Thursday, October 29, 2015

Caught in the Middle




OctPoWriMo: Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end. ~Seneca


Past’s Ever-after births Before; the door after The End
Where closing one opens another; this is life, my friend
For Ending is beginning; nothing stays the same for long
Like grief; a revelation after laughter ends its song

The hue of morning-mercy opens the Gate of New Day
The blue of twilight closes it and brushes it away
Its circuit of survival a relentless Enterprise
Of moment-metered little life-and-deaths conceiving sighs

Darling, we met as strangers; once there was a Before You
And I was unaware of all there was I never knew
But Now I know there’ll never be an after void of this;
The Lorelei of Loving and the echo of its bliss

We are always in the middle of Time’s after and before
The End and The Beginning, a wraith-like rotating door
Where we can never fully tell if we are near or far
To the end or beginning of exactly where we are

Time wields an invitation that nobody can resist
We yield to its persuasion like a lover to a kiss
Where everything is a fine intermingling Mystic More
Of Now, after the After and yet always The Before


© Janet Martin


October Falls in Rain




October falls in rain today
She drowns the yard with yellow leaves
And courts high-noon in mourner’s gray
Yet drips in diamonds from the eaves
Where all the colors of the world
Gather in legions at her feet
Because October is unfurled
With girlish sorrow; bittersweet

October weeps in poetry
An epilogue of leaf- shaped tears
That draws the reader to a sea
Of autumn sweeping over years
And in its undertow of plumes
And orchard-ghost-town thoroughfares
A soul-song of summer entombs
The looms that spun bloom-brocade chairs

October unravels her crown
With rivers running wild through trees
It turns umbrellas upside-down
And fills spilled rills with memories
Of once-upon-a-summer’s-day
When all the world was flower-twined
Before October's rainy day
That wove a trail of leaves behind

© Janet Martin

Wednesday, October 28, 2015

Watching October Exhale...(a mother's careful lament)




I was caught off-guard by a sudden flash-back of a tousled blonde head as I messaged Melissa
 (away at school now but then the one in front in pink who loved picnics!)
  with a keep-warm-and-dry-hug on this Very Dark, Rain-windy October morning 


Dazzled by frames of October
With face pressed to the air
Of fall-graces, her heart-pieces scatter
Like yellow leaves lying where
Once, without second-glances
Love-letter afternoons fell
While she laughed through summer’s slow-dances
And time was a festival
Of picnics and playthings and kisses
Its Common-ground, turquoise-gold
(At least, now, as she reminisces)
Like flowers that fell through her hold
Or hours ordained for departure
She, powerless to prevail
Presses Her face to Thought’s Artwork
And watches October exhale

© Janet Martin


October Whimsy





Earth is a leaf-swaddled garden
The wind is a minstrel, lost
And every field a silent sea
That once his baton tossed

Dusk is a maiden weeping
Over the countryside
Bereft of blushing lilies, Love,
Where summer’s laughter died


We are both Wonder and Wanting
Caught between smiles and tears
The sky, a yawning awning where
October disappears


Time is a cello, bronzed-yellow
We are its grin of grief
The wind is a crestfallen fellow
Because earth is a leaf

© Janet Martin


With forecasts of Hurricane Patricia's leftovers passing through today, yester-dusk Victoria and I decided to get out for a hike before the fields turn to pure mud...
The ache of 'almost November' (captured perfectly at YDP today) was prevalent everywhere...