Showing posts with label surrender. Show all posts
Showing posts with label surrender. Show all posts

Saturday, July 4, 2026

Holy Tug of War or Holy Harvest





Is there anything quite as thrilling as the sight of a good harvest?!!
Imagine if the harvest was ready and no one came to gather it 
but let it perish in the field!!


Yesterday,  we gathered to pay final respects to a dear aunt.
Don't you agree there is no place on earth as solemn as the graveyard
where we come face to face with the end of all (brevity of) life.
and surely are compelled to evaluate our own lives 
...and souls?!

Between each of us and God is a reconciliation that needs to happen
before our best lives can be lived;
Our lives surrendered to He who gave His life for us!
We are all given a free will!
What we do with that free will
determines the rest.

Yesterday's powerful devotion  re-challenged my own
(and how is it possible that being a living sacrifice
bears the best life of true joy and peace?!)
This is a very sacred between God-and-each-soul discovery!




It seems so very small; invisible to sight
But it can set an obstacle twixt me and God's delight

It masquerades as wise, but is foolish and vile
It rules a fickle roost with eyes and unrepentant guile

It lurks beneath the part that appears commonplace
The habiliment of the heart; scrubbed hands and polished face

It goes from here to there, clad in desire's veneer  
 It mimics the motions of prayer, but without ears to hear 

It strains toward a goad that pleaseth mortal plan 
It takes the 'reliable road' that 'seemeth right to man'

It forfeits faith for fear, and God for human skill 
It is the sad and sorry sphere of my unbroken will

Lord, because You forgive each sin that I confess
I do, once more renewed to live a life of faithfulness 

...because at Calvary You suffered pardon's price
Lord, with redeemed love help me be a living sacrifice 

And should some stubborn streak seek to resist Your Will
Lord, grant me ears to hear You speak, until my voice is still

Until my true delight is in Your perfect law
And what/Who I fought with all my might turns desire to awe 

Ah, holy tug-of-war, till body and soul yield
To He who alone fits us for the mission in His field

Janet Martin
 

All a man’s ways seem right to him,
but the LORD weighs the heart.


Beloved, I urge you, as foreigners and exiles, 
to abstain from the desires of the flesh, 
which war against your soul.




Wednesday, May 20, 2026

As We, Want's Cases Plead




Lord, where we err
 in our thinking, 
teaching, serving, 
seeking, worshipping, 
reveal it unto us!

Lord, wherever
 and in whatever circumstance
 we find ourselves today, 
you care for us!

Lord, a deeper fear 
and thus love for thee, 
work in us
Thou, Holiest of holies 
and Best of the best

***


Romans 8:17
And if we are children, then we are heirs: 
heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ—
if indeed we suffer with Him, 
so that we may also be glorified with Him.


Philippians 1:29
For it has been granted to you on behalf of Christ 
not only to believe in Him,
 but also to suffer for Him,

James 1:2-3
Consider it pure joy, my brothers, 
when you encounter trials of many kinds, 
because you know that the testing of your faith
 develops perseverance.

Acts 5:41
So they departed from the presence of the council, 
rejoicing that they were counted worthy
 to suffer shame for His name.

A bud is but the waiting room
of the unfolded Flower...
A prayer is like a bud; it's bloom 
awaits its perfect hour

Last week my neighbor-tots eagerly bent over buds
While I reminded them; 'no picking!'
Yesterday they 'visited' me while I was working.
suddenly shrieks of delight were heard!
The buds had turned into flowers!




Oft we want answered prayer
Without full-yielded hearts
In our logic, oft we err
Where trust its test imparts

Oft we want finest fruits
Without Love's pruning rod
 To tear away at sinful roots/shoots
That choke the Word of God 

Oft we defend the cure
Without probing the cause
Until motive is wholly pure
Without self-serving flaws/clause

Oft we want faith's reward
Without faith's suffering
As witnesses for Christ, out-poured
Like a drink-offering 

Lord, show us where we err
As we, Want's cases plead
Teach us to trust as you prepare
Faith's fallow ground, for seed  

Janet Martin


Philippians 2:17
But even if I am being poured out like a drink offering
 on the sacrifice and service of your faith, 
I am glad and rejoice with all of you.

Tuesday, May 5, 2026

Harbinger to the Feast

Ps.139:23-24
Search me, O God, and know my heart;
Try me, and know my anxieties;
And see if there is any wicked way in me,
And lead me in the way everlasting.

Since 2019 our church family has suffered many
sudden losses and very deep grief and comfort,.
The above verses have become my heart's cry
as I call on the name of God,
as we learn to wait on the Lord
without answers to His thoughts and ways...
as we truly, humbly learn the prayer of Jesus in Gethsemane;
Luke 22:42
yet not my will, but yours be done.”

But in our suffering God has never failed!

Ps.68:19
Blessed be the Lord,
Who daily loads us with benefits,
The God of our salvation! Selah

Matt.6:26
Look at the birds of the air; 
they do not sow or reap or store away in barns,
 and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. 
Are you not much more valuable than they?






Luke 21:28
 Now when these things begin to happen,
look up and lift up your heads, 
because your redemption draws near.

Lift up your head;
Do not despair
The fruit beyond the famine waits
God grants the bread
Of answered prayer
To we who hold out hallowed plates

Until the hour
is fulfilled
And Christ alone is our plea
Until His power
Has instilled
Worship’s unmarred humility

And dashed to naught
Want’s willful pride
That hinders the blessing withheld
Until each thought
Is self-denied
And every erring appeal felled...

Hark! Catch the hum
Of rumbling trains
Heaped with the fruit of yielded will  
No lin’gring crumb
Of Self remains
To stay the feast God joys to spill 

Janet Martin

Proverbs 17:3
A crucible for silver and a furnace for gold, 
but the LORD is the tester of hearts.

Thursday, December 12, 2024

Of Divine Architecture


Trusting our faithful God is sometimes easier said than done, isn't it?!
Trusting Him in all our hard unknowns!
Yesterday my friend whose family is searching for a new home to move to 
as the deadline in their current rental approaches (Feb.), 
said this as they continuously entrust to God this desperate need;
'we know that something will work out, 
even if it isn't necessarily our dream.'

I have been pondering her words  'even if it isn't necessarily our dream.'
No one's dream includes the stress of home-seeking,
 sudden loss of a loved one,
or debilitating injuries or sickness of body or mind,
or broken marriages and friendships.
Trouble and tragedy are part of this sin-cursed world.
And how would we ever learn true and full surrender to
our all-sufficient Heavenly Father's love and grace
without sorrow and suffering;
Our Heavenly Father, who left His throne
knowing what lay before Him!

He was homeless, hated, rejected, spat upon, beaten,
misjudged, mistreated and crucified,
though he was guiltless of any sin!
He did not send a substitute to pardon humanity
but gave Himself to suffer redemption's brutal cost!
He alone brings true comfort and joy.
Through him alone sorrow and sickness are healed
whether on earth or in Heaven.
Ah, holy Christmas season as we
celebrate, marvel and meditate
on the glad tidings of great joy 
which was, will be and ever IS
to all people!

Luke 2:1-11
Then the angel said to them,
“Do not be afraid, for behold,
I bring you good tidings of great joy 
which will be to all people.
11For there is born to you this day in the city of David
a Savior, who is Christ the Lord.
***
When our castle of dreams tumbles
God is there to catch the pieces
if we let Him and to help us forward
as we learn to humbly yield and trust
 the Divine Architect with what appears broken

***
Sorrow makes us so much more thankful for/aware of joy!
Today's joy included 
an early morning visit from my sister-in-law
who came bearing a beautiful poinsettia-gift 


...cookie-baking with my neighbours
because school buses were canceled,


Delighting in the snowy scenes through their windows




and mine...



There is no path to What Once Was of former 'days of glory'
Futile to rue the day because of a twist in life's/love's story
Where oft on tender plots of joy, grief's bitter battle wages
As death crumples, like crushed decoys, love's hope and dream-filled pages

Ah, who of us is wise enough to know God's kind intentions 
Or understand the blueprint of His love's Divine Dimensions  
The Builder and Maker of earth and Heaven, who can measure
Or know the height and depth and girth of Mercy's architecture 

It is not ours to mastermind the means of our Creator
Enough to know that He is kind, love's reckoning far greater
Than panoramic dust-to-dust's volatile stance of seasons
Enough to know that we can trust His all-wise perfect Reasons 

Janet Martin




Tuesday, October 22, 2024

Flawless Outpouring...


Heb.11:6
And without faith it is impossible to please God,
because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists
and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him.

What terrible misconceptions we believe,
what deadly mistakes we make
without faith...

'Wow', I commented the other day
'even in the thick of sorrow
other cares don't take a holiday!!'

Aren't you thankful God invites us to cast our care on Him
because He cares for us?!!

1 Pet.5:7
Humble yourselves, therefore,
 under God’s mighty hand,
 so that in due time He may exalt you.
 7Cast all your anxiety on Him,
 because He cares for you.

Ps.55:22
Cast your burden on the Lord,
And He shall sustain you;
He shall never permit the righteous to be [b]moved.

Even in the thick of sorrow
Creature care still finds its way
We are not made for tomorrow
God is faithful...for Today


Like a song flawlessly outpoured
The heavens declare, loud and clear
The glory of our loving Lord...



Not by goodness and grace devoid
God’s evidence shouts loud and clear
To keep Hope’s Creature overjoyed
Though Teacher vexes faith’s veneer

Where often sterling Wish is tried
Lest Want protects pride’s stumbling blocks
Lest Self is not humbly denied
Lest sight, not faith is how Boast walks/talks

…while longing’s nameless legions wage
A tug of war twixt fear and trust
And we are apt to prize the cage
Rather than Soul, veiled by frail dust

Not by God’s providence bereft
Nor by His Righteous Eye ignored
From the fissure in Mercy’s cleft
Today is flawlessly outpoured

Like the Lord’s love song undeterred
Hope soars once more, on eagle’s wings
No jot or tittle of God’s Word
Forgot; faith lifts Her voice and sings

With God; then, what more do we need
Than worship, while the miracle
Matures, within faith’s mustard seed

Like a song flawlessly outpoured
The heavens declare, loud and clear
The glory of our loving Lord
Whose favour vexes faith's veneer 

Whose mercy, flawlessly outpoured
Fills frames with faithfulness renewed
God unfailingly keeps His Word
Then sing, with joyful gratitude 

© Janet Martin




Isa. 40:28-31
(read the whole glorious chapter HERE)

Do you not know?

Have you not heard?

The LORD is the everlasting God,

the Creator of the ends of the earth.

He will not grow tired or weary;

His understanding is beyond searching out.

29He gives power to the faint

and increases the strength of the weak.

30Even youths grow tired and weary,

and young men stumble and fall.

31But those who wait upon the LORD will renew their strength;

they will mount up with wings like eagles;

they will run and not grow weary,

they will walk and not faint.


Wednesday, August 21, 2024

Love's Rare Romance

Life is full of trouble and sorrow; joy's startling sweetener!

Sometimes when asked what my favourite Bible verse is
I hardly know which to choose but without a doubt
the verses below (first taught to me as a child by my mother)
rank near the top;
whispered many times as I encounter life's
tug-of-warring-whys-and-no's 
The first part of Prov.3
but esp. verses 5-6 and in my older age also verse 7



Without trouble we would never learn trust.
Without trust we never know true joy and peace

***
Taste the fervor of the hour
Make the most of every flow’r...




Life runs rife with highs and lows
Joy and strife of thorn and rose
Bow before its Lord and pray
Then rise up and seize the day

Taste the fervor of the hour
Make the most of every flow’r
Bear the brunt of fading grass
Everything comes, but to pass

Trace the tender timbre of
Every splendor, every love
Linger where the waning light
Tucks the day beneath goodnight

…cradled in the keeping of
Unfailing goodness and love
While the days-to-years run rife
With laughter and tears of life

Darling, with so much amiss
In the thick of that and this
It takes more than we possess
To muster/master true happiness/holiness

While season to season flows
While reason staggers 'neath blows
While change is a constant rod
Bow before life’s changeless God

Trust in Him with all your heart
Dust to dust sees but in part
But God never leads astray
Bow before him oft, and pray

For the likes of me and you
Have so much to learn, tis true
Pray, we find love's rare romance
Only trust in the Lord grants

Pray we find faith's treasured Must
Sorrow's/trouble's silver lining; trust 
Pray before we start each day
We bow before God and pray

© Janet Martin









Friday, May 31, 2024

To Find Fullness of Life/Love or Faith's Resolution (By the Grace of God)

This poem is a tall 'order'/prayer
but with God, nothing is impossible!
 By His 'grace upon grace' I/we go,
pray, for His glory alone!



Earth and sky shout His evidence!
Oh, what a crying shame
If I should place faith's confidence
In any other Name






From His fullness we have all received grace upon grace.

This poem is written in first person 
because it immediately became more convicting
than the less direct 'we' and 'our' approach! 
No side-stepping the 'issue' today! 😅🙏

Some goals to strive toward...

To find fullness of life/love that only self-forgetting yields
To bear the yoke of prayerful hope in harvest-heavy fields
To be humbly encouraged by faith’s cloud of witnesses
To not lose heart; enough to be heirs of God’s promises

To take my cross and follow Him with heart, soul, strength and mind
To fix my eyes on Jesus who is trustworthy and kind
To make my great ambition more than this world can afford
To hold no longing dearer than to gain Heaven’s reward

To recognize ‘the whole duty of man’ and to reply
With unwavering confidence and courage, ‘Here am I’
To value, more than anything the wisdom from God’s Word
To teach, rebuke, correct and train, equip and undergird

To transform heart’s desires as the Lord is my delight
To commit to nothing but what is worthy and upright
To find in every common place, rare jewels for joy’s crown
To fret not, though the wicked prosper, God will cut them down

To stay my mind on He who will keep it in perfect peace
To be still and know He is God who giveth the increase
And though I do not understand His higher thoughts and ways
To be forever thankful He is worthy of all praise

And if I stumble, if I fall, where sight and faith compete
To take the Hand grace offers and to get back on my feet
To count for joy, the trial whereby faith must be refined
To make the love I boast more patient, pure, gentle and kind

To be an honored vessel wherein God has placed His light
To endure hardness as a soldier fitted for the fight
To find fullness of life/love by pouring out my love/life for He
Who poured Love's lifeblood on the cross to save a wretch like me

© Janet Martin

Ps.37
Do not fret because of those who are evil
or be envious of those who do wrong;
2 for like the grass they will soon wither,
like green plants they will soon die away.

3 Trust in the Lord and do good;
dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture.
4 Take delight in the Lord,
and he will give you the desires of your heart.

5 Commit your way to the Lord;
trust in him and he will do this:
6 He will make your righteous reward shine like the dawn,
your vindication like the noonday sun.

7 Be still before the Lord
and wait patiently for him;
do not fret when people succeed in their ways,
when they carry out their wicked schemes.

8 Refrain from anger and turn from wrath;
do not fret—it leads only to evil.
9 For those who are evil will be destroyed,
but those who hope in the Lord will inherit the land.

10 A little while, and the wicked will be no more;
though you look for them, they will not be found.
11 But the meek will inherit the land
and enjoy peace and prosperity.

12 The wicked plot against the righteous
and gnash their teeth at them;
13 but the Lord laughs at the wicked,
for he knows their day is coming.

14 The wicked draw the sword
and bend the bow
to bring down the poor and needy,
to slay those whose ways are upright.
15 But their swords will pierce their own hearts,
and their bows will be broken.

16 Better the little that the righteous have
than the wealth of many wicked;
17 for the power of the wicked will be broken,
but the Lord upholds the righteous.

18 The blameless spend their days under the Lord’s care,
and their inheritance will endure forever.
19 In times of disaster they will not wither;
in days of famine they will enjoy plenty.

20 But the wicked will perish:
Though the Lord’s enemies are like the flowers of the field,
they will be consumed, they will go up in smoke.

21 The wicked borrow and do not repay,
but the righteous give generously;
22 those the Lord blesses will inherit the land,
but those he curses will be destroyed.

23 The Lord makes firm the steps
of the one who delights in him;
24 though he may stumble, he will not fall,
for the Lord upholds him with his hand.

25 I was young and now I am old,
yet I have never seen the righteous forsaken
or their children begging bread.
26 They are always generous and lend freely;
their children will be a blessing.[b]

27 Turn from evil and do good;
then you will dwell in the land forever.
28 For the Lord loves the just
and will not forsake his faithful ones.

Wrongdoers will be completely destroyed[c];
the offspring of the wicked will perish.
29 The righteous will inherit the land
and dwell in it forever.

30 The mouths of the righteous utter wisdom,
and their tongues speak what is just.
31 The law of their God is in their hearts;
their feet do not slip.

32 The wicked lie in wait for the righteous,
intent on putting them to death;
33 but the Lord will not leave them in the power of the wicked
or let them be condemned when brought to trial.

34 Hope in the Lord
and keep his way.
He will exalt you to inherit the land;
when the wicked are destroyed, you will see it.

35 I have seen a wicked and ruthless man
flourishing like a luxuriant native tree,
36 but he soon passed away and was no more;
though I looked for him, he could not be found.

37 Consider the blameless, observe the upright;
a future awaits those who seek peace.[d]
38 But all sinners will be destroyed;
there will be no future[e] for the wicked.

39 The salvation of the righteous comes from the Lord;
he is their stronghold in time of trouble.
40 The Lord helps them and delivers them;
he delivers them from the wicked and saves them,
because they take refuge in him

Tuesday, March 5, 2024

Never Too Young (or old) To Learn

Sweetheart helping/learning to make butter tarts!




I generally am treated to 100% sweetness by this little gal
but 'rumor' has it there's another side that sometimes isn't quite so!😂😅🙏


Sometimes, when 'training up' children, an extra-firm hand is required;
A hand that let's them know that no tantrum will change the expectation for obedience!
It is vital that a child learns as early as able, 
to recognize and respect/obey authority!




Sometimes, we as God's children need that firm Hand too.
How easily we (like children) are prone to ignore 
and disrespect/disobey His Supreme Authority!
We, like little children, can be as sweet as pie (or butter tarts) when all goes well!
But what about those other times, when wills clash?!

Romans 6:16
Do you not know that when you offer yourselves as obedient slaves, 
you are slaves to the one you obey, 
whether you are slaves to sin leading to death, 
or to obedience leading to righteousness?



The quest to please ourselves, it seems, comes very naturally
Rousing a wrestling match between Self and authority
We are not born to want to yield to edicts not our own
The master of our lives revealed by what our deeds make known

The quest to please ourselves is something that is never taught
Human nature is always king over empires of thought
The living proof of love’s touchstone demonstrates without fail
Who resides on the heart’s veiled throne; choice, its own tattle-tale

The quest to please ourselves is not uncommon or bizarre
Until we yield our will to God, love is a tug-of-war
Until we love Him first, we will not find true joy because
The quest to please ourselves is cursed with the worst part of us (sin)

We all have faced the giant in the valley of love tried
We all have been defiant, self-reliant, blind with pride
But, pray, we all have borne the blow that brought us to our knees
And slew the masquerading foe, impossible to please

And pray our quests have been condensed till only One prevails
Treasured with humble confidence/reverence in God who never fails
And pray that when we are beguiled to prize some lesser goal
He reminds us, we are His child; the Saviour of the Soul

© Janet Martin


Eph.3:20-21
Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly 
above all that we ask or think,
 according to the power that works in us, 
 to Him be glory in the church 
by Christ Jesus to all generations,
 forever and ever. 
Amen.

so, here's to that universal classroom of
'never too old to learn' or to forgive, or repent,
and confess our sins and try-try-again!

Below, an inspiring excerpt from the life story of
George Mueller of Bristow...



Monday, January 1, 2024

Like a Constant Gift

Last night it began to snow!
It felt like a gift from God, as if He was saying,
'See? I am covering the dirty, old year with
a fresh, new unsoiled slate!



Heb.13:8
Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever.

Happy 2024!

As the old year ends and the new begins 
may our sole/soul resolve be 
a more complete surrender to 
God's full authority

Sometimes we are guilty of wanting God's way, our way. 
We want Him to yield to our will, not we to His!




The past is irreversible, its seasons set in stone
The future is invincible when faced through Christ alone
The present, like a constant gift of opportunity
Furnishes where all life is lived; in Now’s benignity

Anxiety for what might be is certain to destroy
Faith’s confident humility that leads to peace and joy
What has been none can modify, but what is and will be
Is like a constant gift, thereby/whereby God proves His fealty

Goodness and mercy’s rich supply sustains surrendered hearts
No greater gain can satisfy than that which grace imparts
Thus, as God lays the old to rest, as New is ushered in
Once more hope hoists its humble quest to give/live our best for Him

Sometimes the state our Saviour saved us from, slips our minds
How arrogant, we then become, when mortal motive blinds
Us to the Light that spans the rift and keeps faith undeterred
Each promise like a constant gift to all who trust His word

© Janet Martin

Malachi 4:2
But to you who fear My name
The Sun of Righteousness shall arise
With healing in His wings;