Wednesday, July 16, 2014

We are Blessed...with Today





…and here we are, recipients of heaven-glimpses, oh
Gentle, the morning melts the dark like springtime melts the snow
The hour spreads and ripples, its circumference exhales
To tint with periwinkle pasture-lane in star-like veils

These glimpses hush our pleading for the clattering of things
And somehow what we’re needing spills to earth from seraph-wings
Behind the gray of rainy day, we know an ocean waits
Its ether hold will pour like gold through heaven’s broken gates

Today is quite unlike its predecessors, none before
Has ever worn its garment or passed through Time’s two-fold door
And when it disappears, then, only then will this day be
A button on the uniform of bridled history

Here we are; tomorrow is a foreign fantasy
But ah, today implores from us the best that we can be
To touch kind heaven-glimpses with the wonder of a child
To let our fingers linger where the love of God runs wild

What good are our long faces with our bellies full of bread?
Unfold those fists; God’s graces are not drum-rolls for the dead
Where dread and worry tramples beneath ever-seeking feet
Love’s delicate examples of God-gifted meadow-sweet

Here we are, but only for a little while then we
Like Time, but with a soul will fade into eternity
Our remnant like the seeds that fall where barren blossoms die
Come, now the hour pleads from God, ah, how will we reply?

© Janet Martin

...my first reply will be with cloth and broom, then we'll see;)

Tuesday, July 15, 2014

This Life





This trip-slip, death-grip, fumbling, stumbling, fully humbling flight
This ‘it seems I must learn through my mistakes what I do right’
This churning, yearning, no-returning, ever-learning leap
Propels us ever onward; rise ‘n shine, labor and sleep

This groping, hoping, coping, holding, folding dawn to dusk
This ‘count your many blessings’ journey and ‘in God we trust’
This crying, sighing, trying, wondering, pondering surge
Does not excuse us from its quest as dark and daylight merge

This bloody, muddy study vexes and perplexes us
This all-consuming rooming-house of living’s muss and fuss
This trial-and-error troubling terror would be hard to bear
If we couldn’t call on Jesus in love’s tender splendor; prayer

© Janet Martin
  

This All-knowing God





This all-knowing God
Knows far beyond our thought
Oh, that we would learn to trust
In all we deem is not

Our understanding pales
Where His mercy begins
Subordinate acumen fails
In creatures prone to sin

Yet, this all-knowing God
Loves us beyond our greed
We covet our desires, but
He knows our deepest need

© Janet Martin

 Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him;
    fret not yourself over the one who prospers in his way,
    over the man who carries out evil devices! Ps. 37:7

It is so hard not to fret; esp. where the desires for our loved ones are concerned!
This message really spoke to me today!

...That Which Mutes Pen and Poetry






Sometimes as a mother, I get too impatient to try to make them see! Last night at supper one of my kids remarked, they just don't get why I get so excited about a flower and I ran to the garden, plucked some blooms,exclaimed at the intricate detail and tried to make them see...

…and I would like to pull apart
My rib-cage to show you my heart
But even then, all you would see
Is flesh and blood mortality

One cannot break a seed to see
What its end fruit-result will be
Nor can we hasten bud to bloom
God is the weaver at Time’s loom

Discovery is the cap-sheaf
To argue with one’s disbelief
Someday child, living will unveil
Those things that tongue cannot detail

Love has no defined shape or size
Its lilts in laughter, bleeds from eyes
We grasp at words anemically
To jot its verve in poetry

…and I wish I could pull apart
My ribcage to show you my heart
But even then you could not see
That which mutes pen and poetry

© Janet Martin

...and I try to explain those things I cannot; how being home tending household chores and gardens is enough,
...I tell her, ‘dear daughter, sometimes I think you underestimate just how much I love you’
…and in the same breath I hear God speaking those words to me!

reminds me of this song; Coat of Many Colors

Awakening the Awe





Sometimes the repetitiveness of life attempts to dull the Awe...on this rainy day I need to dig a little deeper and remember from Whence it came.

Awaken in me, Lord
A song of honest praise
It seems the busyness of life
Seeks to consume my gaze
And where Your fullness ought
To satisfy my ‘Have’
Love’s loneliness vexes my thought
Where futile fancies rave

Dawn’s beveled beacons blush
With new-born beckoning
Yet, swift dusk-sultry, swan-songs hush
Day-tide’s sure reckoning
And I cry, my, oh my
Love’s song is bittersweet
Soft-subtly the by and by
Spills echoes at our feet

Philosophy of books
Cannot fully explain
Love’s tug-of-warring paradox  
Of pleasing, grieving pain
Lord, waken in me then
A hymn of soul-sweet praise
We are but fumbling, stumbling men
Dependent on your grace

© Janet Martin

The best we can do is praise the One who gifts to us each day of grace…
Though life challenges our response, we would do well to seek his face
Life’s journey is a learn-ed thing, not through our triumphs but our slips
Lord, keep my thoughts, remembering to keep your praises on my lips…