Sunday, January 10, 2021

The Painful Art of Learning...How to Trust

Here's to this New Year's Workouts!
While body-building exercises can be painful and teeth-gritting
I've discovered trust-honing is a far more painful
and patience-building process;
it's heart-gripping exercises often
performed with the invisible weight of waiting,
it's endurance test challenging kindness, generosity and humility.


May the God of hope fill you with all joy 
and peace as you trust in him, 
so that you may overflow with hope 
by the power of the Holy Spirit.
Rom.15:13


I chose the above verse for this year's Christmas Card
because it seems esp. meaningful/fitting right now,
and I still forget its attitude/Fortitude, far too easily! 
(maybe because deep down I'm trying to
handle 'trust' too much on my own
and not by the power of the Holy Spirit)

Prayer for today:
Oh God, help us, through you, to trust You
and not get caught up in the noise of arguments
that accomplish nothing good for your purpose,
In Jesus' Name
Amen

This poem is a bit of heart-fray...

This tattered, frayed, shattered, 
Disappointment-smattered 
Shorn, weary-worn, forlorn, 
Sorrow-torn Hope 
This lot, often caught in 
A tangle of angles 
And wrangles; Its ‘paint’ 
Well-acquainted with ‘nope’ 

This mixety-maxety 
No quick-fix calamity 
Pricking, swift-kicking, 
Sticking-points galore 
This rough, tough kerfuffle 
With stuff, love and trouble 
Is enough to ruffle 
Faith’s feathers, for sure 

This stretched-to-the -limit 
Where minute by minute 
Its gamut is fresh-stymied 
With giants of dust 
This hunger-prone, bent-to-hone
Wild burning yearning 
Is but the heart learning 
The art of true trust 

© Janet Martin 

One of my go-to pick-me-upper songs






Saturday, January 9, 2021

Gift-Receiver


An oft used reminder because we so easily forget...

Psalm 118:24
This is the day the Lord has made; (isn't that just the most sacred thought?!!)
We will rejoice and be glad in it (or will we?) 
So many things can spout through the thought process 
and not affect us one iota until we recognize God's sovereignty and
supreme love for us!

Gorgeous gift-wrap these past few mornings...



Lowered upon a gleaming tray 
The streaming sky unveils 
A never-again gift; Today 
From He who never fails 

This privilege to be a part 
Of the Creator’s plan 
Should kindle passion in the heart 
To do the best we can 

To be a careful curator 
Of moment-measured lease 
That always turns to so much more 
As aftermaths increase 

To be aware of Who allots 
The portion of our days 
And always tune the crux of thoughts 
First and foremost, to praise 

Today; more than Time set adrift 
God gifts its live-love-learn 
Oh, what, at dusk will be the gift 
We offer in return 

© Janet Martin 





Friday, January 8, 2021

Valley-Value


This morning the 'valley' is dazzled in crystal gilt!






This Valley we sense with dread, that looms ahead, is no laughing matter,
but a dire prayer-priority!
But the God of the mountain is still God in the valley!



Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, 
I will fear no evil; For You are with me; 
Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.
Psalm 23:4


Not only on the hilltop where the view pleases our eyes 
After we have come through the valley where the shadow lies 
Where Faith in Who we cannot see puts courage to the test 
And causes us to reevaluate our daily quest 

Not only where we gaze, amazed at Mercy’s autograph 
But where we bear the bittersweet brunt of both rod and staff 
Where discipline is never pleasant in what it exacts 
In order to attune us to more than opinion’s facts 

Not only where we stare and paint the air with poetry 
But beneath the dark scalpel that hones heart’s humility 
Where we feel the way forward on faith-shards of stuttered prayers 
And learn the love-language of trust stripped of religious airs 

Not only where the panorama woos our oohs and aahs 
But where we grope and cling to Hope and love’s unflinching Cause 
To teach us not to worry but to find firm confidence 
By giving God the glory through trust and obedience 

Then, when at last behind us lies the valley we passed through 
Whether in earth or Heaven, we will find God, kind and true 
Where, better far than fleeting pleasure that never fulfills 
Is Mercy’s hidden treasure that the peace of God instills 

© Janet Martin 



Thursday, January 7, 2021

Ode to Goodness


"Thank Goodness for the unfailing things."
commented a friend on the previous post...
Amen!
Here is an Ode to Goodness

Where not so long ago I lost my heart
on a snow-canvas of blue shadow-art




one mysterious little critter left a trail of
heart-shaped tracks in the snow, as far as the eye could go...



I used the advantages of ink to 
open this poem with a buttercup meadow😊
Doesn't just saying the word 'buttercup' make the day feel brighter?!


Buttercups spilling like sparkles of sun 
Over a meadow of flora, fresh-spun 
Where not so long ago I lost my heart 
On a snow-canvas of blue-shadow art 

Creation cannot deny He who spills 
Four season splendour to hollows and hills 
Jack-frosted window-pane, plush, blushing morn 
Dreams running rampant in gardens reborn 

Time is a flutter, a gilt butterfly 
Winter-spring-summer-and-autumn, oh my 
Over and over, earth’s flower is wrought 
By what the Father of nature has taught 

Light shatters darkness at break of Today 
Nothing can keep what God promised, at bay 
We gape as if we have never beheld 
Amethyst mist with molten oceans meld 

Goodness and Mercy will never betray 
Hearts that have humbled their will to His way 
The surface showcases blush-blue-gold-green 
While faith embraces The Sacred Unseen 

Larks lift their lyrics without second-guess 
Hark! Can you hear it? Perfect happiness 
Winter's hearth flickers with quickening cheer 
Of warmth and welcome to all who draw near 

Leave to the atheist, spec, blind and rude 
Futile debates of love misunderstood 
Better to marvel where beauty confirms 
Goodness to we, little better than worms 

Snow-flowers shower the bower with stars 
Gazillion sequins bedeck brumal bars 
Where Old Man Winter will yield to the charm 
Of a fair, golden-haired lass on his arm 

Rivers will gurgle and giggle, set free 
Out through the wide-open veldt to the sea 
Farmers will whistle and mothers will sing 
Throwing back shutters to welcome in spring 

Robins will warble and buds will unfold 
Pink-petal miracles, green, purple, gold 
Woodlands will brandish fresh notes from each limb 
As nature heralds the Bard of the hymn 

Seeds will astonish as we watch them grow 
Specks small and brownish God’s power will show 
Unfathomed increase, our hunger to feed 
Divine Providence contained in a seed 

No one can thwart what the Lord sets in place 
Evil will never be greater than grace 
Seasons will never be left to ‘perhaps’ 
*Hear how the hill sings and how the tree claps 

Lilies will never forget how to bloom 
Consider He who arranges the loom 
That weaves the fabric that so clothes the field 
That breathes the wonder whereby hearts are healed 

That woos the worship from we, always caught 
Between what has been and what yet is not 
That keeps us, still in the thick of the fight 
Cradled in colours of mercy and light 

Where soon the afternoon climbs the last knoll 
Like tilted steeples the blue shadows toll 
Where freeways twinkle with dot-to-dot cars 
Where dusk is waiting to draw down the stars 

Where we are never forsaken by He 
Who trails but fringes of His Majesty, 
Who lowered glory through sky after sky 
Of unplumbed galaxies to you and I 

Praise to the Giver of wonder and mirth 
Praise to the Maker of heaven and earth 
Praise to the riches no miser can hoard 
From God’s abundance of goodness outpoured 

Praise to the Artist of supreme design 
Praise to the way awe and joy intertwine 
Praise to the Author of beauty unflawed 
Praise to the goodness and mercy of God 

© Janet Martin 

Isa.55:12
*You will go out in joy and be led forth in peace; 
the mountains and hills will burst into song before you,
 and all the trees of the field will clap their hands.

Something to Sing and Shout About!


Gold breaks the brooding mold
No dark can bar the Light!
No threat of man can overthrow
God's mercy or His might 



Dark dread mingles with undying hope these days, doesn't it!
Remind us, oh, Lord
1 John 4:4
Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them: 
because greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world.





Arise, arise, arise
Seize hold of Mercy's prize
Nothing can sway
Hope's anchored Stay
Though oft the tempest tries

Again, again, again 
Ever since time began 
The wellspring of 
Eternal love 
Renews mercy to man 

From day to day to day 
It does not fade away 
But with each morn 
It is reborn 
To comfort mortal clay  

Beware, beware, beware 
Of doubt and pride's despair 
Lest the good fruit 
That would take root 
Is smothered by its tare 

Then pray and pray and pray 
Love’s perfect law obey 
Lest we forget 
The promised Yet 
That draws nearer each day 

Amen, amen, amen 
No mortal scheme can ban 
The wellspring of 
Eternal love 
That flows from God to man 

Then cheer and cheer and cheer
Stand guard with holy fear
As prophecy
Fulfills 'hear ye'
Redemption draweth near

Then shout and shout and shout
Something to sing about
Mercy renewed
Let gratitude
Extinguish seeds of doubt

© Janet Martin

Something to sing about forever and ever.
Truth is an anchor no tempest can sever!
Hallelujah!

To all (in Rome) who are loved by God and called to be his holy people:
Grace and peace to you from God our Father and from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Romans 1:7

Wednesday, January 6, 2021

God Knows...

 

Isa.46:10
I make known the end from the beginning, 
from ancient times, what is still to come. 
I say, 'My purpose will stand, and I will do all that I please.'

So much trouble to cause anxiety, all over the world.
So  much noise!
So many lies!!
Here's a song to fill our hearts with hope and peace!

(one of my favourite parts,)

You are strong, You are sure,
You are life, You endure,
You are good, always true,
You are Light breaking through
You are more than enough
You are here, You are love





God knows the heart; no tricking He who sees beyond façade 
Who hears beneath the poetry and what our hands applaud 
Sometimes we could become quite glum when faced with The Unknown 

God knows the Truth; no matter what we claim to be, He parts 
The curtain of exteriors to view our heart of hearts 

But we should stand up straight and tall and lift our heads up high 

God knows not all who say ‘Lord, Lord’ are followers of Him 
But those who seek His word to light the Way that would grow dim 
Upon the Solid Rock they stand as prophecies fulfill 

God sees the heart; He knows the truth; then tremble and rejoice 
His thoughts and ways, past finding out, are higher than our ways 
His righteous Judgement will prevail; then lift your heart in praise 

© Janet Martin 


Psalm 7:11 NLT
God is an honest judge.
 He is angry with the wicked every day.

Psalm 11:7
For the LORD is righteous; He loves justice. 
The upright will see His face.


Tea... Anyone?

 




Tea for two 
Who have been through 
some highs and lows 
we’d rather not 
Who are still in 
The thick and thin 
Of love lessons 
not fully taught 

© Janet Martin 

(this itty-bitty ditty 
I dare say applies to 
Anyone who 
Might care 
To share 
A cup of tea 
With me)

of course, this is a virtual-tea-party
due to the ongoing social restrictions😞

Rush Hour's Waiting Room

 

Time flies in spite of all we are waiting for!
Some prayers get answered quickly, 
others are a kind of whisper-woven waiting-room!

Only One knows what all will unfold in the sun's gold trek from east to west,
what prayers will have answers we recognize 
and which ones are veiled in what feels like waiting.


Psalm 130:5
I wait for the LORD; my soul does wait, and in His word I put my hope.

What waits to be no one can see save He who keep us in His care 
What waits to teach our wanting reach is something each must trust to prayer 
What waits to turn lessons we learn to wisdom earned as years increase 
Waits to compose with ebbs and flows of highs and lows, a Masterpiece 

What waits to blend daybreak and end where whispers wend and groan and grin 
What waits to stir perfect wonder to thunder beneath speechless skin 
What waits to seal the rush and reel of silk and steel behind closed doors 
Waits to create a brand-new gate through which the weight of waiting pours 

What waits to make, with give and take the awe and ache of letting go
What waits to tune the afternoon with what will soon festoon thought's show
What waits to spill, to thrill, to fill this uphill drill twixt sky and sod 
Waits to become the soldered sum of mercies from the hand of God 

© Janet Martin