Showing posts with label grief. Show all posts
Showing posts with label grief. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 3, 2023

Love's Purest Harvest

Teach us to number our days,
that we may gain a heart of wisdom.
Psalm 90:12


Thank-you, God, for the toil of rakes,
of pruning shears and petal-tears
and garden tours where farewell aches
with every tug and turn. As years
accumulate with searing ease;
sheaf upon sheaf
of memories


Thank you, God, for beggarly bliss
where happiness and hunger meld
where no morrow can cool the kiss
that weeps with joy at having held
and borne the sting of thorns to smell
the rose before
its petals fell


Thank-you, God, for the tender task
of tending graves; no cruel grief
is this; to linger thus, to bask
in the fullness of fallen leaf
and listen to the eulogy
that weans the whisper
from the tree


Thank-you God, for each little slice
of Heaven on earth’s dust-to-dust
season-altars of sacrifice
-es kindling utter wonder-lust
And humbler gratitude, to crown
Love’s tender teardrops
slipping down

© Janet Martin

A few more 'slices' 
of Heaven on earth’s dust-to-dust...













Monday, April 10, 2023

A Hope-Hug



Heb.11:6
And without faith it is impossible to please God,
because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists
and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him.

Earlier this week a commentator for The Masters remarked how
there are far more games being played than the one we see on the greens;
the games of the mind!
We can all relate to that comment, can't we?!
But above all that fuels the duels of the mind
there is faith, hope and love. (1 Cor.13:13)
These are no game!
These equip us for what waits after life's/faith's grueling duels are done!
Images like the ones below can't help but rouse a sort of reflection
and stir a sacred anticipation for That Day
when by the grace of God for His eternal glory, believers, faithful and true
 celebrate the Victory of all Victories!
When it will be our arms lifted in unceasing praise to the One who made triumph possible!




Dear Christian, are you discouraged, weary beyond words, with love's cares and prayers?
Press on. A Heavenly hug awaits!



Hope heals many a hurt
Hope drives us from despair
Hope endorses the holy work
Of meek and patient prayer
And does not make ashamed
All who through faith, trust Him
Who once upon a cross proclaimed
Hope that no woe/foe can dim

Though oft we groan with grief
Where hell’s painted façade
Promotes the plague of unbelief
And fearlessness of God
Still, mercy is renewed
Each morn, His truth remains
Where faith keeps hopelessness subdued
Through grace His love sustains

Whoever will may come
Trust in God and repent
Before the certain, sacred sum
Of numbered days is spent
Before it is too late
To prepare to meet God
Because Last Breath has sealed the gate
With judgment’s solemn rod

Without His gift of grace
Without redemption’s stream
How can we bear to think to face
He who died to redeem
And break the curse of sin
To save the deathless soul
To anchor hope beneath the skin
Of faith that makes us whole

© Janet Martin

 In Need 



Guide me in your truth and teach me,
for you are God my Savior,
and my hope is in you all day long.

Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! 
In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living hope
 through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead.

May your unfailing love be with us, Lord,
even as we put our hope in you.

But if we choose to reject and disregard Him,
what then?!!
If we choose through unrepentance, God's wrath?!!

A somber reflection from a devotion by Charles Spurgeon 





Monday, October 3, 2022

Ode to Grief...










You hide in jolly hollyhocks
In eyes alight with dreams
In leisurely barefoot, beach walks
In rainbow zinnia streams

In little lass with little curl
In outdoor time for tea
To celebrate a little girl
Who just turned half-past three

In ‘my, how fast sweet baby grows’
In pangs pure love imparts
In vignettes made of mementos
To carry in our hearts

In treetop tress, first green, then red
Orange, russet, gold, then doffed
In brittle crunch beneath our tread
Where leaf-lilt echoes waft

In fading valor of the sun
In autumn-morning mist
In days, that trick us summer-spun
With nights silver-frost-kissed

In swells of history disguised
In gleaming rise of day
The essence of the Thing we prized
Snatched to dusk’s foaming fray

In what has almost disappeared
As if it never was
A Very Vexing Vaunt veneered
With breath-taking Because

Because of love, because of joy
At every turn you lurk
I sense you in the carefree boy
In poise of play and work

In gardens, grand with grin and groan
Of seed's bounteous wealth
In hands, weathered, worked to the bone 
In thankfulness for health

In pansies, ever-pleasant charm
In hope and happiness
In sweeps that ripple, rife and warm
With life and loveliness

In arms that never quite grow cold
Though Child slips from Her knee
To chase the winds of growing old
On wings of vanity

You hide in touch cut to the quick
An artisan of scars
You always hover in the thick
Of laughter’s falling stars

Ah, grief, the price of love, ah love
So worth grief's cruel test
For only love can be enough
To satisfy the rest

© Janet Martin



Sunday, December 19, 2021

Perfect Grief and Joy

This world is full of the sorrow of
Christmases without loved ones...
My son-in-law and his family are mourning the
sudden loss Grandmother/mother
My prayer is that the love and comfort of God
will be their strength and peace in the days ahead.
(will you pray too?)
and for my son-in-law as he travels home for four days to be with his family? 

I'm running a bit behind on my Luke reading's reflections
Such a treasure trove of Scriptural wealth
makes it difficult to choose just one or two gems to share...

this post is inspired in part by Luke 17
(click link then click Sunday Service Dec.19)
and in part by this week's advent theme of love

We sang this breathtaking song this morning
(a new one for me!)


“Suppose one of you has a servant plowing or looking after the sheep. 
Will he say to the servant when he comes in from the field, 
‘Come along now and sit down to eat’? 
8 Won’t he rather say, ‘Prepare my supper, get yourself ready 
and wait on me while I eat and drink; after that you may eat and drink’?
 9 Will he thank the servant because he did what he was told to do? 
10 So you also, when you have done everything you were told to do, should say,
 ‘We are unworthy servants; we have only done our duty.’”
Luke 17:7-10

 

Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God.
 Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God. 
8 Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love. 
9 This is how God showed his love among us: 
He sent his one and only Son into the world that we might live through him. 
10 This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us 
and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins. 
11 Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another. 
12 No one has ever seen God; but if we love one another, 
God lives in us and his love is made complete in us.
1 John 4:7-12

Unto earth’s span of toil and test
Where trouble takes its toll
God gave to man His utter best
The Saviour of the soul

Soon vanishes away
God’s gift of salvation and grace
Succeeds faith’s cup of clay

Imagine if time’s trifling toast
Was all that we could win
But love robbed the grave of its boast
And broke the curse of sin

The love of God did not withhold
His Son from suffering
But saw the joy that would unfold
As Death loses its sting

Life’s bitter brunt of grief and loss
Is but triumph’s prelude
Servanthood’s blood and tearstained cross
Unworthy gratitude

To He who came, by Heaven sent
The Prince of Peace whose government
Will increase without end

Did not refuse the call
Humility and love unflawed
Obeyed. Death, once for all

From heaven’s throne the Savior stepped
Bethlehem’s Baby Boy
While surely heaven’s angels wept
With perfect grief and joy

© Janet Martin


Monday, March 29, 2021

Divine Design (updated)

.(here is the update mentioned this morning)

Last night my nephew's 19 mo. old son went missing
on their farm.
His body was recovered today in a manure pump.
Please pray for strength and comfort
for my brother Stuart and their family and
esp. for my nephew and his wife, Charles and Andrea!

I will say of the LORD, 
“He is my refuge and my fortress;
My God, in Him I will trust.”
Psalm 91:2

The LORD is my rock, my fortress, and my deliverer. 
My God is my rock, in whom I take refuge, my shield,
 and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.

But the LORD has been my stronghold,
and my God is my rock of refuge.






No matter what designs the must of trials we pass through
In Thee oh, Lord we place our trust; our refuge is in You
With gaping wounds of heart and soul, beneath the blows of loss
We plead for faith to make us whole by looking at the cross
For when life’s cup of joy is marred by sorrow’s agony
You reach with Hands redemption-scarred; our refuge is in Thee

The places that once brimmed with love and laughter’s harmony
Are full of tears, our visage dimmed with groaning sympathy
To Thee oh, Lord we pour our prayer; when understanding fails
Help us to place our burden where Your faithfulness prevails
To lean upon your promises for they are kind and true
No matter what designs the test, our refuge is in You

© Janet Martin

 


Friday, February 12, 2021

Betrayal; The Chief of Grief

This week-end many will celebrate love on Valentine's Day.
I am so thankful for all the faithful love in my life
but this year I feel an unutterable sorrow for so much brokenness!💔

And while the word Betrayal renews reverence for the word Faithful 
it also leaves us grief-stricken with a sometimes-feels-helpless heartache, 
to witness the ruins of shattered lives!

Is there any hurt more bitter and brutal than betrayal; When trust is broken?! 
When spouses, friends, preachers, teachers, apologists, priests 
betray those who trusted their love, 
their counsel, their ‘wisdom’, their vows, their office. 

One of Jesus’ twelve disciples betrayed Him, (with a kiss!
Surely there is a sorrow more bitter than death! 
That of betrayal! 


When trust is shattered, love besot, 
When what we thought was so, is not 
When lie and liar are unveiled 
When it seems, alas, love has failed 
God, who, still trustworthy and true 
Abides, resides, provides; He knows 
The pain of thorns that pierced the Rose 
He wept, while his beloved slept 
Betrayed by a friend’s kiss, no less
He reaches down with hands nail-scarred
He understands; his brow thorn-marred
Who plumbed the depths of pain and grief 
In suffering, ah, He is Chief 
So then, whatever bitter lot 
We can trust Him, no matter what 

© Janet Martin 


Heb.4:13
Nothing in all creation is hidden from God's sight. 
Everything is uncovered and laid bare before the eyes 
of him to whom we must give account.

So we pray and pray for the broken, the betrayed, 
and the betrayer, just as Jesus, Son of God though He was, did. 

Heb.5:7-9
During the days of Jesus’ life on earth, he offered up prayers and petitions 
with fervent cries and tears to the one who could save him from death, 
and he was heard because of his reverent submission.
 8Son though he was, he learned obedience from what he suffered
 9and, once made perfect, he became the source of eternal salvation 
for all who obey him...