Monday, June 13, 2011

On Some Days


On some days a pen feels heavy in my hand
And there are no words to write
As life deals out endless demand
Wearying me in its fight

On some days words intimidate
Such a small but mighty tool
They encourage and convict
Exposing wise men…and the fool

On some days all my poetry
Takes on the thought and form of you
And I would never set it free
It is meant for only two

J~

What Happened?


Remember those days when, as shadows would fall
And twilight dimmed the sky overhead
All up the streets our mothers would call
‘Time to come in for bed’
Remember the sound of childish dismay
Bidding our playmates goodnight
Because morning was an eternity away
Brimming with dreams and delight

Remember when children would skip or climb trees
Or gather for a game of ‘ball’
Sisters would tattle and brothers would tease
And you could hear mothers call
‘Come in, come in, it’s getting late
Tomorrow will come too soon’
But still we would play as long as we dared
Until the threat of a wooden spoon

Remember those days of tag and bare feet
Of playing out-doors all day
The pond to chase away August heat
And while sunny hours away
Remember the good old days of yore
Before screens abducted young eyes
Silencing the slamming of the old screen door
But opening a door to demise...

...remember when mothers and daddies would pause
On the porch at the end of a day
Reluctant to go inside because
They were watching their children play
No cell phones or blackberries or 'twittering'
Or messages to return
I wonder what are we teaching our children
As they observe... and learn

Janet~

It’s up to us as parents to keep those
‘good old days’ alive, isn’t it?

Remember when our parents would have to order us
to come inside…not to go outside, PLEASE…

Forces


We cannot force love
Anymore than we can force
The magnolia from the bud
Or the ending of life’s wars
So we cannot force love

We cannot force the waves
To lie placid on the bay
Or draw from winter’s graves
The blooms of yesterday
And we cannot force love

We cannot pull to us
Or obediently take hold
Of a heart simply because
We must do as we are told
For we cannot force love

But love’s mighty force
Is unstoppable
And in its kind discourse
Anything is possible
In the force of love

Janet~

Echo


Can you bear its sad allure?
Does it make you want to cry?
It’s an agony so pure
I won’t brush it from my eye

Like the weeping of a breeze
In a mournful lullaby
As it stirs the slumbering trees
Small beneath the hollow sky

Does it wash across your soul?
Does it make you want to cry?
As you hear it’s echo roll
Good-bye, good-bye, good-bye

J~

Saturday, June 11, 2011

To Mommy from Heaven


No wind-swept kisses on my cheek
No apple blossoms clinging to my hair
No first words for me to speak
Oh mommy, did you never really care?
No summer picnics at the park
Or watching as the rain comes pouring down
No bedtime kisses after dark
Or buying me a satin wedding gown

Did you really never love me?
Was I simply a symbol of your shame?
Did you really never love me, mom?
Was I the fruit of hatred's evil game?

No sitting at the brink of dusk
To watch the sun slip soundlessly away
No daisy-chains or buttercups
No imaginary games for us to play
No birthday cards or sticky smiles
As I tasted my first birthday cake
No looking deep into my eyes
And loving me until your heart could break

Did you really never love me mom?
Did you think you'd be rid of all your blame?
Did you really never love me mom?
You never even gave to me a name

Now there is sunshine on my face
A halo on my pretty golden curls
I'm in such a lovely place
A Heaven full of little boys and girls
It’s a home of joy and love
Overflowing with a thousand charms
Sometimes I wish that you were here
To see me in my loving Father's arms

Did you really never love me mom?
Or was it just not greater than your fear?
Did you really never love me mom?
Can't help but wish sometimes that you were here

Janet~

Hello...




The light disappears and suddenly the sky is far way
Hello my dear, I’ve begun to expect you at this time of day
You know as well as I do that the telephone
Is sometimes the only way we can be alone

The lamp casts an amber-orange glow on the street
Did you have a good day love, are you ready to sleep?
Well, I’ve had some worse but its better now
Just hearing your voice does that to me somehow

The trees fall away into the dark of the sky
What’s that you say? Do I miss you tonight?
I don’t need to tell you because I know that you know
I stare through my window at the amber-orange glow…

J~

Saddest of All


If I built my thoughts of you into a wall
I would never see the sky at all
And if I would write them in a melody
Its music would cover the deep blue sea
Oh, it’s a beautiful thing to know
That love is the rhythm in life’s ebb and flow

To simply touch and see and taste
Is such an empty, futile waste
But to be held close in the arms of a prayer
To know that you fill someone’s thought somewhere
And softly in whispers it’s your name they call
Is surely the very best feeling of all

Grief has intensity more blinding than love
Yet love is the high wire on which we move
We take its chance and love all the more
Knowing its dance could suddenly be o’er
Life without grief is the saddest of all
A loveless leaf on the ground in the fall

J~

Friday, June 10, 2011

Live Large


Live life large
Drink it in
We’re not in charge
It won’t happen again
Take the plunge
Love and lose
We cannot own
The things we choose
But one thing is certain
For you and I
At life’s final curtain
We’re going to die

So live life large
Take a deep breath
We’re not in charge
Of life or death
Make your calling
And election sure
Then live in knowing
You are secure
And love today
What of tomorrow
Life is a fray
Of laughter and sorrow

So live life large
Touch someone’s hand
We’re not in charge
I understand
But we all need
Someone to hold
Go plant a seed
Be brave and bold
It’s a small drink
For you and I
Life is a wink
And then we die

Janet~