Showing posts with label getting older. Show all posts
Showing posts with label getting older. Show all posts

Sunday, August 28, 2022

Dare To Dream But Bear In Mind...


I sat in the garden for a little while this afternoon soaking in the
sights, sounds and smells of fading August...

No longer restless with a dream, but reveling in the bloom!





Dare to dream but bear in mind Dream’s vulnerability
For, it seems life is inclined to vex blind fantasy
Where what we composed in forums with youth still intact
Soon begins to weather foibles and fumbles of fact

Dare to take a leap of faith but be aware of this
Sometimes you will hit the mark! Sometimes you will miss
Sometimes the sweet landing you envision when you jump
Will take you by rude surprise with an uncourtly bump

Dare to hold, hug and embrace but always with this thought
Letting go is juxtaposed with everything we’ve got
Taste today’s sweet laughter; rejoice and be glad because
Everything that is, soon after, becomes what once was

Then the dreamer starts to see what starry eyes once missed
Fantasy will step aside for moments slowly kissed
Where what want composes as youth dons a weathered brow
Becomes about smelling roses blooming here and now

© Janet Martin

 


 

 

Tuesday, August 23, 2022

Signs of the Times (or signs of September)

Turning a blind eye to signs does not alter the truth!

Gen.9:13-17
And God said, “This is the sign of the covenant I am making between me 
and you and every living creature with you, a covenant for all generations to come:  
I have set my rainbow in the clouds, 
and it will be the sign of the covenant between me and the earth.  
Whenever I bring clouds over the earth and the rainbow appears in the clouds, 
I will remember my covenant between me and you and all living creatures of every kind. 
Never again will the waters become a flood to destroy all life.  
Whenever the rainbow appears in the clouds, I will see it 
and remember the everlasting covenant between God 
and all living creatures of every kind on the earth.”
So God said to Noah, “This is the sign of the covenant I have established 
between me and all life on the earth.”


2 Tim.3:1-5
But mark this: There will be terrible times in the last days.  
People will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boastful, proud, abusive, 
disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy,  without love, 
unforgiving, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not lovers of the good,
  treacherous, rash, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God— 
 having a form of godliness but denying its power. 
Have nothing to do with such people.


When we see signs it alerts us to whatever the sign is drawing our attention to!
From streets to businesses to for sale signs to events etc.
From flashy billboards to modest handmade creations!
But one thing is imperative for a 'successful' sign. 
It must be easy to read!


Daybreak's sign is always easy to see...the fading dark!

...and for better or worse signs of summer fading are becoming more evident

Signs of September start to unsettle August’s veneer
An air of fond farewell drapes summer’s beaming belvedere
In hues of misty mint and blues begins the tug of war
That draws us to conclusions we can no longer ignore

Signs of August’s slipping foothold bids us to slow our feet
And linger in the plum and gold aura of Bittersweet
Awareness of what all too swift and surely will become
An echo-dazzled wonderland of summer’s soldered sum

While gardens groan with goodness, while man and earth sheds fair youth
Where ignorance and purposed blindness cannot alter truth
Where all around us signs of seasons spin and sweep and surge
A vexing kind of vortex as the past and future merge

Signs of September sparkle in the eye of Father Time
It kindles as it swindles, a nostalgic pantomime
Of June, July and August’s darling days that soon depart
Like a harvest of diamonds tucked somewhere deep in the heart

© Janet Martin

The signs of the times are blaring!
Are we paying attention?

Matthew 24 teaches us the signs to watch for as the day of
the return of Christ draws near

Matthew 24:9-13
Then you will be handed over to be persecuted and put to death, 
and you will be hated by all nations because of me. 
 At that time many will turn away from the faith and will betray and hate each other,
 and many false prophets will appear and deceive many people. 
 Because of the increase of wickedness, the love of most will grow cold, 
 but the one who stands firm to the end will be saved. 
 And this gospel of the kingdom will be preached in the whole world
 as a testimony to all nations, 
and then the end will come.



Johnny Cash
 


 

Matt.24:42-44
Watch therefore, for you do not know what [g]hour your Lord is coming. 
 But know this, that if the master of the house had known what [h]hour the thief would come,
 he would have watched and not allowed his house to be broken into. 
 Therefore you also be ready, 
for the Son of Man is coming at an hour you do not expect.










Wednesday, June 1, 2022

So Rather Than Lament...


Happy 58th Birthday, Jim!

(I asked him what it looks like where he is celebrating his birthday
so he sent me these sweet shots of upstate New York!)
(for non-regular visitors, he is a truck-driver)




...and since my birthday always follows a week later 
this wry look at getting older is for both of us๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ˜˜

Like miles beneath your eighteen wheels the years just peel away
Sometimes it feels as if time steals a month, a week, a day
But it is futile to object or try to rearrange
This thing that nobody as yet has found a way to change
So rather than lament the swift, deft exodus of years
Let’s make the most of what is left before it disappears

…like laughing at ourselves when what once functioned starts to slip
Like dancing like we still have swagger in our one good hip
Like learning how to shuffle when our ‘gid-up’ starts to stall
While wishing for a port-a-potty halfway down the hall
And when one younger wonders at the blunders we engage
We now can laugh and blame our gaffes on good old, good old age

When the forgetter performs better than Remember does
When we become the crowd that prefers Life The Way It Was
When favor and frustration wage a telling tug of war
Futile to try to act like we are only twenty-four
So rather than lament the weathered cover of our youth
Let’s make the most of huff and puff and just admit the truth

Yes, sometimes getting up requires extra grunts and groans
The marathons we run are fetes of grand, mental milestones 
And the face in the mirror, we don’t recognize as ‘me’
Must be a rascal playing tricks on fine-tuned faculty๐Ÿ˜‚
My goodness! Time’s surprises sometimes make me shake my head
The highlight of the day is when its time to go to bed

© Janet Martin

Here's to many more 'surprises' by the grace of God!







Friday, January 14, 2022

Of Glint and Fray


It is impossible 
to return
to undo 
or redo
what we would do
differently 
if given the chance

All we can do
is the best 
we can do
with what we hold
today...


This๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’– (do you remember those dream-sweet play-days?)๐Ÿ’˜




Lots of little flash-back moments as the tots of today
dust off the toys of yesterday
and fill them with starry-eyed pleasures once again,
as the little hands that used to play with them are now 
juggling the demands and responsibilities
of growing up

Timeless thrills...


The beginning...
I have seen all the works that are done under the sun; 
and indeed, all is vanity and grasping for the wind.
Eccles.1:14

The conclusion...
Now all has been heard; here is the conclusion of the matter:
 Fear God and keep his commandments, 
for this is the duty of all mankind.
Eccles.12:13


Ah, life the way it used to be
Gleams like a summer, sun-kissed sea
Cupped in a sigh, a memory
A vault of yesterdays
Whilst look, the dark above us dims
Like brook-song, morning’s skyline brims
A canticle of hopes-whims-hymns
Shimmers on untouched trays

…with friendship waiting to be made
With Duty’s common promenade
With Poetry’s awed escapade
With high five and low blow
With mercy and sufficient grace
With smile upon a loved one’s face
With hand to hold and dream to chase
With wonderment and woe

…with turning older, tick by tock
Yet, learning not to watch the clock
But rather where and how we walk
While Time is on our side
To try to taste full flavors of
The subtle nuances of love
And to never get quite enough
Of moments not yet tried

While dust to dust and ash to ash
Waits to reduce its starry splash
And slow the feet that dance and dash
Through childhood’s greenest green
Until they too gaze at a sea
Cupped in a sigh, a memory
Of life the way it used to be
Before the years between

Ah, life the way it used to be
Is juxtaposed with you and me
And present opportunity
To tint the glint and fray
That tunes the tide that ebbs and flows
With echo-molded mementos
That wash in pictures we compose
With what we hold today 

© Janet Martin


Thursday, November 11, 2021

I Do Not Want To Grow Too Old...


blink-blink and another day is in the books!

My youngest sister hosted our annual Mom's Birthday Tea this morning!
(Photo used with her permission๐Ÿ˜€)

So, from this...

 to this one below
in a matter of a couple hours


The highlight; tasting everyone's contribution!



Every day we all have one thing in common; getting older!
I pray I may never get too old to lose the wonder of it all!

I do not want to grow too old to thrill when morning’s rose unfolds...

(or dusk's purple and gold)


I do not want to grow too old to thrill when morning’s rose unfolds
To miss the grace-kissed joy unfurled in a four-season wonder-world
And find no kind delight that sings from life’s most sweet and simple things
Or lose the spark that lights the fire that keens the flame of love’s desire
Or in seasoned consistencies walk blind to fresh discoveries
Where life’s Orchestrator instills and fills each day with miracles

I do not want to grow too old to cherish what no one can hold
But learn to love as if today was the last mile on life’s highway
And treat time’s tip-o’-hat and nod for what it is; a gift from God
That grants no guarantee but one; eternity when life is done
Thus, in this very sacred flit I want to make the most of it
To stand beneath the poetry of God and glimpse His majesty 

I do not want to grow too old to lose the sense of moment-gold
I do not want the circumstance to drown the music in the dance
But, pray each day life’s happiness begins and ends with thankfulness
Where fellowmen are fellow friends weathering whatever life sends
For we are altogether bound for that immortal common ground
And no one knows how near or far to that last steppingstone we are

I do not want to grow too old to marvel at Mercy's 'behold'
Behold the day the Lord has made, behold the debt that he has paid
Behold His everlasting love, His Word's abundant treasure trove
Behold the promises we claim if we have trusted in His name
Behold the beauty He bestows to crown life's thorns with hope's red rose
I do not want to grow too old to grow wonder one-hundred-fold

© Janet Martin

A copy of this Psalm was in one of mom's birthday cards...

I do not want the circumstance to drown the music in the dance...๐Ÿ’–


Tuesday, November 2, 2021

More Than An Outer-body Workout...


It's not the color of the page we are handed
but the colors we put on the page that matters most!



Yesterday morning captivating heavens enraptured our gaze...



This morning snow-kissed furrows startle us beneath bleak grays



Beneath the loads we shoulder we grow older tick by tock
Where stepping stones and stumbling blocks mete choice and consequence
Where quest of best intention is but jest in idle talk
Like leaves strewn on the sidewalk without much significance

Beneath daybreak’s deployment spills time’s elemental fleet
A most momentous matter of moment-matter's Grand Prize
Clock-jewels fuel duels between triumph and defeat
The heavy heel of hunger warring with want’s starry eyes

The merchant and the miser, the businessman and the bard
Will never quite see eye to eye while vying nose to nose
 For one weighs wealth with dollars, the other marvels where yard
And skies run wild with wonder. Well, we need both, I suppose

What cruelty we author when spite does not miss its mark
What masters of disaster we oft are in love’s fine art
But ah, student and Teacher meet where morning melts the dark
Creator and the creature never very far apart

Beneath the loads we shoulder we grow stronger as we age
Though first glance might presume the weathered plume is turning weak
Where limbs show wear and tear and youth’s green turns to silvered sage
The strength of gentled spirits far outshines the sleek physique

Beneath the loads we shoulder we grow older, yes we do
But pray, that in the course of steppingstones and stumbling blocks
Beneath the loads we shoulder we grow wise and kinder too
And pause to note the loveliness of leaves strewn on sidewalks


© Janet Martin

Psalm 104:24
O LORD, how manifold are thy works! 
in wisdom hast thou made them all: the earth is full of thy riches.


By the time this post was complete the sun transformed the view...๐Ÿ˜Š


Kind of like a parable because
The Son transforms bleak lives too!!


Friday, September 24, 2021

A Breath-By-Breath Ballad


Do you ever feel it:
The sweeping surge of season-song?!
The merging of moments like music-notes,
composing a breath-stealing ballad?!

The wind has been a rowdy minstrel this week,
raking a reckless, cold, wet bow across barely-Autumn strings.


Last night a hummingbird straggler took advantage of the
break in the 'music' to drink and drink to its bitty-heart's content!!


I could barely keep up with its hither-thither darting...


...a bit like hummingbird hide and seek๐Ÿ˜…



...and a main reason for planting these Cana lilies
was because they make perfect hummingbird drinking fountains!


Darkness dissolves like a sun-kissed snowflake
Beneath a beacon no bond can restrain
Seasons revolve as night falls and day breaks
Silence births leaf-song then silence again
Grinning and grieving, doubting, believing
Failing, achieving, earning battle-scars
Learning and teaching, yearning and reaching
Orbit of dreams stirs and settles the stars

Then we grow older and lend our shoulders
Like rungs on ladders for youngsters to climb
Heady with hunger and blind to the boulders
Ready to test what no one defeats; Time
Flying and falling, crying and calling
Finally crawling while learning to walk
Knees bruised and bleeding, brashness conceding
No one can hold back the hands of the clock

Autumn is always around summer’s corner
Tugging at strings tied in forget-me-nots
Heart is part dancer and partly mourner
Torn between wanting and what life allots
Laughing and weeping, waking and sleeping
Planting and reaping; some things never change
Giving and taking where living is making
Moment-mementos that moments estrange

Sometimes the soul feels like a glass-splinter
Snags in the skin of that which has no skin
Or is it a sun-sparkle where winter
Is always on the verge of closing in
Ebbing and surging, melting and merging
Dawn’s birthplace burgeoning with dusk and death
Where Time is dwindling, consuming the kindling
Seasons soft-swindling the hearth, breath by breath

Ah, can't you feel it like river-song rushing
Breath-by-breath ballad while we play our part
 In Life's Orchestra, bashful and blushing
Until the melody captures the heart
Reeling and rolling, pealing and tolling
Stealing the feeling of something amiss 
Clashing and blending, splashing and wending
Bending the minstrel of dust with God's kiss 
 
© Janet Martin





Sunday, September 5, 2021

Dear Almost-Autumn...The Way I Fall In Love


The way a red and orange leaf caught our attention last night
as my friend and I strolled through her yard
The way each butterfly in flight is a sun-catcher
The way fading flowers begin to number summer days
The way sedums begin to blush...
The way September steals in then sweeps us off our feet
Is all part of the way we begin to condition our heart to embrace the art of autumn...

The way that sunshine turns translucent, wings of butterflies

The way one’s breath is stolen by September’s sanguine skies...

The way that jars snare summer after its Season is through...

Is the way, Almost-Autumn, that we fall in love with you...


The way that sunshine turns translucent, wings of butterflies
The way one’s breath is stolen by September’s sanguine skies
The way that jars snare summer after its Season is through
Is the way, Almost-Autumn, that I fall in love with you

The way farewell’s suggestions start to seep through woodland tress
The way it tweaks soul-strings still thrilled with petal-happiness
The way The Inevitable presents its points of view
Is how I start to tell my heart to fall in love with you

The way bloom’s fringe turns brittle but Beauty remains intact
The way earth’s tinge showcases established matters of fact
The way no coaxing can revoke what is constant and true
Is the way, almost-Autumn, I yield to the touch of you

The way we cannot stay the heavy hand of come and go
The way wild asters spill to hill and field like purple snow
The way time’s give and take can make a heart ache with desire
The way late day starts earlier to stoke dusk’s shadow-spire/fire

The way goldenrod lamps gleam from creekbank, fencerow and woods  
The way each milkweed plume is primed with silver parachutes
The way the air begins to wear a chill we nigh forgot 
Is the way, Almost Autumn that I can forget-you-not   

The way the world is twirled on a four-season carousel
The way we straddle tides saddled to hello and farewell
The way we start to cherish clock-shaped treasure, moment-spun
Is the way that I always fall in love with You, Autumn

Dear almost-autumn, bear with me while I learn to begin
To undo summer’s tendrils tangled somewhere ‘neath my skin
Somehow, the way you wait while I grapple with gold and blue
Becomes the way, almost-Autumn, I fall in love with you

© Janet Martin






Saturday, September 4, 2021

September Skin...

Happy September Saturday!
SO much is happening to remind us
of the preciousness of Time...
Let's cherish moments with our loved ones because
we never know what a day holds!





Each morning is set free from a fresh flask of moment-dust
Then seize its opportunity and raise thy glass to Trust




The colours of the countryside have lost their lustrous sheen
The timbre of time’s telling tide shucks cornfields of lush green
Deception’s furtive favours, for a small while may appease
The heart with summer-flavours steeped in ling’ring fantasies
But cannot keep at bay for long the truth that will be told
Where September tolls welkin gong and turns the pear tree gold

…and tips yon cruet, spilling bluest awning overhead
Where sweet time as we knew it runs a sentimental thread
Through you and I as we grapple with subtle season-shifts
While comforted by apple-orchard orb’s enticing gifts
As we count down last days of summer with awed gratitude
For who can tally the vast ways of God’s goodness renewed 

Each morning is set free from a fresh flask of moment-dust
Then seize its opportunity and raise thy glass to Trust
For everyone can ill afford to pine for yester-years
But taste time’s vintage being poured, before it disappears
We have an obligation, nay, a privilege to give
To God pure adoration for each single day we live

September stokes in us an ache for Season almost spent
Where we are beholden to make the most of Mercy’s ‘lent’
And learn to love the colours that are slowly seeping in
For glove of youth and valour will soon don September skin
Where the fool mourns what once was, but the wise remain content
Time is too precious to fritter in bittersweet lament

© Janet Martin

Eccles.3:1
To everything there is a season, 
A time for every purpose under heaven:

It is also still very much canning season;
Off to make some salsa!


(I got up at 6:00 to start the canning 
but then the sun was rising 
and then a poem begged!)
And such is always the poet's quandary/dilemma
...to heed domestic duties or to poem-a ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜Š