Friday, July 20, 2012

Today's Friday Thoughts~




I wish to know when I am old
My legacy is not fool’s gold
Treasure stored each day I live
Is not in what I keep, but give

***

How hard it is to pry clenched fists
But harder still to see
The blessing they have surely missed
By clenching vanity

***

‘Speak Lord, your servant is listening’
Came Samuel’s firm reply
I wonder what we say to Him
When He calls you and I

***

With i-phones and cell-phones
And head-phones and such
I wonder if we still hear
God very much

***

Moments are the ripples
On life's rising, falling sea
One over takes another 
And is never-more to be

Janet Martin



Authentic Treasure


 

And now we wake
Gladly partake
With no brief hesitation
The good of life
Even its strife
Is not without elation
If we have food enough to eat
And shoes to wear upon our feet
And strength enough with which to meet
Toil’s present expectation

But oh, the bloom
Of grief and gloom
Where laughter turns to crying
Dare we to think
We ought not drink
The gall of anguished sighing
Will we take good but not the rest?
And for ourselves heap up life’s best
While others flounder in its test
Alone, starving and dying?

This is the day
The Lord has made
Not for our passive pleasure
But that we might
His heart delight
By loving without measure
To cast our bread upon the sea
To serve in kind humility
To store in fathomless degree
Love’s everlasting treasure

© Janet Martin


 He replied, "You are talking like a foolish woman. Shall we accept good from God, and not trouble?" In all this, Job did not sin in what he said. Job 2:10



Thursday, July 19, 2012

Trusting Completely


Fully, wholly, utterly
Without one reservation
This is how you came to me
Oh, God of all creation

Completely You poured out Your love
The debt of sinners bearing
Lord, teach me then how I may trust
Completely without fearing

© Janet Martin

 Trust in the Lord with all your heart
    and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways submit to him,
    and he will make your paths straight.
Prov. 3:5-6
Why do we doubt the one who made
the earth and all therein
Why do we doubt the one who gave
His life-blood for our sin?
Why do we doubt the one who vowed
His grace is all-sufficient 
Why do we doubt Thee, Holy God
Jehovah, all-omniscient  

Teach me HOW to trust you, oh God


Teach us how to give in complete trust!


Almost Eighteen



It isn’t easy being almost-eighteen
When other pastures are fairer and greener
Than the row that you were given to hoe
It isn’t easy
Being almost-eighteen…
I know

It isn’t easy being almost-eighteen
So many unknowns remaining to be seen
So many doors all seemly barred
So many decisions
And all of them
Hard

It isn’t easy being almost-eighteen
Uncertain of how far or how fearless to dream
As fantasy and reality
Wage debate
Each hovering beyond
The garden gate

It isn’t easy being almost-eighteen
Realizing that life is not ‘but a dream’
And rowing your boat against life’s stiff tide
Is anything but
A ‘merrily, merrily’
Ride

But darling, I’m not sure if any of us really ‘knows’
One foot then the other, that’s the way life goes
No one can see
The next line, the next page
And life is a faith-leap
No matter our age

…and darling, it isn’t easy being forty-six
Swiftly, so swiftly life’s impatient clock ticks
I hold and I reach, I trust and I pray
I learn while I teach
and feel you slipping
away

It isn’t easy, so all we can do
Is ask God day by day to gently lead us through
Whether we are eighteen
Or forty-five
Time is a hungry foe that licks
Away our lives

© Janet Martin


Of Little Everythings



Of ruby lips and fingertips
Alight with eagerness
Of freckle-noses
Dandelion-roses
Contentment’s sweet caress
Of garden walks
Of balled-up socks
Of laundry-laden lines
Of teaching, reaching
Tenderness
From learning’s ageless vines
A wandering, pondering
Beautiful
Through living’s bitter-sweet
And knowing grace
Bestows its trace
In wild-blooms at our feet
Of forgiveness
And gentleness
Of simple-threaded bliss
Of realizing
Heaven’s glimpse
Is surely, purely this…
Ruby child-lips
And fingertips
Alight with eagerness
A mother’s/parent’s joy
Wee girl and boy
Contentment’s sweet caress

© Janet Martin

Matt (our son) asked me last night if I ever do anything. Then he laughed and re-iterated, ‘Well I know you baby-sit and you clean, but do you ever do anything else?! I grinned a little and winked; “h-m-m-m,” I said, “I think I cook once in a while.” He laughed, pondering my response for a moment before going up-stairs to bed.
p.s. Today they were all home and it is much cooler so we walked to the bush for a picnic...It reminded me of when they really were 'wee'...sigh:)


What our children see as ‘nothings’ is a parent’s ‘everything’.






Wednesday, July 18, 2012

A Homemaker's Prayer




Lord, teach me how to build my house
In tender, purpose prove
Compassion and humility
Shaping a home of love

Let my submission be fulfilled
As your wisdom ordains
That peace may brim from floor to roof
In pure, joyous refrains

May others needs preceed my own
May kindness never cease
Lord, mold these walls of brick and stone
Into Your masterpiece

Lord, let me serve in thankfulness
And gladness be my crown
Lest by sad, stubborn selfishness
I tear earth’s haven down

Lord, teach me how to build my house
Not of my own design
May it be heav’n’s foreshadowing
Through your blueprint divine

Lord, teach me how to build my house
A simple dwelling place
In wood and mortar skin on earth
Of heaven’s kind embrace

© Janet Martin 

 The wise woman builds her house, But the foolish tears it down with her own hands. Prov. 14:1




This is Prayer




These are not just fleeting notions
Or some passing thought we feel
These are groaned pleas of confession
Making His forgiveness real

These are tender humble whispers
For safe-keeping in His care
These are trembling exaltations
As we praise Him; this is prayer

It’s a constant, keen awareness
A servant-hood that we embrace
As we recognize His mercy
In the outpouring of grace

It’s a kind, faithful enabling
Through life’s disappointing strains
This is prayer; complete entrusting
As his Spirit fills, sustains

His grace provides in moment-measure
Over all, His love prevails
This is prayer, constant communion
With the One who never fails

© Janet Martin

My grace is sufficient for Thee. 2 Cor. 12:9

Living Moment to Moment...


                                                ~As drops fill a sea so moments fill a life~

Poetic Bloomings gives us permission to borrow someoneelse's line in Hey, That's my line'

*Taken from Walt J. Wojtanik's Living Day-to-Day synchronicity poem

*Within every waking moment,
the gift of life is heaven sent.*
So if we learn to cherish moments
We will learn to be content

We cannot see the trickle
Of Time’s elemental force
But we can feel its whispers tracing
Our temporal discourse

Within every waking moment*
Trembles possibility
Gift of life, oh fleeting morsel
Full of opportunity

We cannot preserve its tenure
Tick by tock its measure slips
As we touch and taste the treasure
Flowing from Time’s gracious lips

Within every waking moment,
the gift of life is heaven sent.*
Oh God, I vow to cherish it
The gift of life that you have lent

© Janet Martin



A Synchronicity Poem




 Poetic Bloomings invites us to attempt a synchronicity poem

"Synchronicity" defined is the state or fact of being synchronous or simultaneous; synchronism. Coincidence of events that seem to be meaningfully related.
This form consists of  eight three-line stanzas in a syllable pattern of 8/8/2. This poetry type has no rhyme and is usually written in the first person (variation removes that restriction) with a twist. The twist is to be revealed within the last two stanzas. Created by Debra Gundy.

If the Lord wills, the sun to rise
Dissolving the darkness in gold
Glory

If the Lord wills, rain to nurture
Earth’s fallow and field where farmers
Have toiled

If the Lord wills springtime its green
Summer’s gold and autumn’s crimson
Blessing

If the Lord wills shaded bowers
Barren land to burgeon with corn
And wheat

If the Lord wills strength for the day
Hope in each gifted intake of
Man’s breath

If He imbues us with talents
And the marvelous indwelling
Of love

If we acknowledge our vast
And our complete dependence
In Him

Dare we to claim one syllable
Of His praise, His honor or His
Glory?

© Janet Martin

I Miss You Tonight



When the tall blue shadow
Of summer’s twilight
Sprawls 'neath the scrim of July’s lengthened day
And when it is swallowed
By misty-blue midnight
As history absorbs its ephemeral prey
When the dark like an ocean
Sweeps over the garden
Over the hills and the woodlot and dells
I hear the whisper
Of days unforgotten
Oh, how the echo of retrospect swells
And I miss you

When miles flaunt their far-ness
And memories their mercy
When I am torn by the powerful grip
Of longing and loving
Of wanting and waiting
And hating the moments that silently slip
Between farewell kisses
And last parting wishes
Between the cooling of lips on my cheek
I hold you close
Where nothing comes between us
Save for the tears as they silently speak
And I miss you

Below the dark edge of
The Far East horizon
Hovers the sun if the Lord wills its climb
Yonder the west
Waits to drink its returning
This is the force of intangible Time
As it swells in my being
In its giving and taking
A moment by moment discoursing of grace
I feel you near me
For love’s quiet Knowing
Wraps me in the beauty of memory’s embrace
But oh, I miss you

© Janet Martin~

It can be people, places, moments...
These are the things we miss in the beauty of memory's embrace~

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

Hidden Harbinger




What is thought?
This master of moments
Begging and pleading and spurring us on
Thought cannot scale
Life’s hills or its mountains
It cannot lead by its sheer force alone
But oh, if we follow
One foot then the other
Thought will instruct where we choose to begin
For never an action
Have we undertaken
That first did not pass through this chamber within

What is thought?
This infinite ocean
Of mystery cradled in ivory cell
What is hope's precursor
This harbinger of action
Making public the pondering that words do not tell?
Dare we assume
That our thought remains secret
Or should we carefully consider its due?
For sooner or later
It spills into being
As action brings thought-life into full view

© Janet Martin





Ode to July Heat-wave

(if one could one would be here...however, since we cannot live on the beach we listen and look for songs not of the sea)

The whispered breezes faint in midday heat
No whisper strums the locks of flaxen wheat
The devious zephyr slips to cooler climes
A sultry hush noon’s panting quiet mimes
The milkweed staidly flaunts its purple crown
Queen Ann’s Lace weaves through garden’s dull and brown
No drought withers the glorious wild-bloom splay
Of red dead-nettle or loose-strife soiree
As ditches run, not with the warm spring show’r
But with the overflow of wandering flow’r

Some folk declare that it is just too hot
Too soon the howling gale will chill our cot
Too soon the bloom will fade into a sea
Of blue-gold days that never more will be
The orderlies of Old Man Winter wait
Beyond the pond, beyond the pale-cloud gate
While children bronze with leech and crayfish glee
Where green-pool cool forms childhood memory
We scan the rippling sky-line for a hint
Of rain to soothe earth’s pasture-land of flint

Spiraling sonnets drip from willow limb
Cicada-locust choirs drone a hymn
The green of June a brittle out-stretched palm
The oven of high-noon a hazy calm
The dog lays flat in dappled north-side shade
As does the cat; while we sip lemonade
Absorbing flavors rich with summer-lust
The heat, the hush, the ambiance of dust
Oh, drink the malted nectar of July
Too soon we hear its echo of good-bye

© Janet Martin

We are under a severe thunderstorm warning...thus the dead heat is actually spiked by vicious gusts of wind...



His Tender Blessings...a prayer




Lord, let Thy present blessing
Slip from us, not soon forgot
By the craving of a wind-song
In the gasp of what is not

Lord, teach us true contentment
Not by things we hold or see
But to know each tender blessing
Is a gracious gift from Thee

Lord, on my face I fall to plea
For victims of despair
And little children who must flee
From those who ought to care

Lord, open up our eyes to see
Not objects of vain greed
But humbly teach us how to be
Servant to creature need

Lord, let Thy tender blessings
Never be misunderstood
As offerings of entitlement
We all are flesh and blood

…and none of us is greater
Or lesser;  all are dust
Teach us how to love each other
Sharing what you loan to us

And let Thy tender blessing
Slip from us not soon forgot
By the craving of a wind-song
In the gasp of what is not

© Janet Martin

Michael Bull Roberts attended our worship services on Sunday morning
and then spoke to some of the youth for the afternoon, sharing his story. I am reading his book...words fail me as I read his story! He told them that he did not include the most ghastly details of his life in this book!

In Time We See




In time we see
The author of Ecclesiastes
Is right
There is nothing new under the sun
All is day
All is night
What man contrives with gifted breath
For his allotted hours
Is nothing more than life to death
Beneath temporal bowers
We would be wise to honor then
This sagacious advice
To remember the Creator when
Evil has not enticed
The heart from God to lusts of men
And foolish sacrifice
...someday
We will bow before God to explain
Our loves and lusts to Him
Repentance then will be in vain
As we recall what could have been
More important than this wise truth
To remember our Creator
In the days of our youth…

Janet Martin

Incompletions...






Sometimes it bothers me
To realize
That I know too much
About too little

Silver drops of time expand
And knowledge inflates
The mind
With nothing

Wisdom; the wise covet it and learn
But oh, I cannot rush wisdom
And I know too little
About too much

There are things I know too much of
That I desire to know nothing about
and there are things I know nothing of
That I would desire to know  much about

© Janet Martin

Invisible Minstrels




Oft for these wee minstrels I yearn
From winter’s lusty fire
Tonight the lyricists return
To strum the hidden lyre
On lush and sultry summer-stage
A resonant vibration
Of choristers tune brush and sage
And sundry vegetation

In silver notes their anthems swell
Above the raven spire
Surely the starlit pinnacle
Exalts this humble choir
An obscure throng of summer-song
A comely dispensation
Of unfeigned praise; madrigal raised
To Author of creation

Oft for these wee minstrels I yearn
From winter’s frozen bowers
For harmony of green-leaf fern
And cricket-murmured hours
Tonight their salutation spills
In pure, fervent devotion
The cricket-song of summer fills
Deep midnight’s lambent ocean

© Janet Martin

Yes, they are back!

Monday, July 16, 2012

Kind Keeper of the Humble...




To Thee I cling
My Lord and King
Accept my frail devotion
Thou, Being of
Perfected love
Who rules the heaving ocean
Who probes the earth and stirs the seed
Who orchestrates each hour
Four season worth of toil and need
We plant, we till, we gather
And should the howling tempest seethe
And should my bulwark crumble
Still Thou art near, above, beneath
Kind Keeper of the humble
To Thee I cling
My Lord and King
My Hope and my Salvation
Thou Being of
Perfected love
And Ruler of creation

© Janet Martin


Of Mortal Bliss




Come darling, plant that kiss right here...or here
Love is not a ball and chain
Passion swells for rich or poor
None can claim its rare refrain

Caviar or grittle-cake for tea
With you, either one is grand
Agression and humility
In love, my love, walk hand in hand

Darling, thought triggers reckless wanting
Reckless wanting drives me mad
The flicks of wild and whispered taunting
Rage against the miles that spread…

…twixt amorous and easy laughter
Twixt the loss of gravity
Before the tender ever after
Of love’s finest ecstasy

Spray the world with rainbow glitter
Crack the flask of mortal bliss
None relishes a placid quitter
Oh darling, come and plant that kiss…

J~


The Seemingly Impossible




It would be easy to be buried
By the mountains which loom about
The mountains of dirty laundry
Of longing, of fear, of doubt
There are mountains of work and worry
Of bills needing to be paid
Of broken, waiting for repair
Or healing; there are mountains we’ve made…

But then, suddenly I remember
The words Jesus spoke tenderly
‘If we have faith, as a mustard seed
Mountains can be moved to the sea’
So I cling to that grand Invisible
I cannot touch or feel
And by it the seemingly impossible
Becomes conceivably real

© Janet Martin

Sunday, July 15, 2012

Of Phantom Glass




The fabric of midnight melts away
How subtle its blanket slips
The silk-smooth edge of another day
Spills from Time’s tempestuous lips
The deepened shroud above the cloud
Pales from its onyx hue
Grace lights dawn’s wick, a candlestick
Of periwinkle-blue
And I love you…

The phantom glass through which smiles pass
And sundry tears and fears
Will not recast the ocean vast
Of moments shaping years
We touch our feet to mystery
To tread its tide anew
Folding what is to history
‘I did’ claims our ‘I do’
…and our ‘I love you’

The tick of clocks and unhinged locks
Cannot refund one hour
The backdrop of longing and love
Courses from vaulted bower
I dare not waste the touch, the taste
Of moments trickling through
Mercy’s embrace of wondrous grace
From heaven's avenue
For I love you…
Forever
If there is never
Anything more I do
It will be a life well lived
Because I love you

J~


Friday, July 13, 2012

Mercy-drops



…and then we’re surprised and awed and amazed
Humbly we watch it pour
As mercy-drops fall in torrential grace
Across earth’s dust-ridden floor

In dumb-founded gratitude tears mix with rain
And all I can think to do
Is lift up my voice in devotion to Him
Crying thank-you, thank-you, thank-you

© Janet Martin

With the humidity came an unexpected down-pour…down the road a couple miles it remained dry!

I think I heard the corn rows gulping!

Thank-you for the prayers TUG. I told hubby it must be those prayers all the way from Spain;))

Something Old, Something New




Somewhere on this little ball
Of dirt and hurt and wondering
A poet had a thought and scrawled
The letters to his pondering

…and while life's highway twists and turns
The words remain now century-worn
To remind us what we learn
Are new old poems being born

Beneath the sun is nothing new
Of flood or drought, of joy or pain
A song, a poem, a dance or two
And we return to earth again

…but somewhere on this little ball
Of dirt and hurt and wondering
We ought to take the time to scrawl
The poems of our pondering…

© Janet Martin

Over and over I have whispered thank-you to the poets of old.

Another Kind of Shadow-Tango...

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There is a shadow-tango
of another kind
when a memory, soft and tender
suddenly seizes the mind
and sweeps our passion
across the floor
of a ballroom that was
but is no more

J~

...as I wrote the previous tango poem another sort of tango gripped me...

Save the last dance for me... Michael Buble`

Perhaps...


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Perhaps we have grown too accustomed to
A little wheat in our bowl
A little wine in our glass
Bread on the table, not merely the crumbs
And every so often the rains as they pass

Perhaps we have grown too accustomed to
Filling our mouths
Instead of our souls
And we need to be reminded Who
Loves us beyond our heaping bowls

Perhaps we’ve come to expect His gifts
And don’t really offer
The thanks that we should
And as the fields crease, hardened and parched
Will our worship cease or will we cry God is good?

Perhaps true thanksgiving springs not from full hands
But in the drought
As we pray and we plead
Perhaps our praise is anemic and bland
As we eat, never sifting our need from our greed

Perhaps we have grown too accustomed to
Eating and sleeping
With unbowed head
And hearts that never fully pause
To thank the Lord for daily bread

© Janet Martin

Then Jesus declared, "I am the bread of life. He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty. John 6:35

The need for rain is foremost in many minds right now...

The Song of Ker-plop...another Skeltonic poem




I love the plip-plop
Of a little rain-drop
Kissing the crop
All shriveled and shrunk
Until the grand ker-plunk
When every flower is drunk
In the beautiful splash
As the cloud-tears wash
The dusty sash
On a thirsty earth
Suddenly filled with mirth
For the priceless worth
In the little plip-plop
Of a lovely rain-drop
That will not stop
But alas, alas
The garden, the grass
Are but a scorched mass
All tinder-dry
And we don’t know why
That big old sky
Will not pop its top
For the glorious ker-plop
Of a little rain-drop

© Janet Martin

Shadow-Tango...a Skeltonic Poem


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Poetic Blooming Challenge; Skeltonic Poem

 Skeltonic verse is named after the poet John Skelton (1460-1529).   It consists of short rhyming lines that just sort of flow on from one rhyme to the next for however long one chooses.  Skeltonic verse generally averages less than six words per line.  The challenge is to keep short rhymes moving down the page, in an energetic and engaging way.


It is no small thing
When our pulses sing
As we absorb the thing
That thrills our souls
Filling us completely
And ever so sweetly
Fitting quite neatly
Into life’s little holes
For pleasure as this
Is a rare sort of bliss
A soft, sudden kiss
As it leaps from its place
Rousing desire
And fanning a fire
Its passion leaps higher
As its lines we trace
For the movement of quill
As it curves to the will
And the want of the thrill
Is an intimate dance
A tango of blood
A heart and mind flood
Oft misunderstood
By the hurrying crowd
But oh, ecstasy
When it’s just you and me
The poet; the poetry
I smile out loud

© Janet Martin

Thursday, July 12, 2012

Madrigal of Life



The evening melds its long blue bars of dusk across the land
The sweltering orb of middle-day resigns
Pale moon, half-circle whisper on an oceanic strand
Breathes grace into the gasp of our designs
While monumental miracles hold galaxies in place
Reminding us of Oracles beyond this temporal space

Our triumph and our failure on life’s battlefields are strewn
Yet, in the end what little still we know
As twilight slips its coral robe across the azure noon
And midnight snuffs eve’s silk and satin glow
Still, grace in immortal supply
Fills every space twixt earth and sky
 
Seasons expand and overflow draining to fathoms past
A folding over ever-folding climb
And just as twilight cannot halt the long blue shadows cast
So too, no one can pause one gasp of Time
But simply marvel that such grace
Should suffer for the human race

As long as time remains the kings of things will rise and fall
The rich and poor alike return to dust
The wind across the grave will moan one common madrigal
Above the termination of our lust
And only what we’ve stored beyond earth’s thorn and thistle bowl
Will endure through eternity while ceaseless ages roll

© Janet Martin



Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Love Times Two...dedicated to would-be Housewives


Here’s to those who would love to be
Stay-at-home housewives
But the sting of debt’s eternity
Alters their envisioned lives
Where drawers of monthly bills reside
Ignorant of hope’s backward slide
After multiple addition and subtraction
Leaving but one inevitable option
She must go to work another year
And spurn the wish of staying here
With her children and her house
With balls and books and Mickey Mouse
Privately, her teardrops fall
She does her best and that is all
That anyone can hope to do
The rind and grind of love times two
They push beyond their weary grief
To give the best that they can give

© Janet Martin


Someone left a comment today on my  Allotment of Bliss poem that I simply cannot forget . This poem is to the brave, unsung heroes of those 'would-be housewives'. God Bless~

Merely Miles and Such...



My dear, they are merely miles
and such...
mountains,
oceans,
eons,
...nothing that prayer
cannot touch

Janet Martin

Only Love




By this all men
Will surely know
That we are His disciples
Throughout the land
Its proof will show
From people unto people
By this all men
Cannot deny
The Truth of whom we follow
Throughout the world
His Light will shine
As we love one another

One tiny spark
Will pierce the dark
One act will fill an ocean
No one can quell
The holy swell
That pours from love’s devotion
And none can dim
The Light of Him
Its halo is unshaken
Its power pure
Its hope secure
Its enemy o’er-taken

By this all men
Will surely know
That we are His disciples
For as we love
Thus we will prove
The I AM infallible
And then all men
Will surely know
The One True God of Heaven
For only love
Will truly show
That we have been forgiven

Only love
Yes, only love
Will prove our tongue’s confession
And only love,
Yes, only love
Is heaven’s sacred passion
And only love
Yes, only love
Will witness to the people
By this all men
Will truly know
That we are His disciples

© Janet Martin