Showing posts with label letting go. Show all posts
Showing posts with label letting go. Show all posts

Thursday, September 9, 2021

Art-Throb


The closing of another chapter in my child-care 'book'...
as tomorrow Little Girl becomes School-girl!
 
"You're so big and I'm so little" She said as she looked at the pictures
And I said 'yes'💕
(why do I feel so small and how has she gotten so big?!)




I wish that I could paint for you
A very lovely work of art
A keep-sake I would give to you
To show the colours of my heart

To paint the perfect shade of joy
And spill with artistic finesse
The preciousness of girl and boy
That fills my heart with happiness

For little tot can teach a lot
To we, weathered by Father Time
And if I could, I’d paint, not jot
The spot that overflows with rhyme

…where poem then, mingled with prayer
My aching art-throb must appease
And ink must etch in frames of air
A Masterpiece of Memories

…for like the bubbles that we blew
An era pops and disappears
Leaving behind for me and you
A gallery of rainbowed spheres

…where laughter lilts and echoes bob
Like butterflies and petal-falls
As pictures waft from love’s art-throb
To hang forever on heart-walls

© Janet Martin

Last week these two left just a few days before becoming proud 
new big sister and brother to a new baby sister!
This 'job' tugs my heart every which way but loose💗💖

(I tried a few times and EVERY time
just as I clicked he looked down😀😘)


...and last but not least Grand-sonny starts school today!
When my daughter sent me the pictures
I told her I don't know whether to laugh or cry💖💖💖


Saturday, September 4, 2021

September Skin...

Happy September Saturday!
SO much is happening to remind us
of the preciousness of Time...
Let's cherish moments with our loved ones because
we never know what a day holds!





Each morning is set free from a fresh flask of moment-dust
Then seize its opportunity and raise thy glass to Trust




The colours of the countryside have lost their lustrous sheen
The timbre of time’s telling tide shucks cornfields of lush green
Deception’s furtive favours, for a small while may appease
The heart with summer-flavours steeped in ling’ring fantasies
But cannot keep at bay for long the truth that will be told
Where September tolls welkin gong and turns the pear tree gold

…and tips yon cruet, spilling bluest awning overhead
Where sweet time as we knew it runs a sentimental thread
Through you and I as we grapple with subtle season-shifts
While comforted by apple-orchard orb’s enticing gifts
As we count down last days of summer with awed gratitude
For who can tally the vast ways of God’s goodness renewed 

Each morning is set free from a fresh flask of moment-dust
Then seize its opportunity and raise thy glass to Trust
For everyone can ill afford to pine for yester-years
But taste time’s vintage being poured, before it disappears
We have an obligation, nay, a privilege to give
To God pure adoration for each single day we live

September stokes in us an ache for Season almost spent
Where we are beholden to make the most of Mercy’s ‘lent’
And learn to love the colours that are slowly seeping in
For glove of youth and valour will soon don September skin
Where the fool mourns what once was, but the wise remain content
Time is too precious to fritter in bittersweet lament

© Janet Martin

Eccles.3:1
To everything there is a season, 
A time for every purpose under heaven:

It is also still very much canning season;
Off to make some salsa!


(I got up at 6:00 to start the canning 
but then the sun was rising 
and then a poem begged!)
And such is always the poet's quandary/dilemma
...to heed domestic duties or to poem-a 😏😊






Wednesday, September 1, 2021

Cinderella Story


Today I wear the ache only
inevitable change can evoke...

Happy September!

Like a teapot
tipped and drained of

its last drop of tea...
Wondering what the tea-flavour is?
It's fresh-picked mint, lavender and anise!
Inspired in large part by the cooks on this YouTube channel;

Each day unraveled
Like a petal
Rainbow run awry
Like a water-color
painting
Like a
Butterfly
Like a tea-pot
Tipped and
drained of
Its last
drop of tea
Like a page
Used and
perused
To taste its
poetry
Like a carriage
Grand and gleaming
Going to
the ball
Like modern-day
Cinderellas
Glass slippers
And all
Like a garden
Celebration
Pick and dig
and delve
August turned into
a pumpkin
When the
clock struck
Twelve

© Janet Martin


Trying to capture August in perfect poem
is a bit like trying to get a picture of a butterfly in perfect form;
You better be quick because it won't stay still for long
before it flits away...

The butterfly bush is a-flutter with colourful wings these days!




Monday, July 26, 2021

Of Dwindling Kindling

 

Because winter fireplaces/woodstoves take a lot of kindling 
we are already on the look-out at the end of people's driveways 
where camp-fire wood is for sale.


Reminds me of a different kind of kindling, 
always dwindling far too fast...


This hour where the flower bluffs
On beauty’s candlestick


Cannot escape the hand that snuffs
Its flicker from the wick



Now frets upon heart’s deep desire
A fond, intoning knell
Where joys that kindled friendship’s fire
Have dwindled to farewell

The dying embers on a hearth
Where round we gathered, oft
Wakens in us the dusk of mirth
In footsteps, keen yet soft

…where pain bends pleasure’s maiden form
In pangs of sweet refrain
To take the tender heart by storm
With ‘till we meet again’

…until in some morrow’s delight
While wounds of parting heal
We’ll tend the echoes that ignite
What farewell cannot steal

P-s-s-s-t! ash to ash and dust to dust
The quickened pulse will fell
Death veils frail trails of wanderlust
With whispers of farewell

This hour where the flower bluffs
On beauty’s candlestick
Cannot escape the hand that snuffs
Its flicker from the wick

Then cherish well heart's deep desire
Beneath high-noon's blue bell
Where joys that kindle friendship's fire
Are dwindling to farewell

© Janet Martin



Friday, April 30, 2021

Good-bye Is a Gateway...

 PAD Challenge day 30:For today's prompt, write a goodbye poem.


Adios Amigo






We pave the path to aftermath with joy and sorrow’s tears
How fleeting is the filigree that weaves whispers to years
Where hello always turns to farewell far too soon it seems
And we are always learning how to readjust our dreams

I love the way life dishes out surprise; I hate it too
The color of goodbye flows in a thousand shades of blue
Where nothing new under the sun still stuns us all the same
And time will always be a rebel that no one can tame

Darling, let’s take the long, slow way to farewell’s parting kiss
I know we both knew from the start that it would end like this
But we are poets; life runs wild with opportunity
Thus good-bye is a gateway to tomorrow’s odyssey

© Janet Martin

 

 

Friday, April 23, 2021

Date With Daybreak...

PAD Challenge 23: For today's prompt, write an appointment poem.




Ah, let me look at you longer
You always hurry by
As if you had appointments too
Up in the big blue sky

Ah, let me linger in your blush
Of young and fresh appeal
…yet, as I plea I sense the tug
Of duty’s tireless zeal

Ah, let me lean over the brink
Of where no one has been
To touch the hemline of your robe
Shimmering, silver-green

Ah, from my perch upon my porch
Let me learn, sweet and slow
Beneath the sunshine of your smile
The art of letting go

© Janet Martin

Saturday, January 2, 2021

On Invisible Detonations

 


It's only for a few months, he reminds me 
sensing the brave face I was putting up
as I watched him pack to move out for a few months...

Arms never could hold heart-pieces in place 
Bravado buckles in spite of intent 
It is impossible to embrace 
All that we longed for after it is spent 

Love never did promise Easy Street 
Though sometimes I kinda wish that it would 
They say the bitter makes better the sweet 
Later came sooner than I thought it could 

You want a hug? He asks bashfully 
I try to keep a brave smile on my face 
But oh, my old heart gets the best of me 
Arms never could hold heart-pieces in place 

© Janet Martin 



 


Thursday, December 31, 2020

Aha Moment-um


“We see now how it doesn’t take long to get old” 
Commented Jim as we chatted this morning
 and marveled at the hastier haste of each year. 

From smooth youth to wrinkles
from 'na' to 'aha'
in the ever-present now
time keeps its vow

(this weekend our son is planning on moving out for a few months
so I dug up this song)

flashback...



I might not miss Matt's mega-laundry heaps that much but
I will miss cooking for him. 
Jim is gone most weeks and I was always glad for
Matt's working-man appetite to give me an excuse to cook
heartier suppers than we women generally choose.


We see now what those before us, tried to tell us those years before 
We understood how swift the surge of moments washes Decade’s shore 
Where we become more tuned to tides that flow so fluidly through us 
While marveling at how each year seems quicker than the previous 

And now we see how easily we get to where our parents were 
When they tried to impact on us the brevity of here-to-there 
While we were busy being much the way that young people still are 
So sure, that time is on their side and getting old is far, so far 

Aha, aha, we say as we see time its timeless truths unfold 
Where we cannot divert the flux bent on turning young people old 
But bear in mind that to be kind is always age-appropriate 
And we are not at the mercy of time but of He who authors it

We see now how we ought to make the most of each and every age 
Where, no matter how old we are change always strives for center stage 
Thus, keeping us astonished by Time’s polished howdy-do and bow 
As it keeps on delivering the aha, of what we see now 

© Janet Martin 

sometimes it feels as if Jim and I turned old-er like this...
He sends me pictures...







as well as he often calls while rolling down the highway.
He is a much better conversationalist than I, so thanks to him
we communicate a lot in spite of miles between!


Happy New Year!!

Let's not look back too long
Or look ahead too far
For we might miss The Very This
Of right here, where we are!

Jim Reeves
 

Numbers 6:24-26

“The Lord bless you
and keep you;
 the Lord make his face shine on you
and be gracious to you;
 the Lord turn his face toward you
and give you peace.”’



Tuesday, December 29, 2020

So Soon Strewn Behind

 

This poem 'happened' as I was thinking about my brother-in-law and his wife 
about to hand over the home-farm to their son and wife 
who are excited to become parents soon,
 My brother-in-law will leave the place he has called home all his life,
because he took over the family-farm from his mom (not so very long ago, it seems)
Needless to say, this is a Bittersweet time.


The above photo was taken five years ago at Christmas
as we drove in the laneway,
 knowing doors would be flung open to warmth from the woodstove pouring through,
tables laden with lovingly-prepared favourites, 
and to laughter, so much laughter💗
We had intended to have a final, farewell dinner here this year 
but that didn't happen due to Covid-restrictions.


This wheel-and-deal of daily grind 
This ever forward-flight 
Grants only what we leave behind 
So, hold, but not too tight 

This here-and-now that steals our breath 
With oceanic wave 
Always succumbs to shore-line’s death 
And Bygone’s brimming grave 

The old-farmhouse where once we grew 
And knew love’s finest joys 
Is fondly handed over to 
Tomorrow’s girls and boys 

While we with tear-wreathed fondness gaze 
Across the quickened years 
And wonder at life’s age-old ways 
…how swift time disappears 

For we, in the thick of love’s fight 
Abreast the westward tide 
Often forgot the sacred rite 
That tunes the common stride 

Where moms and dads, not long ago 
Wore winsome threads of youth 
Ah, when did Wisdom’s crown bestow 
The snows of Telling Truth 

How near the yesterday still seems 
When we with star-blind eyes 
Peered through Kaleidoscope of Dreams 
Toward some far-off Prize 

How subtle is the pledge that drives 
Its weightless wedge between 
Hellos always hinged to goodbyes 
What is to what has been 

As we become the meeker ranks 
Of much less understood 
Yet gladder in the humbler thanks 
Of knowing God is good

The measure of a photograph
Though fine and fitly framed
Is always but the aftermath
Of what the Past has claimed

So whether we are young or old
The thing to keep in mind
Is to treasure the moment-gold
That soon is strewn behind

How soft and suave the hours fly
Through living's loving fuss
To fill the framework of a sigh
With memories of Us

© Janet Martin

Psalm 90:12
So teach us to number our days, 
That we may gain a heart of wisdom.

Wednesday, November 18, 2020

Unrelenting Blending, Wending...

 



yesterday's snow-squalls have tucked today beneath a thin white sheet



Unrelenting blending, winding 
Binding what was new to old 
Finding, where dusk drew yon awning 
New day dawning, gray or gold 

Blushing, rushing phantom river 
Coursing through a flue of dreams 
Forcing future to the suture 
Of Bygone’s unyielding seams 

Over, under, woe and wonder 
Easing seasons to thin air 
Teasing reason’s raging hunger 
With un-plundered thoroughfare 

Urging to emerging, surging 
Streams rife with life’s latest Must 
Dreams still pending, wending, mending 
Maybes with rekindled trust 

…where we stand on sands of gloaming 
Washed by foaming Bittersweet 
Crashed by waves that heave then vanish 
Over graves and under feet 

Reaching, teaching, students learning 
Caught in yearning’s undertow 
Not to grip the drip too tightly 
But hold lightly then let go 

Lest midst hug-and-tug-sparked duels 
Fueling fixed aftermath 
You or I miss God’s kiss-jewels 
Strewing Today's Very Path 

© Janet Martin 

Today's To-do list for the household of faith...

2 Cor.16:13-14

 Be on your guard; 
stand firm in the faith; 
be courageous; 
be strong.
 Do everything in love.





Thursday, October 29, 2020

Garden Siesta Song

 




After the garden is plowed...

...it always seems to beg a farewell-ballad





Like a pungent, umber blanket tucked in all along each edge
Autumn’s garden, slumber-readied tugs at Twilight’s loose heart-threads 
Sky-high noon of laughing summer has its sun-spun luster lost 
Now October yields to kisses brusque with dusk and leaf embossed 

Soon a crop of stars will sparkle on the midnight of the sod 
And the plot that popped with colour will be covered up by God 
Granting to the soil sweet respite while fruit-flower founts are sealed 
Interceding for the good of both the grower and the field 

Longing and relief entangle in the furrows, doffed and brown 
Where the silk of echo-spangles wafts aloft like thistledown 
As the murmur of spent summer like a brook, not frozen yet 
With a tempo of mementos plays a tender minuet 

Sleep, dear garden do not worry what the morrow holds for thee 
God has said as long as earth is, seed and harvest-time will be 
Snuggle up and take thy rest now, beneath downy sheets of snow 
While you earned winter’s siesta, I was learning to let go 


© Janet Martin 




Skimming the surface of Echo-spangles...




The bright side of a poor potato patch...lots of play-space!

Wednesday, September 30, 2020

Sweet September's Bon Voyage

 

We went from sun to rain in short order this morning,
in true fall fashion!
farewell, Belle of Autumn's Beginning and Summer's End.

By the time you read this...

...it will be raining



The summer’s gleaming embers dim 
Upon the cooling hearth of earth 
The poet of September’s hymn 
Lures lyrics from the lamp-lit limb 
That tugs hearts twixt pathos and mirth 

The golden rod and aster maze 
Loses youth’s luster, dazed by frost 
While sumac sets the hills ablaze 
And mesmerizes mortal gaze 
With woodlands, orange and crimson-tossed 

The good land yields its dusty grip 
Where we had toiled beneath the sun 
And reveled in the fellowship 
Of seeds to swift fruition's slip 
Like deeds when they are bled and done 

The whisper of green fields of corn 
Becomes a rustling thoroughfare 
Where brittle minstrels fill the morn 
With autumn ambience reborn 
In climaxes beyond compare 

The orchard is a paradise 
For pickers and dreamers alike 
The apple is autumn’s First Prize 
Inducing mouth-watering sighs 
Before the unforbidden bite 

The shawl that sweet September weaves
Is full of holes, gossamer-webbed
Then patched with fall's first falling leaves
That scuttle round the feet of sheaves
Not gathered into harvest yet

September’s sad-sweet happiness 
Cannot keep summer’s door ajar 
But falls prey to the promises 
Of fall’s unbridled loveliness 
To comfort longing’s avatar 

Where Beauty broods and binds the wounds 
Left by sea-song and sun-kissed sand 
And turquoise-tinted afternoons 
That drifted like posy-pontoons 
Toward October’s Promised Land 

Farewell, farewell, September’s spark 
Is snuffed by winds that toss Time’s barge 
Filled with passengers that embark 
Upon oceans of early dark 
Beneath a Hand in perfect charge 

So, we sip hot cider and tea 
And try to keep our chins held high 
Because each season’s summery (oops, summary😉) 
Will always and forever be 
The springboard to wonder’s ‘oh my’ 

Then do not weep, but keep the quick 
Of summers yet to come intact 
Where we must all suffer the kick 
And weather the incumbent prick 
Of less friendly matters of fact 

Because we would not recognize 
Life’s Magnum Opus when it comes 
If we could always clasp The Prize 
Or indulge want’s quixotic sighs 
That breed ingratitude's rude sums 

September, loved like family 
 Disappears in fond-teared release 
Where God with kindly sympathy 
Does not slam summer’s door cruelly 
But grants October’s Masterpiece


© Janet Martin 

We celebrated End of September with Pumpkin Spice green tea!

It is Grand-daughter's first 'tea-taste'; 1/3 tea and 2/3 milk



 
I think she likes it...