Tuesday, September 10, 2013

September-gold





Were I an artist of easel
And could I paint fair nature’s scene
I’d choose September’s tarnished sprawl
Of dusty blue and burnished green
And if my palette would but hold
One shade, I think I would choose gold

The gold of harvest, not yet gleaned
Of heavy sunlight gently screened
By not-quite-gold of maple leaf
I’d paint the gold of cornstalk sheaf
And golden-rod, sun-flower bloom
The gold of honeyed afternoon

The walnut leaf that stilly falls
Where summer fades and cricket calls
I’d paint the gold of late-day hush
The hill of parched and tangled brush
Where once we watched springtime unfold
Before earth traded green for gold

Gold-golden pear and golden tea
Canvas of golden memory
Ah, sweet September languishing
Against a summer wearying
Where every shade within its hold
Before it fades must pass through gold

© Janet Martin


Monday, September 9, 2013

What is This Life?





Life is a highway; its step-breadths unfold
In merciful measure of miles gray and gold
Its journey moves forward; it cannot recant
A mile that is traveled; an hour that is spent

Life is a puzzle; its pieces obscure
Both kind and perplexing; for rich or for poor
Its picture keeps changing; One Constant withstands
And He holds the pieces in love’s patient hands

Life is a love-song; its Maestro so dear
His grace tunes each bar as it touches His ear
We lift our instruments, battered offering
Letting His music fill each broken string

Life is a vapor; a wink of the eye
We are not paper-dolls beneath its sky
We are God’s children; harbor of a soul
And life is a highway that leads to its goal

© Janet Martin

 Why, you do not even know what will happen tomorrow. What is your life? You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes. James 4:14

Of Moments and Mud...





Life’s moments seem to fall away
Like broken shards of painted clay
Or leaves in autumn; drifting mass
Of echoes on time’s trampled grass
But how they sear and pull and tear
These little moments lying there

Swift, soon the element of youth
Begins to taste life’s timeless truth
Where none evades the fears and tears
Filling the fount of fading years
As we suffer the joys and strife
That mark this little way of life

Love; doubled-edged bulwark and reef
Life’s vertex of comfort and grief
This crux of misery and bliss
How kind and cruel its testing is
As we laugh, dance, stagger and reel
Pressed firmly on the Potter’s wheel

…and though they seem to fall away
Like brittle mud or drifting fray
Life’s moments shape, amend and teach
Passing in gasps, beyond our reach
As by the grace of God we go
Bearing life’s moiling moment-flow

And only when we leave this earth
Will we behold its humble worth
If in the grace of God we trust
Held in the hands that shape this dust
Then, at His feet He will reveal
Perfection from the Potter’s wheel


© Janet Martin

Sometimes it seems like life’s moments unfairly turn on us…but they do not. They are simply opportunities of grace to learn…grace.



But by the grace of God I am what I am: and his grace which was bestowed upon me was not in vain; but I labored more abundantly than they all: yet not I, but the grace of God which was with me.

1 Cor. 15:10




Saturday, September 7, 2013

The Awesome In Between





In between what is to come
And what has passed away
There is a little interlude
We simply call today
And in its brief parenthesis
Of sun and shadow hours
We plant the seed of tare and weed
Or wisdom’s fruit and flowers

In between the mystery
Of morrow’s ether dreams
And yester’s rooted history
A grand allotment gleams
And in love’s gracious rationing
Of have and hold and wants
We cannot choose its circumstance
But simply our response

We do not live in what has passed
Or what is yet to be
For yesterday is ever-cast
The future, fantasy
But here, between known and unknown
We live, laugh, love and weep
Today; its gift slips through our hands
Back to the Giver’s keep

© Janet Martin

Our 'today' is rainy. Victoria loves a rainy day and she curled up beside me this morning and grinned.

Yesterday a neighboring farmer lost a combine...tomorrow? nobody knows.









Friday, September 6, 2013

While We Were Picking Flowers...




You came so soon; wrapped in the croon of zephyr over graves
And we, caught up within the tune of sunny afternoons
Or rain-song on the garden, or the breaking of the waves
Across the shore, were startled by your sure and subtle swoon

The bark, swelling with virgin bud; with hope untried and chaste
Has borne a summer’s worth of evenings and all its moons   
As passion, wild and wonderful in soft enchanted haste
Drifts to that place where ever still the wanton zephyr croons

Were you already there within the first taste of the fruit?
This tender-sweet awareness of seasons, of Time and age
Did you fill Eve with sudden sorrow as she understood
How swift and silently the song of summer seals its page?

You came so soon; no encore, just a wafting overture
Of echoes where the brink of autumn and winter a-wait
While we were picking flowers, caught in summer’s kind allure
We did not turn to see a hand closing the garden gate

© Janet Martin


Thursday, September 5, 2013

Cherishing Beautiful





The morning is mantled in dew-drop and mist
Each leaf is a gleaming platter, silver-kissed
The sedum is somewhere between green-to-red
The garden is ragged and ready for bed
And the air is drenched with the ballad of corn
In this hint-of-heaven sweet September morn

The branch that compelled us to pause in the spring
To admire its pinky-froth offering
Is bent low with fruit; plum, apple and pear
The markets are brimming with autumn’s first fare
And though I resolve to preserve this fine day
I know soon its moments will drive it away

…for we cannot keep them, save deep in the heart
Life’s beautiful moments; ever we must part
And though we a-vow to return to them when
The bustling day stills; we will, never again
But ever we press to Unknown’s sullied strife
This is mercy’s sequence of moments and life

© Janet Martin

I was thinking, as I wandered through the dew-splashed yard how, no matter how we cherish a moment, it passes. In the previous post someone commented on hoping to have the courage to ‘let go’ when the time comes and I suddenly remembered having the same feeling as I held our oldest daughter after she was born; how I thought I would never  let go of this unbelievable feeling of Miracle. And deep in the heart it is there, yet other moments mute its first gleam and new miracles awe and steal our breath. We can never go back, but simply cherish Beautiful as it slips though our fingers…

 this song by ABBA expresses my thoughts this time of year...

"Slipping Through My Fingers"


Schoolbag in hand, she leaves home in the early morning
Waving goodbye with an absent-minded smile
I watch her go with a surge of that well known sadness
And I have to sit down for a while
The feeling that I'm losing her forever
And without really entering her world
I'm glad whenever I can share her laughter
That funny little girl

Slipping through my fingers all the time
I try to capture every minute
The feeling in it
Slipping through my fingers all the time
Do I really see what's in her mind
Each time I think I'm close to knowing
She keeps on growing
Slipping through my fingers all the time

Sleep in our eyes, her and me at the breakfast table
Barely awake I let precious time go by
Then when she's gone, there's that odd melancholy feeling
And a sense of guilt I can't deny
What happened to the wonderful adventures
The places I had planned for us to go
Well, some of that we did, but most we didn't
And why, I just don't know

Slipping through my fingers all the time
I try to capture every minute
The feeling in it
Slipping through my fingers all the time
Do I really see what's in her mind
Each time I think I'm close to knowing
She keeps on growing
Slipping through my fingers all the time

Sometimes I wish that I could freeze the picture
And save it from the funny tricks of time

Slipping through my fingers all the time

Schoolbag in hand, she leaves home in the early morning
Waving goodbye with an absent-minded smile
***
***

To our sons and daughters everywhere, a blessing,

 “The Lord bless you
    and keep you; 
 the Lord make his face shine on you
    and be gracious to you; 
 the Lord turn his face toward you
    and give you peace.”

Numbers 6: 24-26

Wednesday, September 4, 2013

When a Child Leaves Home...





Sometimes I think the house will be too empty when you leave
And the rooms too bare
And I’ll miss the way you leave your things
Lying everywhere
And sometimes I think your house will feel unfinished
Without us
And maybe you’ll miss the way I used to scold
And tidy and fuss
I’ll miss that fourth I love you, and that fourth
And I know, even in the excitement you know
You’ll miss it too
But then I remember how new love fills up
Those old and bygone spaces
And how the new in time becomes the dear and
Old familiar places
And I would never withhold from you
The joy of this new life breaking
And I thank God and pray His blessing on
New memories in the making…

Love, Mom~
© Janet Martin

We Are Able



 

Young,
Old,
Maimed,
Blind,
Deaf,
Weak,
Strong,
Healthy,
Sick,
Happy,
Oppressed,
Successful,
Struggling,
Suffering,
Free,
Captive,
Bold,
Bashful,
Brave,
Fearful,
Rich,
Poor,
Student,
Teacher,
Wise,
Foolish,
Tall or short,
Hefty or thin,
Whether in an office,
Mountain-top
Dungeon,
Motor vehicle,
Airplane,
F-22 Raptor,
Minefield,
Mission-field,
Battlefield,
Corn field,
Garden,
Gutter,
Mansion,
Church,
Backwoods,
Wilderness,
Desert,
Jungle,
Stadium,
Prison,
Barn,
Shopping Mall,
School,
Hospital,
Infirmary,
Factory,
House,
Whitehouse,
Poorhouse,
Penthouse,
Street,
We
Are
Able
To
Pray

© Janet Martin

The least and the most we can do, is pray!

Pray without ceasing. Thess. 5:17

For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord. Rom. 8:38-39