He is able to keep
That which we commit to Him
Though morrow seems dark and deep
And the veiled unknown seems grim 

To Him who is able, call 
In Him who is able, hope
He will not permit us to fall
But faithfully helps us cope 

On Him who is able, gaze
Unfazed by sight's acumen  
For God is able always
Forever and ever, amen 

Janet 🙏

I came across the paragraph below, salvaged some time ago
from a message about the school of faith
by David Jeremiah...

"One of the sobering thoughts about the Christian life
is the truth that God is far more interested in who we become 
and what we are than in what we do. 
He cares a whole lot more about how we live
 than about what we accomplish.
 His purpose is to build Christians, not cathedrals. 
His focus is on people, not programs, 
and for this reason, when God is working in the life of a person,
 he often allows unexplainable events to prepare and perfect those
 that he is getting ready to serve him in a much bigger way in the kingdom. 
The New Testament says this: "Whom the Lord loves He chastens, 
and scourges every son whom He receives". 
Often when difficult things happen in our lives, 
it's not the evidence of something that is wrong, 
but proof that something is right." 
David Jeremiah~



Friday, December 27, 2024

Something to Sing About

 Hope flares...


The kindled hearth of dawn...


swells like a golden sea...




Hope flares; the kindled hearth of dawn swells like a golden sea
As God sustains His grace upon Race of Humanity

Hope weeps with wonder-stricken joy, delighting creature cares
While we prove faith and love’s employ by what response declares

God ignites Today’s fire; Mercy warms Want’s hands and feet
Till object of desire and anticipation meet

Dear fellow-friend, do not lose heart but claim hope’s promise true
He whose love stokes dawn’s spark and fans its flame will care for you

Hope flares; the kindled hearth of dawn trembles and overflows
With glimpses of a fairer Yon, that only Heaven knows

© Janet Martin



1 John 5:20
We know also that the Son of God has come 
and has given us understanding, 
so that we may know him who is true. 
And we are in him who is true by being in his Son Jesus Christ.
 He is the true God and eternal life.


Hebrews 10:23
Let us hold resolutely to the hope we profess,
 for He who promised is faithful.


1 Thessalonians 5:24
The One who calls you is faithful, and He will do it.

Sometimes when I stand beneath the heavens 
declaring God's glory
 I feel the song below swell and weep 
with hope and joy 
in every breath
every tear,
every prayer...





Thursday, December 26, 2024

A Continued Reflection...

A continued reflection of The Greatest Gift
of God's Son Jesus, who came to earth
to be our Saviour...




Below are the first words I read today!
AWESOME!! 

1 John 5:1-5 NKJV
Whoever believes that Jesus is the Christ is born of God, 
and everyone who loves Him who begot 
also loves him who is begotten of Him. 
2 By this we know that we love the children of God, 
when we love God and keep His commandments.
 3 For this is the love of God, that we keep His commandments.
 And His commandments are not burdensome.
 4 For whatever is born of God overcomes the world. 
And this is the victory that has overcome the world—[a]our faith. 
5 Who is he who overcomes the world, 
but he who believes that Jesus is the Son of God?


Above is a picture of the Christmas Card I had hoped to send
to so many more than I managed to accomplish,
due in part, to the mail strike and in part to
simply not getting it done
If you are reading this, then know this card is for you,
dear friend, whether near and far! 
Thank-you so much for your kindness in 2024,
(but esp. since the loss of my sister Lucy on Sept.17)

For the Christmas season I turned my fridge door into a prayer-reminder board
for family, church-family and neighbours who 
are missing loved ones this Christmas💔🙏


Below, a tender poem dropped in my mailbox the other day...



Faith is no rigid religion
It rejoices and it mourns
It bows in willing subjection
Beneath Fealty's crown of thorns 

It believes, before beholding
It trusts God's eternal Word
It protects its mortal molding
With full armour of the Lord 

Looking, beyond this world's dwelling 
To a City yet to come
Faith seeks riches beyond telling
In the Soul's Forever Home

Faith, the substance of things hidden
Gazes at the Evidence
Jesus, come to earth from Heaven
To author faith's recompense 
 
Jesus cheers faith's transportation
With hope and joy in His Name 
Because the gift of salvation
Is the Reason Jesus came

Hallelujah!

Janet 🙏

Below, a poem from my mother



Wednesday, December 25, 2024

Glorious Gift

From our family to yours, Merry Christmas





...and last but not least, the youngest who would not
shift from this expression 😂😅😆
(which is why I didn't push for a pic of the three together)



2 Cor.9:15
Thanks be to God for his indescribable gift!

No joy to comfort groaning grief
No hope to cheer the soul 
No faith to counter unbelief
Or make our spirits whole

No Light to pierce the sin-dark world
No peace, no battle won
No everlasting love unfurled
For each and everyone

No healing from our wounds within
No cross, no Christendom 
No forgiveness for our sin
If Jesus had not come

No escape then from death and hell
No captive chains undone
No Saviour, because mankind fell
If Jesus had not come

No Heaven for all who believe
Satan, not overthrown
No deathless promise to receive
If Jesus had not come

So as we celebrate, oh pray
With gladdened hearts we lift
A hymn of praise this Christmas day  
For God's glorious gift

© Janet Martin 









Monday, December 23, 2024

Invitation to Celebration!

Doesn't it make our sorrow and suffering-weary hearts
Leap with hope and joy?!
As once more we ponder the wonderful gift
of Bethlehem's Baby Boy,
  Emmanuel, meaning God with us!!
No matter what life brings
No trouble can transcend Jesus
And the comfort that still rings
Throughout the centuries
For mankind's common ground
For we all need God's Gift of grace
Only in Jesus found

Ehp.2:1-10
As for you, you were dead in your transgressions and sins, 
2 in which you used to live when you followed the ways of this world
 and of the ruler of the kingdom of the air, 
the spirit who is now at work in those who are disobedient. 
3 All of us also lived among them at one time,
 gratifying the cravings of our flesh[a] and following its desires and thoughts. 
Like the rest, we were by nature deserving of wrath. 
4 But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy,
 5 made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions—
it is by grace you have been saved.
 6 And God raised us up with Christ
 and seated us with him in the heavenly realms in Christ Jesus,
 7 in order that in the coming ages he might show the incomparable riches of his grace, 
expressed in his kindness to us in Christ Jesus. 
8 For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—
and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— 
9 not by works, so that no one can boast. 
10 For we are God’s handiwork, 
created in Christ Jesus to do good works, 
which God prepared in advance for us to do.





Listen to Emmett Cahill's complete Christmas concert HERE

***

Emmanuel has come! The Saviour of the world
The Patriarch of Christendom, hope's beacon has unfurled
The Lamb of Calvary, the Shepherd of the soul
Jesus, to fulfill prophecy since Ancient Days foretold

Come, and faith's Gift receive, bow before He who said
That all who repent and believe, in death are never dead
But have eternal life. The battle Jesus won
Upon the cross sweetens faith's strife through the gift of God's Son

He whose sorrow subdued, nay, conquered death and hell
He bore sin's brutal debt accrued since Adam and Eve fell 
In Eden's garden when through doubt they were deceived
And sinned; perfection ruined then, and the Creator grieved 

Hark! for the angel's song still fills dark night with Morn
Good tidings of great joy belong to sinners, weary-worn
Whom God did not ignore, but gave, through love's increase
Jesus! Wonderful, Counselor, Mighty God, Prince of Peace

Janet Martin

The days leading up to Christmas can feel pretty crazy with busyness!
Let's never let the season crowd out its Reason! 

Merry-two-days-before Christmas! 

Matt.1:21
She will give birth to a son, and you are to give him the name Jesus,
 because he will save his people from their sins.”

Saturday, December 21, 2024

Save This...or, Hope's Courage




What inspired today's poem?

A mishap, to a friend/church family member 
who took his family on a long anticipated trip to the other side of the world,
to visit his sister's family for  Christmas, and in the first week broke his leg in two places,
placing him in a hospital four hours away...
please pray that by some miracle he and his wife can join their families for Christmas!

A message of praise from a family in our church-family who has endured
a journey of sickness and the death of a grandchild...

A family in our neighborhood who is learning grueling trust-lessons

SO many sick and suffering in our circle of friends and family...

SO many sorrowing in our neighbourhood and beyond...

So many seeking answers to questions like
'What is truth?'
'God, are you there?'


In deep disappointments that vex well-laid plan
In struggles no mortal evades
In sorrows that teach us to love while we can
Before opportunity fades
In trials we suffer of sickness and pain
Beneath love's long burdens of care
May we find hope's courage we cannot explain
Save this; someone's answer to prayer

Janet 🙏

“Ask and it will be given to you; 
seek and you will find; 
knock and the door will be opened to you.

God is our refuge and strength,
 an ever-present help in trouble.



Friday, December 20, 2024

Christmas Happiness and Joy

Cherishing like never before 
Christmas Happiness and Joy

Both the simple...

Basic Shortbread


Shortbread with dark chocolate and instant coffee bits


Shortbread with toasted pecans, dark chocolate and toffee bits


and profound...

1 John 4:9-12
9 This is how God showed his love among us:
 He sent his one and only Son into the world that we might live through him. 
10 This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us 
and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins. 
11 Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another.
 12 No one has ever seen God; but if we love one another, 
God lives in us and his love is made complete in us.

Christmas happiness and joy...
When shortbread, dark chocolate and toffee bits-sweet and toasted pecans and taste buds meet😋
When snowflakes waft, tumble, lilt, sparkle and swirl and the heart feels like a ballerina-twirl/girl
When windows, gold, lamp-lit at eventide frame frosty blue vistas of countryside

When hustle and bustle of shopping and cleaning and cooking don festive attire and meaning
When songs of the season with timeless oblation ring out the glad reason for hope's celebration
Because Jesus Christ, mankind's Saviour was born in a Bethlehem stable on that first Christmas morn

To cheer generations with wonder and love because God knew only His Son was enough
To be sin's last sacrifice, once and for all; Jesus, the name on which every heart may call
To find hope and joy that no sorrow can dim after we have put our faith in Him

© Janet Martin 









Thursday, December 19, 2024

To the Weaver of Creature Cares, Some Poem-let Prayers


My friend gave me this book for Christmas.
She cautioned that it might make me shed some tears.
It did. 
But what worthwhile tears they are
as it reminded me of Rom.8:28 again,
'how God works all things together for good
to those who love Him and are called
according to his purpose.'



Sometimes, the troubled parts we see as hues of heartache blend
Are but threads in a Tapestry we cannot comprehend 
How often what may seem like disappointing change of plan
Is but God's intervention anointing the will of man
As from a skein of Mercy's flax He weaves, beyond our ken
Much more than we could think to ask or think to think. Amen  

***

Dear Lord, when I forget in the thick of setbacks and such
To visualize life's shimm'ring thread soft-tumbling through Your Touch 
Help me remember to picture You at the shuttle where
What looks like trouble's tincture is the answer to a prayer
The Weavers Work of Art I only see in part. Lord, then
Create in me a humbler heart of childlike faith, Amen 

***

Lord, when our hope is shaken by dark hues of circumstance 
When one we love is taken or when courage cannot dance
Beneath the weight of waiting and creature cares that life brings
Rather than hope deflating, lift it up on eagle's wings
Because, what tests faith's valour beyond logic's acumen 
May compose the key colour in Your Masterpiece. Amen

© Janet Martin 

Isn't it awesome to remember God knows what we have need of
even before we ask?! 
How His answers go before us all around the world in a wink! 

Matt. 6:8
...your Father knows what you need before you ask him.



Hymn: Since Jesus my Savior

Since Jesus my Savior from sin rescued me
Life's pathway shines brighter because I am free
No harn can befall me though foes should assail
My refuge is Jesus, his love cannot fail.
His love cannot fail. His love cannot fail.
There's no one like Jesus, his love cannot fail.

My heart overflows with a wondrous delight
For Jesus is with me by day and by night
His love ever flowing so boundless and free
It never can fail, 'tis for you and for me.
His love cannot fail. His love cannot fail.
There's no one like Jesus, his love cannot fail

There's no one like Jesus to comfort and bless
There's no one like him in the hour of distress
He knows every trial on life's upward way
His love cannot fail, 'tis a joy day by day.
His love cannot fail. His love cannot fail.
There's no one like Jesus, his love cannot fail.

Singers: Altar of Praise Chorale
Words and music: James M. Black


Wednesday, December 18, 2024

Dear Lucy, I'm Learning Things I Thought I Knew...


Lucy and I loved this song

I'm sending it out to her family, and mine, from both of us.
I remember her telling me she wants to share this song with her children
till it drives them crazy 😅...and I said, 'me too!' 

We chose to interpret this song as God singing to His children



One of the blogs I subscribe to is Barnstorming, click HERE
after Lucy suggested to me a number of years ago 'that she thinks I would love it'. 
And I do!
OH, one of things that has left a gargantuan hole in my life 
are our sister-soulmate loves and being able to share them with each other.
 How I miss the unexpected surprises of 'you would love this, Janet!
and visa-versa. 
How often I still whisper' you would love this, Lucy'
 though I know she is in a place of unimaginable wonder and beauty
 in the presence of our Beloved Savior-King forever!

On today's post HERE, about grief, 
the author, Emily Gibson, shares some words of timeless wisdom;
'We don’t have control over the amount of time,
 but we do have control over how extensively
 our love for others is heard and spread.'

And those words inspired today's poem...

Dear Lucy
I'm learning things I thought I knew before the sudden loss of you
Before I understood how tears can mark days turned to months then years
After what I now realize I thought I did, but didn't, prize
Of time I thought we had until you donned wings to where Time stands still 
 
I thought that you and I would weather the 'joys' of growing old together
Where I would blaze a trail and find you following, not far behind
And in its grin-groan-grunting art we'd keep each other young at heart
I never thought I'd turn to see only frames, where you used to be 

I'm learning, as I vainly rue the things no wishing can undo
To take each opportunity that comes without time's guarantee 
To wear love's second-mile-grade shoes as if I had no time to lose
And not to be unduly vexed, but love/live as if I could be next

I'm learning to revere love's role as I advance toward the goal
(where none of use can see how far from its eternity we are)
But all of us should take to heart the privilege to do our part
To consider our fellowman and love each other while we can

I'm learning to fully embrace the gift of looking at your face
Of cherishing both high and low of holding on and letting go
And never minding quite so much the humour of Father Time's touch
As I learn what I thought I knew, dear Lucy, before missing you

Janet💔

Years ago, the chorus to the song below was a prayer
Lucy and I shared...to live till our children are grown, if God wills!
God willed her/our prayer to be answered.



And this, straight from the Word of God...
Jer.31:3
“I have loved you with an everlasting love;
 I have drawn you with unfailing kindness.

Tuesday, December 17, 2024

Overcome With Joy

This past year felt a bit like a blur of one sorrow after another,
Dec. 14 marked eight months since the loss of my neighbour/friend.
Dec. 15, marked one month since my husband's mother passed to her desired rest,
And today, Dec.17, marks three months since I lost one of my beloved sisters, Lucy.
and many lost a friend,
but through deep grief I have time and again been speechlessly
overcome with joy through the comfort of promises from God's word and through
the compassion of so many caring family, friends and neighbours 
leaving in its wake a multitude of kinder, more tender friendships.

As we partake rather than flee from bearing one another's burdens
and so fulfilling the law/love of Christ, (Gal.6:2)
He surprises us with unsurpassed joy 

In the morning, O LORD, You hear my voice;
at daybreak I lay my plea before You and wait in expectation.




Lord, leave me overcome with joy
No words can quite define
No circumstance can quite destroy
Nor sorrow undermine

Lord, as I lift my eyes to Thee
From earth's groaning employ
Remind me that mortality
Precedes eternal joy

Console me with the glorious thought
Of joy still set before
Until a joy I had not sought
Surprises sorrows sore

And fills the longings of my heart
With joy beyond compare
And faith to face the cunning art
Of stumbling block and snare

Permit a humbler joy be born
Upon my bended knee
As I lift up my plea each morn
Then wait expectantly

Amen

~Janet Martin