Showing posts with label awareness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label awareness. Show all posts

Tuesday, September 8, 2026

Moment By Moment

This morning our hearts are full of thoughts and prayers
 for every student, parent/grandparent,
 teacher, bus driver etc...as a new school year begins!
(For me, long gone are the days
Which in the moment felt forever-ish)
when mother/me would frantically cry,
'Run!! The bus is coming!!'

First day of new school year always makes me a bit teary!
My grandchildren, moment by moment are 
growing up so fast!

Gr.4, Gr. 2. & JK

Photo Credit, their mom


And so,
Moment by pure, new, unflawed moment 
we begin again, wherever in life we are!!! 


In the momentum of moments God instills momentous grace
Every drop of life is virgin from a fount no hand can trace
Taste and see from welkin coffers, pure, unsullied pardons glance
As God, rich in mercy offers moment-by-moment fresh chance

We are not bound to our fumbles or stumbles left in the past
From unplumbed reservoirs tumbles unmarred Moment, mercy-cast
Breath-by-breath bestowed allotment runs from gracious God to man
Holy, holy, every moment that compiles a lifetime’s span

Praise God; beyond man’s intrusion brims a moment-meted spring
Never a lapse, or confusion where Time’s sacred sparkles wing
Through our often, thoughtless bearing, as we drink from Heaven’s cup
Never pausing in our raring quaff even once, to look up

God, forgive our sight-charged blindness; inhale, exhale, moment-grace
Lavished with your loving kindness; always new moments replace
The old, with unblemished measure, soon beneath Reply succumbed
Then Lord, tune us to Time’s treasure tumbling from fathoms unplumbed

Some day the relay of moments will leave nothing in its wake
Save Reply’s scattered mementos to God’s sacred give and take
Save the part, for aye unaltered, for which we will give account
For moments that never faltered from Goodness and Mercy’s Fount

Pray, while we still may we live a life of humble gratitude
And do not neglect to give God praise for grace, moment-renewed
Drop-by-drop draught of pure wonder, breath-by-breath beholden laud
For the holy, rolling thunder of moment-by-moment, God

Janet Martin

Ps.90:12
Teach us to number our days/moments,
that we may gain a heart of wisdom.



Monday, August 24, 2026

To Feel The Brunt of August's Kiss...

 How does one choose a few from a thousand frames filled with August fondness...



This sudden cloudy, cool spurt does something to the summer soul... 🍂🍂🍂







Besides August inspiration, today's poem is also a piece of my heart
as I watch our grandchildren, our neighbour's children,
 children that were once 'my childcare-children' etc....
 FLYING through sweet, fleet childhood!

Always a sense of letting go
Begins to tug, as August wanes
And pours a mellow, yellow glow
Through twilight’s leaf-and-petal-panes
While cricket-choirs serenade
The summer soul with stilted tune
And vistas gleam with earth’s aubade
Of misty morn, and hazy noon

…where wave on wave, we brave the slope
Held by the hands of August’s clock
That swirls hues in a kaleidoscope
Of zinnia, cosmos, hollyhock
Of larkspur, dahlia, hibiscus,
Of hills ablaze with goldenrod
While a strange sense of loss sweeps us
Though harvest heaps our hearts with laud

…as field and garden overflows
With Faith’s seed-rendered aftermath
And bare feet play arpeggios
Along the trampled garden-path
And heartstrings snag where beauty bares
Its soul but cannot drain its fount
And nothing in the world compares
With uncurbed blessings beyond count

…of menu-choices freshly-shucked
Or gathered in baskets and bowls
As day-by-day August is tucked
Beneath a blanket without holes
Thus, we cannot afford to waste
The essence of ‘remember when’
The timbre of have-and-hold’s haste
A cosmic crux/flux of Now to Then

Always a sense of ‘bittersweet’
Rushes the raw edge of delight
As earth and hints of Heaven meet
In touch and taste, sound, smell and sight
And script of ink, though it may fill
Fond phantom frames with picture-bliss
Cannot quite capture standing still
To feel the brunt of August’s kiss

To feel the brunt of August’s kiss
Is not for the faint of desire
The holy awareness of This
Can set the course of Yet on fire
With awe, where past and future meet
For one split-second, ere they part
 To Bygone's aeon, bittersweet
Like August's kiss etched in the heart

Benediction...

Dear Lord, make me kindly content
Where Augusts flicker as they fly
Through worlds of childhoods 
swiftly spent
To disappear 
in 
years 
gone by
And help me 
recognize anew
Momentous treasure running rife
In moment-measure pouring through
The hourglass of love and life  

Janet Martin








Happy 32nd Birthday, Melissa!


Dear Lord, make me kindly content
Where Augusts flicker as they fly...






Tuesday, July 7, 2026

Moment-Heirs

 

Thank you God, you give us each day, 
not dumped in one lump sum, but released in moments...

Moments, so that midst life's musts 
we can take a moment or three to pause...

to peer through petal-panes...



to sip a cuppa beauty-bliss





to 'book' a flight (and vacation vicariously)



Before it slips away; today
Leaving no telling trace behind
Of footprints in the hardened clay
Of scenes of yesterday, be kind 

How subtle is the sum/thrum of life
Borne on unbridled tides of air
Like coursing rivers, running rife
With ways to spend life’s moment-fare

How soft today's moments arrange
Memento-molds, invaluable
How swift morrow’s moments estrange
Us from moments, still malleable

…let’s pray, before it is too late
To reach for what none can erase
That God would help us sense the weight
Of moments as they fall in place

The scenes of yesterday are set
Its disbursement of moments through
Once more God grants today's fresh Yet
To heirs of moments, wet with dew

Janet Martin

Ps.103:15-17
As for man, his days are like grass;
As a flower of the field, so he flourishes.
 For the wind passes over it, and it is [b]gone,
And its place remembers it no more.
 But the mercy of the Lord is from everlasting to everlasting
On those who fear Him,






Friday, June 19, 2026

Masterpiece of Memories

Time's moment-ous Tempo 
is composing a Masterpiece;
the piece we call Memories, 
The Piece returned to the Master when 
our gift called life is through.
This Piece is precious because


Each day's  'Memories' are piece of a priceless Masterpiece...

This poem 'happened' in part as I stood on my tippy-toes the other night
to hug 'my little boys', from bygone days;
 the older brothers just turned 20 & 17!
And 'little' brother is graduating from Grade 8!! 







Time composes a kind of hymn
With moments, as they glance and glim
Like notes in an arpeggio
Of highest high and lowest low
And as life's lyrics lilt and weep
As season-measures soar and sweep 
They draw from intangible keys
A Masterpiece called Memories

Time gathers in its rushing streams
The ebb and flowing throb of dreams
Where hope's immortal blossom spars
With petal-snow and falling stars
To spark a sentimental show
Of holding close and letting go
A ballad of spent harmonies;
This Masterpiece of Memories

Behold the beauty of today
Hark! where nuances wait to play
Ah, feel the reel as rhythms roll 
From touch and taste to heart and soul
A holy toll that tunes a hymn
As laughter and tears glance and glim
As burden and blessing increase
Mortal's Memory-Masterpiece

Life is a gift; each melody
Part of a Greater Harmony
Of precision and dissonance
Of decision and recompense
Of petals settled where they fall
Of 'nothing new' Original
And ungraspable as a breeze
Life's Masterpiece of Memories

Before today melts in the breach
Of moments slipping beyond reach
Before its melodies are set
In Bygone's changeless pirouette 
Let's do our kind and humble part
To make Today a Work of Art
Before God wills Time's Tempo stilled
Of life's memories, Master-willed

Janet Martin

Ps.92:12
So teach us to number our days,
That we may gain a heart of wisdom.

Monday, June 1, 2026

A Birthday Poem for The More 'Seasoned' Stage of Surprises!

Happy 62nd Birthday, Jim 
God bless you, guide you and protect you 
as you roll and chug/plug down and up life's highway!
(literally and metaphorically)


 My dear, the years keep hasting by
Where once upon green youth
We thought we had a lot of time
To learn life's changeless truth

And once upon far younger Thought
We dared Time's sleight of hand
By thinking somehow it would not
Heed Father Time's command 

And in spite of what 'Old Folk' said
About how years unfold
With gathered speed, we tossed our heads
And winked, youth-and dream-bold 

But now, with much more 'seasoned' stance
And sass and strut subdued 
We take each new day that God grants
With humbler gratitude

...where, as spent sun-up and sun-down 
Weathers youth's girl or boy
Pray we find in time's wizened crown
Sweet surprises of joy

Trading the fast-fading façade
Of face and form, my dear
For truer, purer love/awe for God
With every passing year

Counting, not loss, but gain, dear friend
And blessings beyond score
So that we cannot find the end
Of things we're thankful for 

Love always, from your wife
Janet Martin 

A blast from the past!!




Yesterday's Sunday morning message passage
is the perfect prayer for today and every day of the year!

Phil.1:9-11
And this is my prayer: that your love may abound more and more
 in knowledge and depth of insight, so that you may be able to discern what is best 
and may be pure and blameless for the day of Christ, 
filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ—
to the glory and praise of God.

Thursday, May 7, 2026

Summary of Todays





Deut.31:18
And the LORD,
He is the One who goes before you.
He will be with you,
He will not leave you nor forsake you;
do not fear nor be dismayed.”

***
How could we bear life's constant care
Without faith's comfort true
Because God keeps His promises
And cares for me and you

***
Not in what lies Behind
or Before us,
but Between these two;
Today, always and only,
as long as we live!

***
Futile to weep at yester's grave
Or borrow morrow's strife
Today is always all we have
To make the most of life

Today?
Food prep... among others tasks!
(so I'm not food prepping when I could be gardening)
Today's temp; a brisk 7C, feels like 4!
Perfect cook and bake weather while sipping tea!
Today's brew a first for me; lovage tea!
As with all fresh herbs...consume regularly/happily
but not in CRAZY amounts! 


I enjoyed it with a bread stick and a piece of cheese for a five-star lunch!


Food prep comforteth my garden soul!


Gardeners are needing to be patient while spring
takes its time to warm up!
So, in the meantime we will warm up with
last year's garden-fare...



...spruced up with fresh chives, oregano and lovage! 


And, believe or not, I have gathered this year's first harvest; lovage!
(while its still tender and not yet quite as potent/bitter as more mature leaves)
Soon it will grow VERY tall, with whimsical yellow flowers!
I'm happy to share if you would like to sample some! 
Drop by!




All the best to whatever is filling your today!

Behind, the joys and griefs we've borne
Past's world to which none can return
A track-record of highs and lows
No prayer or rue can interpose
To resurrect the rose it lent
 Of laughter's bloom, of gloom's lament
Of growing older day by day
Learning to shoulder gold and gray
Where none is spared the sacred thrall
Where seeds of spring bear fruits of fall 

Before, the gaping, great Unknown
A void through which no dove has flown
To return with a sprig of green
To grant a glimpse of Worlds Unseen
No rooms reserved to guarantee
The tenure of our tenancy 
No docket to detail what waits
Where morning flings afar/ajar its gates
Yet hope is trustworthy and true; 
What God has promised He will do

Between what lies behind-before
Lifetimes unfold; as moments pour
Through steadfast mercies that bestow
The holy ground of Here and Now;
A joy and sorrow-sanctioned lease
Of health and sickness, war and peace
Of daily opportunity
To bow the head and bend the knee
To thank God who has promised to
Be with us in all we pass through

No matter what was or will be
Time and change will roll like a sea
That bears upon its ebb and flow
All that we hold but to let go
No matter what succumbs to change
God is forevermore, the Same
He holds the cup that pours the vim
That ushers all life back to Him
Where every Here and Now becomes
Life's collection of Today-sums

Janet Martin

Death is the destiny of everyone;
the living should take this to heart.

Dessert anyone?
Strawberry-rhubarb Crisp
or Apple-Cranberry Crisp!






Tuesday, April 28, 2026

On Growing (our) 'Old'


“Show me, O LORD, my end and the measure of my days. 
Let me know how fleeting my life is. 
You, indeed, have made my days as handbreadths, 
and my lifetime as nothing before You. 
Truly each man at his best exists as but a breath.
 Selah

I remember as a child, telling my mom I want to be a nice grandma, 
like my grandma, when I'm old and she told me
 that to be a nice old person begins, 
not when we're old, but when we're young!
So, however young or old we are, let's begin today 
to make tomorrow's older version of ourselves
 a bit more patient, humble, caring and kind.

Last night I visited my aunt (Naomi) in the hospital,
not because I'm so kindly faithful at visiting my aunts!!
 but because she happened to be in the room beside my sister-in-law's room.
I blinked and blinked as I gazed at my aunt, 
feeling like I was looking at the face of dear grandma from years ago!
My aunt is a beautiful 'old' person just like her mother/my grandma was 💝🙏

Whatever we are doing, who/wherever we are today
we are 'growing' who we will become when we are old-er!

Let's 'bloom' like a beautiful flower; like my mom's amaryllis! 




Who we turn into when we’re old begins when we are young
The golden years of childhood mold the makings of the man
Like learning the rules of respect, and how to hold the tongue
What habits we should not neglect and doing what we can
To make this world a kinder place with gentler word and deed
To treat one another with grace rather than spite and greed

To be who we imagine when/if we reach ripe eighty-three
Begins long, long before the benediction of fleet/sweet youth
Better to begin now to hone the way we hope to be
Before we look back and bemoan the telling toll of Truth
Tis no small thing to train a child to live/love the way they should
To tame tempers that else run wild, and never lead to good

To be a wise old woman-man is not by accident
We ought to prize, the best we can each opportunity
To mine for wisdom in life’s sacred lease of moments spent
Rather than wasting acres with wild-oat futility
Because Time seems to quicken haste with every passing year
Thus, no one can afford to waste the wealth of Now and Here

Who we want to be when we’re old begins anew, today
To treasure like nuggets of gold, life’s moments as they spill
From choices into consequence we cannot wish away
As they augment investments Time is eager to fulfill
Sooner than we suppose we feel and see and bear the truth
Of what once seemed strange and surreal, turned into living proof

This life is full of schemes, it seems, to teach us how to pray
 And give to God our hopes and dreams, while weathering the art
Of ever growing older with each precious, passing day
While turning wrinkles bolder, while nothing new tries the heart
While often we forget while we are busy being young
The things we do habitually, shape who we will become 

Janet Martin 

 

Tuesday, April 21, 2026

Balancing Life's Ledger


"The man who would truly know God must give time to Him."
- A.W. Tozer


Rest is not idleness, and to lie sometimes on the grass 
under trees on a summer's day,
listening to the murmur of the water,
or watching the clouds float across the sky,
is by no means a waste of time.”
― John Lubbock, The Use Of Life


Right now 'us daughters' are helping mom sort through Things,
as they prepare to downsize in the next year.
Recently mom showed me an old ledger 
where every dollar spent was recorded and accounted for.
I couldn't help but wonder what another Ledger looks like
that God will open and show me every moment spent,
recorded and accounted/accountable for!

Oh! God help me be mindful of
the gravity and goodness in the Gift of a new day!
Forgive my fumbles and failures and let 
your sufficient grace be my hope and delight,
(for) with you there is forgiveness, 
 so that we can, with reverence, serve you. Ps.130:4

Ps.51:10-12 KJV
Create in me a clean heart, O God; 
and renew a right spirit within me.
 Cast me not away from thy presence;
 and take not thy holy spirit from me.
 Restore unto me the joy of thy salvation; 
and uphold me with thy free spirit.


Lord, I don't want to emulate
The pace that seems to dominate
The human race with breathless chase
That falls prey to dusk's dust and dew
But still, while morn-to-evening tolls
I want to strive to lovely goals
And recognize the holy prize
That gleams where morning hails anew

I want to work with willing hands
Not shirking what duty demands
Yet not dictate so strict a gait
I cannot pause to stand and stare
Aware of Whose Evidence brims
In awesome, unparalleled hymns
In every hue-commanding view 
That every new season lays bare    

How sorry, never to afford
An hour to spend with You, Lord
In Your Good Book or by a brook
Or on a hill, where zephyrs loll 
Else, in my trek from dawn till dark
Prosperity misses its mark
As I pay heed, with frugal creed 
To the body, but not the soul 

I want to take stock of the clock
That gives and takes with tick by tock
Aware of He who holds Time's key
Before eternity; to ken
With open eyes and arms and heart
The beauty of each day's fresh start
To weigh, then choose, then kindly use
This gift the Lord has made. Amen

Janet Martin





Ps.118: 19-21, 24-29
Open to me the gates of righteousness;
I will go through them,
And I will praise the Lord.
 This is the gate of the Lord,
Through which the righteous shall enter.

 I will praise You,
For You have answered me,
And have become my salvation.

This is the day the Lord has made;
We will rejoice and be glad in it.

Save now, I pray, O Lord;
O Lord, I pray, send now prosperity.
 Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord!
We have blessed you from the house of the Lord.
 God is the Lord,
And He has given us light;
Bind the sacrifice with cords to the horns of the altar.
 You are my God, and I will praise You;
You are my God, I will exalt You.

 Oh, give thanks to the Lord, for He is good!
For His mercy endures forever.